Chapter 195: Not Hometown
Lunch was prepared by her grandmother, and Lan Xianshu leaned against the kitchen door, staring at her so seriously.
Shen Zhiqiu sat on the edge of her grandmother's bed, looked at the sleeping little Lanlan, opened the messy hair on her face, twisted the quilt and feet, stood up, and left gently.
Lan Ruohao stood outside the kitchen, looking at Lan Xianshu leaning against the kitchen door, frowning.
Footsteps approached.
He turned around, looked at Shen Zhiqiu, who was slowly walking to his side, and lowered his voice, "Is this okay?" ”
Shen Zhiqiu pursed his mouth, glanced in the direction of the kitchen, walked straight forward, and walked to the fruit tree planted by the old man.
The fruit trees had all lost their leaves, and they were bare and exposed to the cold.
Shen Zhiqiu turned around, his gaze stayed on the dry branches, and sighed, "Ah Hao, this is not my hometown. ”
Lan Ruohao narrowed her eyes, "What do you mean?" ”
Shen Zhiqiu raised his head, looking at this strange sky, and his voice was very quiet.
"Your grandmother, that is, my mother, is actually a domestic servant of the Hai family," she smiled sadly in a soft snort voice, "She came here because of me." ”
Lan Ruohao took a deep breath and asked herself not to disturb her.
"Me and Hai Yidong, just like you think now, the drama of Cinderella falling in love with the prince, but, you know, in the eyes of the prince, I will always be the Cinderella who can't get on the stage......"
This is the reason why she has lived so well in the Hai family for so many years.
Lan Ruohao looked at her back, she was still the same as when she was a child, even if she was smiling with a smile on her face, the low sobbing voice behind her back was so sad.
"Ah Hao, I was so selfish back then, I lost so much, and I only began to regret it now......"
Turn around, and your gaze lingers on a certain place.
"So this is not my hometown, but a place that reminds me all the time of what a mistake I made back then......"
So she, it's not that she doesn't want to come, but she doesn't dare to come.
Many mistakes can be recalled, regretted or even regretted, but they are never willing to face them so bluntly.
Lan Ruohao lowered her head a little in a daze, looking at the cobblestone path under her feet, and after a while, she slowly looked up at her, "Is this your decision or his?" ”
Shen Zhiqiu shook his head, "It doesn't matter whose it is. ”
It doesn't matter, since the mistake has been formed, even if she is not the culprit, but in the face of her mother's expulsion, she is the one who prompts and assists after all.
Lan Ruohao smiled and looked directly into her eyes, "Then tell me why Shu'er was sent here back then." ”
Shen Zhiqiu was stunned for a moment, "I thought you knew." ”
"What do I know?" Lan Ruohao snorted coldly, "I know that woman you treat her as a daughter, and her room has always had a picture of her mother. ”
Shen Zhiqiu lowered his head and smiled, undeniable, "That's what Hai Yidong meant, since she can remember, I've told her over and over again that that's her mother, and my existence ......"
Her existence, for her, is a stand-in, a person who can feel mother's love, but is never accepted, like a nanny.
So she did so much, and even lost her daughter, but she never got a moment of her touch.
How ridiculous!
"Ah Hao, if there is a choice, I just hope that I can find a man who simply loves me, and it will be good for a lifetime."