Chapter 56: The Pear Blossom Moon is also west
Xi Beichen looked at Nalan's face in the past, indescribably sad, it was a beautiful encounter, but just his own words pushed the two to the bottom.
Stretching out his hand, he wanted to touch Nalan's beautiful face, such a Nalan was like a woman who didn't eat fireworks in the world, so cold that people couldn't help but retreat.
"How can you be a joke, it's just that Xi is not blessed, being able to meet you can be regarded as a blessing given to me by God, how can I expect too much."
Xi Beichen couldn't help but hang his head, his identity restricts himself too much, and it is rare to even be able to come out like this, every time he can meet her here, he is just waiting for the rabbit, just want to be able to look at her.
"Even if you know I'm going to enter the palace draft, you don't care?" Gentle words, with a little sigh.
No one answered, only a faint breathing sound, Nalan understood, closed his eyes, and said with a smile: "Childe, is Lan'er a little forceful." ”
"Childe, it's better to finish the tea early and leave, as Childe said, staying for a long time has indeed ruined my reputation." Nalan picked up the teapot and poured water into the cup, and the water gradually overflowed.
"Lan'er."
"Since Childe has no way to achieve results, why should you and I be entangled in this." His face was a little ruthless.
"Can't you even be friends?"
"If I enter the palace in the future, I don't know what my identity is, how can I be known that I am having an affair with someone outside." The tea was still a little dry, which made Nalan's throat feel uncomfortable.
"Lan'er, I thought we could be confidants."
At least, then, I can see you, Xi Beichen said from the bottom of his heart.
"I'm afraid it's too late." How can you face the feelings of letting go indifferently, and as a result, it is better to break it earlier.
Seeing Nalan's seemingly ruthless face, Xi Beichen couldn't make up for it no matter how heartache he had, he only hoped at the moment that one day, he would be able to have her if he got out of the boundless black hole, but at that moment, I don't know if it would be too late.
Xi Beichen got up and said, "Say goodbye here, if there is another day." ”
Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Nalan's rushing words, and Xi Beichen was startled, just because he had never seen Nalan like this.
"Can I ask you one last word?" Nalan turned his head abruptly and looked at Xi Beichen with teary eyes.
"Can you come to my uncle's mansion to propose marriage before I go to the palace for the draft, I don't want to enter the palace, even if you don't like me, it's okay, at least, I like you, that's enough." The words that were close to a request came out of Nalan's mouth, the first time he confided his heart to a man like this, the first time he was like a beggar, hoping to get a change of heart from others.
"Lan'er, you shouldn't be like this, how can I be." Xi Beichen didn't want to see Nalan, he was afraid that if one of his hearts was soft-hearted, the team behind him would collapse, and at that time, he would become a sinner for the ages, and now, if he didn't admit his heart, he would become a sinner for the ages who belonged to her, and he would always be a sinner.
"I need a companion for life, not captivity."
"No, Lan'er, do you know that you don't like me, you just want to be free." Xi Beichen turned around suddenly, and what she said really surprised Nalan, she looked at Xi Beichen with some incredulity, she didn't expect that such a gentle and elegant person would actually question herself.
"What did you say?" Nalan stared at Xi Beichen closely, his eyes revealing disbelief.
"You want to follow me, just because you don't want to enter the palace, Lan'er, am I not right?"
"Lan'er, maybe, when I stood up and collaborated with you on a song, it was fate, I can't deny this, but all along, I only think of you as a confidant, a trustworthy woman, I don't have two hearts for you, you have a heart for me, but how can I propose marriage against my will."
"I think that the fate of you and me has come to this point, so let's say goodbye."
There is no looking back, no echo, everything is very calm, and the silence makes people a little cold.
"Bang!"
The cup was broken, and the good Longjing tea was sprinkled on the ground, gradually spreading on the ground, as if knowing the blood of the earth, one by one, it quickly unfolded, and no longer coincided.
A sound shook Xi Beichen's somewhat hasty footsteps, at this moment, he was more heartbroken than anyone else, saying those words against his will, how could he feel good, but now he is not a free body, how can he bring her freedom, Nalan, as long as one day, I can get a new identity, I will protect you and will not let you be hurt in the slightest.
A door, separated two calm people, a window, separated two jumping hearts, in a word, extinguished the fire ignited in the heart.
Xi Beichen, it's like fate, you are destined to go north, and I am destined to go south.