Chapter 97: I Miss You So Much (6)
Yes, they said back then, they would always be together, never lie to each other, and never turn away alone, they all broke their promises.
deceived each other, then ran away for three years, and also separated for three years, as if they had completely broken the promise they gave each other.
Lan Xianshu raised her head to look at him, her gaze was as calm as flowing water, "I thought we couldn't even be friends." “
Even if Ye Zhichen doesn't want to admit it, Lan Xianshu is no longer the same she was back then, the tranquil Lan Xianshu, the Lan Xianshu who can be seen through at a simple glance, the Lan Xianshu who loves him and can let go of everything.
And that Lan Xianshu was lost by him.
No, not lost, but killed by him......
Kill, kill the girl who loves him, the simple blue of the ocean.
The current Lan Xianshu is more like an undercurrent in the depths of the sea, most of the time she is quiet, but she has seen through all the darkness, and she is more of an inferiority complex buried behind the darkness.
Yes, low self-esteem, after losing an eye, Lan Xianshu, who has low self-esteem like air, hides herself all the time, avoids him all the time, and no longer wants to see him.
Ye Zhichen shook his head, "I thought we could go back to the past." “
Avoiding his affectionate gaze, she looked out the window faintly.
Ye Zhichen also followed her gaze and looked out the window.
On the sidewalk, an elderly couple with gray hair walked by each other.
He knew she was watching them too.
Ye Zhichen smiled, "Shu'er, you see, love is like this, wash away the lead of the world, and then simply rely on each other and live a lifetime." “
Lan Xianshu turned her face to look at him, "But you're not that person, are you?" “
Ye Zhichen was stunned for a moment, and his smile was light as if he was listening to a child's complaint, "No one is more suitable for you than me, Shu'er." “
Lan Xianshu was helpless, this man was even more difficult than she imagined when she came back.
"Let's not meet again."
Angry and frustrated, he stood up.
Since he was always unwilling, then she didn't want to say any more.
The hand is grabbed by the man.
His big grasp was on her small hand.
Lan Xianshu stared at the hands they were holding each other, her nose sour, "Ye Zhichen, if you grabbed my hand like you do now, maybe we wouldn't be like this now." “
It was always him who didn't catch her and protect her.
As if hearing a terrifying story, the man let go of his hand as if electrocuted.
"So, if you didn't catch it at the beginning, don't bother now."
She no longer had the strength to stand by his side and accompany him to watch the clouds roll up.
Ye Zhichen lowered his head and didn't look at her eyes.
Even if he encouraged himself thousands of times, every time he faced the condemnation from three years ago, he would feel powerless, it was like a ravine in front of him, so that he didn't even have the courage to look at it.
"Don't come again."
She still said the same thing.
Turn away.
The hand was grabbed again.
"Shu'er, I really don't want this."
I don't want to give up on you like this, I don't want to see you again, and I don't want his vitality to be Lan Xianshu anymore.
"I really love you,"
She could clearly feel the man's trembling.
"Do you believe me?"
Believe it, believe that he will never make such a mistake again, believe that he will really be by her side, believe in everything about him...... Is it really that hard?