Chapter 169: Pain, You're All the Same
The woman smiled wryly.
Every time she saw him, she was entangled, wanting to see him, thinking that even if she was content to simply see him doing well, she was afraid to see him.
Every time he stood in front of her with a smile, his face was like a clip from a back and forth when they saw each other, the same smile, the same expression, and his betrayal.
Like a needle, it poked at her heart, making her so painful that she couldn't breathe.
If his alcoholism is a kind of chronic suicide, then she, she is also risking her life to see him again to satisfy his and her own thoughts.
The woman didn't say a word for a long time, and he was very anxious when she saw it.
If it was her hesitation in the relationship between them, and let them fall into the pain of choice, he could still come out and say a few words, but for now......
Now, she was ruthless, but she caused two people to hurt, no, maybe just one person......
"Xian Shu, you don't understand, you haven't had a good time in the past three years, and he doesn't ...... well"
Seeing that she didn't speak for a long time, the man still couldn't help it.
"I know, I'm his friend, you think my heart is biased towards him, in fact, I also looked down on him back then, I, like Ah Hao, didn't contact him for a long time, until I saw Ye Zhichen like that in your apartment......"
Looking at the more silent woman, the man's voice became even lower.
"He started drinking heavily, but he disappeared after you left, and when we found him, he was ...... at your grave."
Tilting his head, he fell into a deep memory.
"It was raining that day, and he knelt at the grave like that, crying so hard that he couldn't help himself, but it wasn't the only time I saw him cry, and the first time I saw him in your apartment, the first time I heard a man's cry so clearly......"
The memories are too painful, even though they are not their own, and the man's voice is full of vicissitudes.
"Until yesterday, Xian Shu, looking at his silent cry, I was thinking, what should I do, you have shed no less tears than him after three years of wandering abroad......"
The man tugged at the corners of his lips and smiled.
"The relationship between you, I am also a witness, I have been jealous of your sweetness, I have also looked forward to your wedding, and even thought that if you have children, I will also compete to be the godfather of the children, but all this, why has it changed?"
The man's smile seemed to be a little unbearable, and gradually faded.
"Xian Shu, I'm not trying to force you to make some choices, I just want to talk to you, he hasn't had a good time over the years, even if Ye Zhichen in front of you still looks like him before, and even now he looks like super glue, and even more of a scoundrel, he just wants to look at you......"
glanced at the woman's quiet face, but the man couldn't help but look away.
"It's been three years, and the injuries that have precipitated in the past three years, I know that he is in pain, and you are even more painful. But Xianshu, I just want you to know that when you complain to him about your pain, he doesn't suffer less than you. ”
He said a long, long sentence, but it seemed to be very short, such a long three years, three years that were so dark for them that they could not wait for dawn, these words were so short.
The woman was even more silent.
She may be thinking about it, thinking about some encounters, some pasts, and some unforgettable pains.