Xiaobei had lunch before taking the bus to Xu's Building. Along the way, thinking of Qin Xiao's angry appearance in the morning, as well as those hurtful words, Xiaobei felt that his mood was at the bottom.

It's been five or six hours since I quarreled with him, and he hasn't had a single phone call, not a single text message, what is that? Waiting for her to apologize?

bah

The more Xiaobei thought about it, the more angry he became, and when he arrived at Xu Jianan, he still had a straight face.

When Xiaobei saw Xu Jianan, he knew how Li Jing had time to go for a stroll today. The corners of Xu Jianan's mouth were wrapped in gauze, and he could only eat liquid food, and it was estimated that Li Jing went to Qingda to buy casserole porridge for him. She remembered that Xu Jianan said that she loved a casserole porridge near Qingdao University the most, and she wanted to go after not eating it for a while.

When he saw Xiaobei coming, he didn't speak, and motioned for Xiaobei to do it on the sofa. He cracked and typed a string of words on the computer, and also walked over and sat opposite Xiaobei.

Xiaobei bit his lip, paused and said, "Senior, I'm really embarrassed." He's too impulsive......"

"You don't need to keep him company, do you?"

Xu Jianan said in a muffled voice, maybe because of his excitement, his face was a little wrong after speaking.

Xiaobei looked at Xu Jianan very apologetically: "If you can't speak, don't say it, I'll sit down and leave for a while." ”

Xu Jianan saw that her eye bags were obvious and she was very tired, and knew that the two of them had quarreled. He pursed his chapped lips, as if he had been thinking about it for a long time, and looked straight at Xiaobei and said, "It's not entirely his fault that he hit me this time." ”

Yes? Xiaobei is unknown.

"He said I shouldn't have bothered you. I replied that he did not trust you and regarded you as his personal property. You are a human being, a living person, who has not been given freedom. I said, if I feel a little unhappy about you, I will support you with all my might. Xiaobei, think about it yourself, are you really grateful or loving to Qin Xiao? ”

Grateful? Or love?

Xu Jiannan asked her a little confused. She didn't deny that she was with Qin Xiao, at first she was attracted to each other, but later, after experiencing his crippled leg, after experiencing how good he was to his family, and after experiencing so many things, Xiaobei couldn't deny that there was an element of gratitude here.

Even when he got angry and he didn't come back all night, her first reaction was to go find him herself. If he really loved her and knew her, would he not know that his disappearance would worry her? Or was her concern right for him?

But don't you love? Which of these little things is not out of his love for herself, and she also feels very lucky and happy because she loves him?

"I think both."

Xiaobei said vaguely.

"Both? I think you are more grateful than loving. Have you ever lost your temper with him? What didn't go his way? Are you an intellectual woman, are you willing to completely hide your thoughts and blindly accommodate him? Accommodating means losing yourself, and gradually you become his appendage. If nothing else, you won't be happy yourself. Would you like to live like this in the future? ”

"Don't talk about it......"

Xiaobei interrupted Xu Jianan's words, it turned out that after the surface was peaceful, there were so many possibilities. Xiaobei didn't dare to think about it, and he didn't want to think about it.

Now that he doesn't even give her a basic trust, how can he talk about advancing and retreating together in the future? Be his appendage, don't, she doesn't.

"Xiaobei, think about it and give yourself an explanation. If there is any difficulty, I will support you. ”

Xu Jianan was full of encouragement.

Xiaobei knew that Xu Jianan was for her good, but she was really confused now.

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