Chapter 69: I Miss You So Much (1)

"Shu'er, I'll give you another three years, three years......"

"I will not forget, your betrayal."

Betrayal, she used betrayal.

In the relationship, he didn't pay less than her, but he didn't expect that she used the word betrayal to sum up his feelings for them......

Ye Zhichen tugged at the corners of his lips and found that it was really difficult for him to laugh, "In your heart, am I betrayal?" ”

Treachery? She only felt it was a betrayal when she hated him once in a while, but ......

Now for them, it's not like they don't want to stop connecting, isn't it?

His lips trembled, and he bit slowly, "Yes." ”

The spoon slipped down, and a simple word seemed to exhaust all the strength of her body.

Many times she doesn't understand herself, she wants to see him, even if she hates him for three years and scolds him for three years, but she can't deceive herself.

Covetous? In the dead of night, she would also ask herself, is she still qualified to covet him?

The reality told her so honestly that maybe she wouldn't even have to meet again.

It's good......

What's good?

Lan Xian pursed her mouth and didn't let herself cry.

If you don't have the courage to be together again, then let him go, let him go, that's really good.

I remembered a sentence I had read before, a sentence that she had laughed at before.

If I have a choice, let him be happy in my place.

I give him all the possibilities of happiness.

Give it to him......

She spent three years calming her wounds, and now, will she spend her whole life witnessing his happiness?

"Shu'er, I love you, I really love you."

The man's deep voice was like a lullaby, slowly breaking the walls of her heart.

Shen Zhiqiu turned his face to look at her.

The sound of soft sobbing is like the sound of dew dropping at night.

She still can't forget it.

"Shu'er, if you can ......"

"Let's go."

She still said the same thing, she had said it many, many times since the first day he came, but was this really what she thought?

"Do you really think so?"

After asking, he began to regret that he shouldn't have asked her like this, he didn't want to believe every word she said now.

His Shu'er used to like duplicity.

Without waiting for her answer, Ye Zhichen turned around and left.

The back kitchen fell silent.

After a long time, when the burnt smoke came out, Shen Zhiqiu quickly stretched out his hand to turn off the fire, and the back kitchen instantly fell into silence.

"Shu'er, if you still want to ......"

"Mom, I don't want to."

I don't want to, I don't want to, I don't dare to think about it, even in her dreams she rejects this impulse of herself.

It would have been nice to fall once in one place, she was injured, lost her eyes, and had an autistic daughter......

She didn't dare think about it a second time.

A lot of injuries, one time, is enough for her to remember for a lifetime.

Ye Zhichen went out and stood in the small restaurant, people came and went, noisy, but he still felt quiet.

I'm scared, but it's not the first time I've been so scared.

When he heard her leave in the hospital, he felt terrified, as if his heart was still, and only the hands in his watch were ticking and ticking.

And now he doesn't know how to face her again.

If his own existence was a burden to her, then he ...... I really don't have the courage to see her again......