Lan Xianshu didn't sleep for long, it should be said that she woke up after lying on the bed for a while, looking at the ceiling in a daze.

Xiao Lanlan's breathing beside him gradually became shallow.

She got out of bed and walked out slowly.

When Shen Zhiqiu came out of the room, what he saw was Lan Xianshu drinking porridge alone on the dining table.

She drank very seriously, almost forcing herself to eat, with a bowl of porridge, stir-fried small greens and a little hors d'oeuvres in front of her.

She was almost swallowing porridge.

Shen Zhiqiu finally reacted, and when she walked over, the porridge bowl in front of her had already bottomed out.

She raised her head and smiled lightly, "I'm drinking porridge, do you want Mommy?" ”

The porridge was the simplest white porridge, she cooked a lot, stood up, took her own bowl, came back with two bowls, sat down and continued to eat.

Her appetite had never been so good, and the little greens in front of her pretended to eat with relish.

Shen Zhiqiu looked at her for a long time and sighed, "If you don't want to eat, don't force yourself like this." ”

She looked at her, her eyes sparkled, and the hand holding the spoon unconsciously rested on her stomach, "Mommy, shall I leave him?" ”

She finally made this decision.

Shen Zhiqiu knew, from the moment she knew that she was pregnant, she knew that her heart was so soft, Ye Zhichen had a car accident for the sake of the child and has not woken up yet, with her temperament, she will not insist on it anymore.

In fact, where will she have her own insistence, she is just afraid, and after being afraid, she will establish her own fearlessness little by little.

She looked at her with a calm gaze, "You know, it's not good for you to keep him. ”

She was so calm and admonished her over and over again.

She squinted at her and smiled, "Mommy, you actually want to keep him too, don't you?" ”

As if he had seen through his thoughts, Shen Zhiqiu silently lowered his head and drank porridge.

She was hiding herself, but she couldn't hide the trembling hand that held the spoon when she was nervous.

"Mommy, you have always been entangled, you want me to be happy, you want to tie me up with happiness, and you are afraid that I will leave suddenly."

She seemed to be stating that today's weather was as calm as ever, but in Shen Zhiqiu's heart, it was like a burst of thunder.

They have been dependent on each other abroad for three years, and she has watched her struggle and pain for three years, but she didn't think that she could see through all her thoughts at a glance when she was so clear-minded.

She didn't want to do anything, she just wanted to give her a home, a home with more than just a mother and brother, and thought about whether she could break her mind after giving her a home.

Such a simple expectation was followed by an almost self-threatening threat, her illness was a time bomb that could explode at any moment, and she was afraid, afraid that she would suddenly leave when she was closest to happiness.

"Mommy, if I keep him, you'll support it."

You'll support it.

Saying this, Shen Zhiqiu didn't know how to refuse.

Back then, when she just gave birth to Lan Lan, she was also like this, holding her hand, confused and so pitiful, "Mommy, you won't go." ”

I won't go.

She abandoned her so ruthlessly back then, and now, how could she make the same mistake?

Shen Zhiqiu swallowed the porridge in his mouth, his throat sticky, "If you want to stay, just stay." ”

Hearing such an answer, she breathed a sigh of relief, and her smile bloomed, "Thank you." ”