"It's been three years, you've really changed a lot, a lot, it's just, you know, I've changed too, and I regret my choice all the time," the man turned his head and slowly grasped the hand on the steering wheel.

"Shu'er, do you believe it, I just wanted to give us a stable future at that time, I thought about it for a long time, struggled for a long time, I thought that giving her that eye was to repay everything I owed her, I thought that even if you were no matter what, I could continue to love, the marriage proposal, the wedding and honeymoon you were looking forward to, and even our children, I could finish all this with you without any worries, but ......"

However, when he had just started the first step, the hostess of marriage proposals, weddings, and honeymoons was no more......

Not anymore......

It's like a joke, he prepared it alone, looked forward to it, and then, it was ruined by his own hands.

Ruined ......

So completely ruined......

No one understood how he felt at that time.

He stood in front of the emergency room, and the mood after listening to that sentence lost the mood of the whole world in an instant.

When everyone was complaining about his ruthlessness and ruthlessness, who knew how he felt at that time?

It was as if he had dug out his heart with his own hands, the heart-rending pain, until this moment, he still remembered.

But what's the use of remembering?

His ruthlessness and ruthlessness are infinitely magnified, what about his sadness? When he cried until he vomited in the middle of the night, when he drank alone until his stomach bleed, did she know?

What she didn't know, she probably didn't want to know......

"Shu'er, you have been gone for three years, I have waited for three years, I didn't think about getting married before I met you, after I met, I still love you, and I want to continue to love you......"

pursed his lips, "Maybe you don't believe it, Shu'er, I realized that I was so dependent on you after I left you." ”

In the past, he always felt that he was her tree, her sky, and all her dependence, but after leaving, he suddenly found that he was the one who couldn't breathe and couldn't live.

The man's voice was low and seemed to have a hint of whimpering, "I can't stand falling asleep alone, I can only look at the empty kitchen when I have no food, and I can only curl up on the bed alone when I am drunk and have a headache......"

I lowered my head and didn't look at myself in the glass, "But I can't tell anyone about all this, if I do, they will only scold me for deserving it, thinking that I am doing it myself......"

scolded him for deserving it, and suffered it for himself......

As if telling a joke, laughter poured out of the man's chest, and he almost burst into tears with laughter.

After a long time, the man stopped laughing, and his voice was a little cold, "Do I deserve it?" ”

Did he deserve it?

He asked her.

Is it?

Yes, she thought so too.

When he stood in front of her, it was not as good as she imagined, she thought the same, and she wanted to scold him like this.

For a long time, when the lights of the houses in the community gradually turned on.

The woman turned her face to look at him, her voice quiet, "What do you owe her?" ”

Something owed to her would make him make such a decision, and he could give up her decision......

The man turned his face to look at her, his gaze calm.

After a long silence, he slowly, "I owe her a life." ”

Without waiting for the woman to ask him why, he continued, "I thought you knew. ”