Chapter 188: Leave Tomorrow
At that moment, her head was empty, and she wanted to say many, many things, but she didn't remember for that moment.
I opened my mouth, but I didn't even make a sound.
For a short time, or even just a few seconds, a shallow voice came from there.
"Shu'er?"
Her voice is so good, so gentle, not at all like the voice of the boss of the commissary who calls Erzhu in a thick voice.
In a hurry, she nodded, opened her mouth for a long time, and then hummed shallowly.
I don't know if I heard it over there, and then there was a panicked voice, and she heard her shallow voice, "I have something to do here, hang up first." ”
Such unfamiliar words, such a flat tone, did not at all seem to miss the feeling she had imagined in her heart that she hadn't seen for many years.
For a long time, there was only a non-stop ticking voice left on the phone, she looked in the direction of her grandmother in a daze, and what she remembered in her mind was not to stand in front of her own fence and wait for her parents to return like Sister Linlin when she was a child, but she stood in front of her grandmother again and again, stubbornly tilted her head, endured the tears in her eyes, and asked her loudly, "Did you drive away my parents, did you drive away my parents, did you go, you are a bad person, a bad person!" ”
She never raised her hand to stop her grandmother when her fist landed on her body, Lan Xianshu can still remember her expression at that time, such an expressionless look, her grandmother has always been kind, even if she came home with a single-digit score, she could smile and squint her eyes to make her dinner.
But now she looked straight at her grandmother, and suddenly understood the reason for her expression.
If she doesn't resist, she feels pitiful, and the pity is not that her parents don't support or educate, but that she will bury herself in a beautiful grave after being abandoned, which is so sad and pitiful.
And indifference, maybe even colder is her heart, her mother and her daughter, abandoned her mother and daughter, no matter where she was doing at that moment, as a daughter and a mother, Lan Xianshu suddenly didn't understand the reason why she left.
Maybe it's far away, it's her choice.
From then on, she no longer asked questions about her parents, nor did she expect anything from her, not even a phone call every many months.
Lan Ruohao walked over and buried her head in her arms, patted her head, and coaxed a child, "When you are free, let's go back and have a look." ”
Lan Xianshu stretched out her hand and wrapped her arms around his waist, faint tears buried in his knitted clothes, and her voice was soft, "I want to see her soon." ”
Lan Ruohao can imagine her sister's glutinous voice and expression without looking at it now.
He didn't understand her past life, and even if he had been there and seen it, he was shocked, but since she liked it so much, he would naturally stand by his side.
"Then we'll go tomorrow."
Lan Xianshu looked up at him from his waist, "What about my restaurant?" ”
Lan Ruohao lowered her head and looked into her eyes, "If you open for a few days, you won't delay your business in the future." ”
Lan Xianshu grabbed his knitted sweater, buried her face in his arms again, and her voice was muffled, "Just let Gu Xi and them rest." ”
After a while, Lan Xianshu slowly loosened his knitted sweater and tilted his head, "Brother, rest early, let's get ready tomorrow and set off." ”