Chapter 155: I'm Sorry (8(
She bent over and began to cry out in pain.
But the voice continued, and she spoke hard, intermittently.
"Every time she was rescued after entering the operating room, I was afraid that she would wake up and that she would not wake up.
But all this, you know? ”
Does he know what kind of life they have been living in the past three years?
Even she, a mother, is this kind of day, under such pressure and fear, so what about Lan Xianshu?
What about Lan Xianshu, who will cry at the slightest pain, and can't hold back her tears when she hears a little sad story?
She must have hurt more, more than his heart hurt now.
When he was in so much pain that he couldn't breathe, what about her?
When he cried uncontrollably in front of the cold stone, when he thought he couldn't hurt anymore, what about his Shu'er?
He gave her the best two years, and he also gave her the most painful three years.
He walked like a corpse for three years without her, thinking that he was already in pain.
But what about her?
She has been living in a cycle of death for the three years of his betrayal.
Shen Zhiqiu had lost his words when he cried.
He understands that as a mother, she looks at her daughter like this for a moment.
And he, the existence of this boyfriend, became the facilitator of this tragedy.
For a long, long time, until only Shen Zhiqiu's shallow sobbing voice remained, Ye Zhichen slowly looked up at her, trying to calm himself down, and pulled the corners of his lips stiffly.
"Auntie......"
It was his fault before, three years, he made her miserable for three years, then in the next thirty years, fifty years, he will cherish her and will not make her sad again......
It's just that he still has the qualifications to say this?
Shen Zhiqiu looked at him with red eyes, "Ah Chen, if you can, can you let her go?" ”
Let her go?
Let her go......
Slowly raise your hands and look at them so seriously.
For a long time, his voice was low, and the laughter in his chest overflowed, "I let go of her, so who will let go of me?" ”
"You still don't love her enough after all, if you really love her, you will understand how your presence feels to her......"
His betrayal gripped her heart like a bone-eating poison, and made her remember the pain so clearly, the kind of relief that could not be saved even if she broke her throat.
He doesn't know.
"Auntie ......" opened her mouth, but found that she had forgotten what kind of mouth shape to use to say her words.
"She still loves you, but you know, she will still live well without you, better than you live by her side, so why do you still show up?"
Why did it appear?
Ye Zhichen also asked himself the same question.
Because you love her, miss her, worry about her?
No, not at all, he was just afraid, afraid that she would get used to life without him.
Three years, three years is too long, and he almost forgot her temperature.
So what about his, is she not able to remember it anymore?
"And can you really marry her, Shu'er, she is not what you see now, do you still want her? Ah Chen, the years are too long, and the promise is too light. ”
Too many years, too little promise......
This is Shen Zhiqiu's perception of love.
Ye Zhichen turned his face away and didn't let her see her flickering tears.
After a long time, he tilted his head at a loss, trying to control his emotions.