Chapter 222: She in a Dream (4)
"But I don't have a chance......"
The man tried hard to pull out a smile, but it seemed to be really difficult, and he gradually gave up.
"Shu'er, they all say that I am ruthless and ruthless, but they don't know that my ruthlessness and ruthlessness have made me lose the opportunity to be happy, and I only know that ruthlessness and ruthlessness have to pay a price after I lose you, and this price is too painful......"
When the last word came out, the man finally couldn't help it, covered his eyes with his hands, and shed tears.
After being together for so long, Lan Xianshu has never seen his tears, Ye Zhichen in her heart has always been a man who can be relied on high in the mountains, how can such a proud man like a mountain have tears?
She must have read it wrong.
The man quickly let go.
The room was slightly dim.
She squinted, still not seeing his tears.
It was as if the man was just adjusting his mood with that momentary action.
"Shu'er, three years, thank you for being willing to come back, thank you for telling me that you are still alive, thank you...... Many, many thanks, Lanlan too......
I didn't give you much, even got feelings from you that I never had before, thank you......"
The man lowered his head, and it was the sound of deep, shallow breathing.
"Shu'er ......"
The woman looked over and thought she was calling herself.
"If I've been here, can I wait for you?"
She heard the sound of tears falling from her eyes, and suddenly raised her feet to walk over.
"Shu'er ......"
The man's head hung down on the table.
Standing not far away, she saw the man's shaking shoulders.
She hadn't seen him in tears, so she was starting to wonder what to do, and she didn't even know whether to keep walking with her newly raised foot.
"He's lived like this for the past three years."
A deep voice sounded not far away.
Lan Xianshu looked over.
I almost forgot about the existence of another person in this private room.
The man slowly stood up, looked down at the man who could no longer help himself, and sighed.
"I'm going to tell you that he's not doing well, you won't believe it, now let you see him like this, Xian Shu, are you really so ruthless?"
The man's gaze turned to her, "He has lived like this all these years, I know that you have had a bad life in the past three years, and I swore that I would never forgive you again when you left, but ......
But don't you really want to forgive? ”
Do you really bear it?
"Xian Shu, the previous mistakes have been made, there is no way to make up for them or even start over, he also knows that he is wrong, and he blames himself and self-harms for three years, what kind of unforgivable sin will make you continue to miss each other like this?"
Lan Xianshu lowered her head and did not speak.
No, I don't know how to get back to him.
She knew that the three years of a man were not good, but when she recalled the three years when she seemed to be hell on earth, she felt that she had no way to forgive, no, maybe she never hated, but she felt that there was no future.
The damage is like a river that has separated them from each other, and there is no possibility of being together again.
But now looking at such a man, like this, the feeling in his heart is indescribably painful.
The pain, in fact, has faded hers, and her eyes seem to be used to one, but as for the man, he has not escaped from the injury of three years, and he is still living sadly in the past.