Chapter 50: Who Reads the West Wind and Cools Alone (3)
Nalan went out, the sun outside was particularly dazzling today, stabbing Nalan's eyes a little sore, it was already winter, the northwest wind was blowing through the treetops, the leaves were rustling, a few birds flew by, chirping non-stop, Nalan has always liked bird calls, she thinks it is the most beautiful sound in the world, but, today, listening to it will change the taste.
She wanted to turn back, and when she wanted to turn around, her aunt was no longer there, and no one had said what she had just said, but all of this, like a bird in the sky, although there was no shadow of it, she could still feel the traces of its flight, and that trace made Nalan a little flustered, and her breathing was a little short, Nalan opened her mouth slightly to make her breathing smoother.
Nalan walked to his room with difficulty, and before he sat down steadily, he was already lying on the kang, breathing heavily, because of the discomfort, the whole body began to tremble, as if he was enduring something, a relatively sharp bird call came, Nalan is a woman's heart after all, how can he resist the pain in his heart like a knife, and began to lie on the kang, whimpering and crying, afraid that his presumptuousness would disturb others, so he could only tighten his lips tightly, and pinched his nails into his flesh and let his voice be buried in the flesh.
"Amma, what do you tell me to do, what should I do." Nalan bit her fingers and whimpered, no one responded to her, only her own cry, so helpless, and even a little resentful.
The clear and clear eyes were filled with layers of fog and gradually became a little dry, and Nalan gradually regained his calm, but his body was still a little trembling, and Nalan also stood up again, because he had been sitting on the ground for a long time, his legs were already a little numb, so when he stood up, his body was a little unstable.
Nalan opened the window and let the cold wind blow across his cheeks to sober himself up, but the wind was like a needlepoint, piercing Nalan's cheeks and Nalan's heart.
"Look at Peng's angry wings hanging to the sky, and the clouds and smoke in the four seas are slim." Could it be that this is his own fixed number, Nalan closed his eyes, clenched his fists, and sneered in his heart.
At this time, the door was pushed open, Lian'er pushed the door open, her body was a little trembling, and she was screaming, it was so cold, she saw her own Gege standing outside the window, and said: "Auntie, the slave maid just went to Madame's place, sent things over, and told them that everything is fine, so that they don't worry." ”
Because she is now living at her uncle's house, all greetings must be made by her uncle's family rules, so Lian'er followed Nalan and changed her words, and then called Nalan her aunt and grandmother.
"E-niang, how are they?" Thinking that he had just cried, Nalan asked in a low voice.
"When the slaves and maids passed, the ladies were reading in the room."
In this way, it can be seen that everything is fine and leisurely, and Nalan is also relieved, because the arrival of Lian'er has shifted Nalan's mind.
A gust of cold wind blew again, Lian'er's body shook, and then she saw Nalan standing at the window, hurriedly stepped forward to close the window, and said anxiously: "Grandma, you are weak, standing in this tuyere, it is easy to get the upper hand, and your body is important, you better go back to the kang and be warmer." ”
"Well, Lian'er, do you know that in the past few years that you have been with me, I have always treated you as my own sister." Nalan was also very obedient, walked to the kang, sat down, and then said such a sentence.
"Of course, the slave and maid know the master's kindness, and the slave and maid will not forget it." As he spoke, he almost fell to his knees.
"Look at you, I just said that I have always treated you as a sister, you have been with me for a long time, here, except for Fu Heng and Yi Yan, that is, you." Nalan said a little sad, Lian'er saw that Nalan's eyes were bloodshot, so she wondered if something was wrong, and thought, so she asked.
"Just now my aunt called me over and told me that by next year at the latest, I will enter the palace draft, and I am a little confused now, and I don't know what to do." Nalan's words, one is confiding, and the other is asking for help.
Lian'er knew what Nalan cared about, as Nalan said, treat Lian'er as a sister, so basically everything, she will tell Lian'er, Lian'er is also pacing back and forth, and finally, she stopped and said: "Grandma, as the saying goes, men chase women's compartment mountains, women chase men's compartment yarn, or, aunt and grandmother give it a try?" ”
Nalan was stunned at first, staring at Lian'er with wide eyes for a long time, feeling a little incredible, her own concerns, Lian'er was shocked, and she didn't find her voice for a long time.
"You really understand me, but, is this method feasible?" Some hesitated, some shy, and some had low self-esteem that should not have belonged to her.
"Grandma, the bystanders are clear, it is feasible, it must be done!" In order to achieve the credibility of her words, Lian'er nodded several times in succession.
"Then, I'm afraid we have to have a fate to meet each other." Nalan pulled the corners of his mouth shallowly, with longing and expectation.