Chapter 280: It's hard for yourself
"From the very beginning, I thought that Xiao Wu and I were actually people from completely different worlds. But I was still obsessed with the warmth of her body and couldn't let go. Maybe today she knows everything, and from then on we will be passers-by. So Far City, I won't see her. Call me selfish, call me cowardly, I just want to stay in my world. Because there is Xiao Wu in that world, I don't regret everything I have done, I didn't regret it before, and I still don't regret it now. Ling Tianqi said, with a hint of longing in his eyes, the beauty of the past seemed to still be in front of him, and it had not changed, but the original person had suddenly gone away.
No matter how unwilling Ling Tianqi was to believe this fact, it was already impossible to change it.
"But all this is not your fault, so why should you?" Gu Yuancheng didn't say the rest of the words, because Gu Yuancheng knew that even if the rest of the words were spoken, they wouldn't change anything, they would just add to the sadness.
In all the things facing Feng Liuwu, no matter whether Ling Tianqi was right or wrong, in the end, he would think that the person who was wrong was himself. It's like a dead move, knowing that there is no way out, but still desperately moving forward until it falls. Ling Tianqi is like this, since he was young, he is. To this day, nothing has changed.
Gu Yuancheng didn't know whether to say that he was affectionate or that he was stupid, in short, everything that could be avoided was all he pounced on. If it weren't for Feng Liuwu, Ling Tianqi would still be safe and secure in Ling Country to continue to be his prince. At least you don't have to risk your life every day, as you do now.
Gu Yuancheng couldn't figure it out, so he wouldn't think about it anymore, he just felt unworthy for Ling Tianqi.
"In fact, in the world of feelings, there is no right or wrong, even if it is me, I can't be pure-hearted and have few desires, so people's seven emotions and six desires are actually understandable. It's just that the relationship I can't see through is Xiao Wu, there is no difference. It's all the same thing, so clear what to do? Ling Tianqi smiled lightly, but that smile was really bitter. The smile that was barely pulled out, no matter how much he could hide it, couldn't hide his heart.
"You have to torture yourself like this to be happy?" Gu Yuancheng had been by Ling Tianqi's side, and after so many years, he suddenly found that he never seemed to be truly happy. There are always so many trivial things around him every day, no matter how hard he tries, he can't get recognition, and no matter how hard he tries, he can't get the results he wants. After so many years, Gu Yuancheng has watched him, from an eighteen-year-old child to today's mature appearance, and he has experienced too many stories in between. There are no words to describe it, and there is no way to say it.
"I didn't torture myself, but I couldn't let go, and if I could, I wouldn't be in prison forever." Ling Tianqi said, his eyes drifting away.
The name Fengliuwu will be a lifelong pain in his heart, and he will never let go of it at any time. Whether it's self-deception or drawing the ground as a prison, to sum it up, it's just that you can't put it down. At least, the beating heart is still proving his existence. "I can't face Xiao Wu's resentment towards me, so I will choose to escape, as long as I don't see her, I can act as if this never happened, she is still my sister, I am still her brother, between us, it has never changed."
"Can you really put it down?" Gu Yuancheng didn't believe it at all, Ling Tianqi's obsession was so deep, how could he say that he would let it go.
"Yes, I can't let go, so I will still silently protect her side, until she no longer needs me, I will leave, never nostalgic." Even if he was saying something that Ling Tianqi himself couldn't believe, he still said it like water, maybe from the beginning, he knew that this was his fate.
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