Chapter 246: Why Can't I
When he was besieged, he rushed out desperately to block a knife for him, not Hao Xiwen, who he had loved all his life, but Shen Zhiqiu, who had been silently by his side for 20 years or more.
In fact, he woke up with a little suspicion at that time, after that scuffle, Shen Zhiqiu suddenly disappeared unexpectedly, and then Hao Xiwen was pushed in front of him.
All the people in the Hai family told him in one heart that it was thanks to Xiwen who blocked the knife for him......
Thanks to Xiwen.
Later, when he got married, he saw the wound, which was the mark of a shallow knife cut.
No matter how much he doubted at the time, but the night was dark at that time, and she rushed over the moment he passed out and blocked his chest.
The woman's temperature was so familiar, but it was a woman he had only met once on a blind date.
Then, getting married, Hao Xiwen soon had their child, but she went when she gave birth to the child.
Before leaving, she took his hand, looked at him so reluctantly, and named the child Ruoxi, which means that if there is an afterlife, she still hopes to love him again......
Love him again?
Will you take advantage of the guilt and responsibility in his heart to love again?
And then let the real woman go away, dragging the injured body and the heart full of unwillingness, and leave?
Is this really love?
When he came back from there, he shut himself in his study and thought quietly for a long time.
The heart slowly calmed down, but the mouth was full of bitterness.
A lie that made him hurt so deeply the woman he really should apologize for, feel guilty about, and love deeply......
If Hao Xiwen was still there, he really wanted to ask her, is this what she calls love?
Even if he looks like this, is he still willing to love like this?
He didn't believe it himself.
The man's voice was hoarse, "Zhiqiu, I was wrong, I was really wrong, this time I really want to make up for it, I was ...... before"
"Hai Yidong," the woman called his name, looking at his eyes, full of seriousness, "If you really want to make up for it, don't come back in the future, your disappearance is the biggest compensation for us." ”
Your disappearance is the greatest compensation for us......
The woman's words were really like knives, and they instantly cut open his heart.
In fact, he had already guessed this result before he came to see her, but, but......
The man tried hard to raise a smile, "Zhiqiu, if you like this kind of restaurant, I can invest in helping you open a bigger ......"
The man's smiling face was full of flattery, "Or if you don't want to go back to Haijia, I can ...... again"
She admitted that this was the first time she had seen such a helpless Hai Yidong, and Hai Yidong who prayed like this......
"Don't kid yourself anymore, you know, the hurt of three years ago is not so easy to forgive," the woman turned her face away, "don't come back in the future." ”
After saying that, he turned around and wanted to leave.
Still not, even if he apologizes and pulls down his face to pray to please, this is still the result.
In fact, he is also a victim, if it weren't for the lie, if it wasn't for everything, they should be together, they should be happy forever......
It's just, just why is all this wrong?
The man lowered his head bitterly and looked at the calm water in the cup in front of him, "Why can he be forgiven, but I can't?" ”