Chapter 453 What to give her back
Helplessly, he took out his wallet, regardless of how many tickets it was, he pulled it out directly, and stuffed it into the hand of the man opposite, as if he was afraid of being cheated again, and pulled the cash in the wallet, "No, I have so much, it must be not enough money for you to raise a child!" ”
Lan Ruohao was a tyrant and set a floor for the private kitchen, and then the place where they ate was only the largest box in the middle of the floor.
In the box, Shen Zhiqiu was already waiting, Lan Ruohao took Gu Xi and walked last, and when he entered the door, he glanced at the waiter standing at the door, "It's time to serve." ”
Today, Shen Zhiqiu looked quite in good spirits, wearing a red suit, sitting there with a smile.
The door was pushed open by Ye Zhichen, who was walking in front, and Shen Zhiqiu, who had just opened it, stood up with a smile, but the haggard between his eyebrows and eyes was still obvious.
I don't know why, the moment I saw Shen Zhiqiu, Lan Xianshu would let herself stop there and not know how to move forward, like the first time, the first time I saw my mommy in my life, I was also at such a distance, looking at her face from afar, bright and dark, I couldn't see her smile clearly, and countless bitterness and exhaustion hidden behind the smile.
Perhaps, she had allowed herself to hate her recently, in the silent phone calls, in her indifference, in the last time she was so lonely and helpless in the cold operating room, she hated her, yes, just hated......
Suddenly, I remembered the scene when she fell ill and drove her away frantically.
At that time, Shen Zhiqiu had just taken her to a strange city, a strange city with yellow hair and green eyes, as if she had been thrown into a cage, there were countless ghosts around her, and the only person she knew who wanted to rely on but told her that she couldn't rely on her was her.
The helplessness at that time really went deep into the bone marrow, every time I woke up in the middle of the night and looked in the direction of Shen Zhiqiu, I would collapse after leaving her for half a second, and then I cried and drove her away......
"Shu'er, Mommy has left you for twenty years, and now I will use the next twenty years, forty years, or even sixty years to pay you back, okay?"
Give her back......
What else does she pay?
Is it the young man who lost his mother and can't go back, or the eye that was ruthlessly removed?
Only, what does she owe her?
What exactly does the woman who gave her a life owe her?
This woman who just let her come to this world, who didn't hold her, hold her, watch her grow up step by step, take her to know everything in the world, and teach her warmth and coldness, what does she owe her?
She is also just a woman who has been entangled in emotions for twenty years and hurt God for twenty years......
What if a woman fails with her lover and also fails with her children?
So, how do you hate?
How can she pay it back?
Three days ago, she almost cried and fainted in the hospital three days ago, she was in more pain than herself, and she, what do you want her to do?
The love that should be given, the love that should be taught, and the love that should be given, taught, and loved......
"Mommy ......"
The moment the tears fell, the tears were shining, the crystal tears were like a magnifying glass, and Shen Zhiqiu on the other side also had the same expression, but he still tried to maintain the smile on the corner of his mouth......
Today is a day to laugh.
When I was pulled down by the man next to me