For Bai Heqing, the ten years of living alone in the United States were a long process of looking back at his past.

In the past ten years, he has gone from being optimistic and confident at the beginning, from believing that he will be able to complete the final stage of the "Silver Bullet" in a short period of time, to gradually realizing that this last small step seems to be a barrier that he cannot overcome.

From self-confidence to despair, the blow of this change can be very heavy for any normal person, especially when you are very aware that your life is entering the final countdown, and this is your only lifeline, this sense of despair can almost completely crush people.

Of course, Bai Heqing was no exception, and he had even been angry with those scientific researchers more than once because of this, in order to appease the frustration in his heart.

Of course, if there is anything he is better than the average person in this process, it is probably that he has not been completely defeated by this kind of setback.

On the contrary, after changing personnel countless times, making countless attempts that ended in failure, and deeply experiencing the emotional loss of control after this powerlessness, he quickly came out of the initial state of blind confidence and optimism, and accepted this fact, rather than continuing to be incompetent and furious there.

At that time, he had clearly realized that the "very simple" small step of the "silver bullet" in Miyano Elena's mouth was very likely to be the last hurdle that he could not overcome in his life.

There is a very high probability that his life will collapse when his physical age regresses to twenty years old, leading to his death.

This is the data predicted by Elena Miyano, and it may be biased, but it will never be too far off.

So what else can he do now?

Bai Heqing is not a person who will be tied down, throughout his past life, when faced with a real crisis, he has always taken the initiative, and this time will not be an exception.

Therefore, after realizing that his final outcome is most likely not good, he is left with only two options.

The first is to continue to maintain blind optimism, continue to promote the research of the "silver bullet" at any cost, and fight to the last moment in their last time.

The second is to accept the facts, relax your mind, enjoy the last days of your life, or try to feel suicidal.

Bai Heqing, on the other hand, chose to combine these two options.

He still wants to advance the research of the "silver bullet", but he will not be as crazy as before, and he will not drag the researchers out and shoot them at every turn.

Just build a few more research institutes normally, just promote it normally, and don't have psychological pressure if you fail, just work hard next time.

Anyway, I just don't give up completely, but I don't try too hard, everything is going on normally, maybe one day I will suddenly succeed?

Of course, it doesn't matter if he doesn't succeed, anyway, he already has the psychological expectation of the worst outcome, it's normal to not succeed, and if he succeeds, he earns it.

After basically letting go of this obsession, Bai Heqing suddenly felt as if he was idle.

In terms of research, he no longer pays too much attention, that is, every once in a while, he will look at the reports sent by various research institutes, and then approve their research funds.

Organizationally, he reorganized and integrated the organization's branches in Europe and the United States in a very short period of time, and established a relatively complete management system.

On weekdays, except for the activity funds and the promotion, rewards and punishments of the members of the organization, he must take care of the rest of the miscellaneous matters, and the people below can handle them well, and he doesn't need to worry about it.

Of course, the reason why all this can be done so quickly is that his eldest daughter Bai Hejing has also contributed a lot from it.

In all fairness, in Bai Heqing's opinion, his daughter is a passive personality most of the time.

Perhaps it was the influence of her twisted but powerful maternal grandfather at a young age that made her more accustomed to letting others decide rather than making her own decisions most of the time.

But her character is not absolute, and when she thinks she is really important, Bai Hejing will only listen to her own choices more.

For example, becoming a member of the organization is like not staying with Sharon, but choosing to leave with him......

Although in Bai Heqing's view, these two choices are actually not so correct......

And it gave him a headache.

Regarding the beginning and end of Miyano Elena's suicide, Shirakawa Jing is one of the very few people who know.

This incident deeply irritated her, and she was afraid that something similar would happen to her family, and then she had thoughts like "bad together, bad together, death together", and she wanted to join the organization despite all obstacles.

However, as one of the core personnel of the organization, Shirakawa Kiyoshi knows better than anyone that the organization has no future, and it will one day usher in liquidation.

This is not because of some "good must triumph over evil" drama, but because this is what Karasuma Renya decided from the beginning.

The existence of the organization itself is a tool used by Karasuma Renya to collect money for research, and once Karasuma Renya's purpose is achieved, it will completely lose all usefulness.

At that time, the former leaders will be transformed into the most admired elites again, and all remaining members of the Order will be scapegoated for the evils committed by the Organization over the past few decades.

Even if Karasuma Renya ultimately fails, this result will not change, and with Karasuma Renya's death, the Karasuma family will definitely have to make appropriate strategic adjustments.

Organizing such a target that has long been noticed by countries around the world will only become a time bomb that will kill the Karasuma family themselves, so throwing this bomb out in time that does not know when it will explode is also the only choice for the Karasuma family.

To sum up, the destruction of the organization is inevitable, because both the enemies of the organization and its own leaders have this intention.

And before it falls, the deeper you go into it, the harder it will be to get out in the end.

For this, Karasuma Renya, Shirakawa Kiyoshi, Sharon and Rum, the core personnel of them have taken corresponding precautions early on.

Their existence in the organization can be described as completely mysterious, except for their own people, the rest of the organization members know their identities, and there are not even many people who have seen their faces.

Among them, what worried Bai Heqing the most was her daughter, she was too deeply involved in the organization, if she continued like this, she might be difficult to get out of the way in the end.

However, he was relieved that since Shirakawa had been operating with the monkey and the dangerous woman for a while, her behavior in the organization had changed a lot compared to before.

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