Thinking about it for a night, he didn't sort out the mess in his heart, thinking that after dawn, there would be a bunch of concubines to pester him, and Shuyan would also come to urge him to make an order, and he was even more upset, so the genius was hazy, so he asked Xiu Ya to deal with the aftermath for him, and he slipped out of the palace in civilian clothes and went to Bian Xin's residence.

Compared to the woman in the palace, that woman is almost a good person, and only with her can he really relax.

When he came to the gate of the courtyard, it was already dawn, and this was the first time he had come to the door during the day, and the guards and maids were very surprised, and hurriedly welcomed him in, and prepared food and drink for him, and he waved his hand: "No need, I will go to see Madame." ”

He was very sleepy, and she probably hadn't woken up yet, so he snooze for a while.

As soon as he entered Bian Xin's room, he heard a low whisper: "Mom...... I'm your daughter...... Mother...... Match"

He walked over, sat down on the edge of the bed, and saw two crystal tears hanging from the corners of Bian Xin's eyes, and his heart couldn't help but tighten, and he stretched out his hand, quietly wiped it away, and stared at her for a long time without saying a word.

Oh, he had forgotten that he had seen her crouching in the streets at night and crying not long ago, but the tears she shed in her sleep were more fragile and sad than the howling kisses and cries at that time.

Why does she call "Mommy" in her dreams? And what does she say, "I'm your daughter"? It sounds like she's been abandoned!

Speaking of which, he had never inquired and learned about her, her origins, her upbringing, her relatives and friends, her origins, and so on, and so on, and she had never believed her origins, but he never understood—what kind of person she was?

However, no matter what kind of person she was in the past, she has only one identity now and in the future - that is, her woman!

He caressed her face for a long time, kissed her on the cheek, took off his coat, and lay down beside her, closing his eyes and resting.

He rarely leaves the palace during the day, and he rarely slackens, but now, he just wants to put aside the affairs of the palace, sleep well, and ignore political affairs.

Bian Xin saw "her" happy life in the "dream" again: her mother cooked for "her" herself, Dongfang Lingluo hugged "her", and flipped through a lot of baby product albums with "her", selecting baby products, what milk powder, baby strollers, cribs, diapers, golden locks...... There are also restaurants for full moon wine, three-person travel places, etc., "she" looks really happy!

Whether "she" is happy or not has nothing to do with her, but how can it be "her" who should be cared for and loved by her mother?

After Dongfang Lingluo answered a phone call, he kissed "her" and went out, "she" sent him to the door, and the two kissed goodbye at the door, Dongfang Lingluo left, "she" then entered the kitchen and said, "Mom, I'll wash the dishes, you go and rest!"

Her mother said with a loving face: "You are now pregnant, and you are going to give birth in two months, don't work, just come here!"

"Mom, then don't be tired, just let the maid do it, I will feel distressed if you do this." ”

Her mother said, "Alas, if your own precious daughter gives birth, how can you only let the servants take care of her? Of course, you have to take care of your precious daughter and precious grandson yourself, and you must not deprive your mother of the fun!"

"She" had red eyes: "Mom, you are so good to me!"

Her mother hugged her lovingly: "Silly boy, why do you say such stupid things again! Besides, my mother is going to be angry!"

"Well, I see." But--Mom, don't you really blame me? don't blame me for not having a name, following Ling Luo?"

Her mother let out a long sigh: "To be honest, Mom, I still haven't figured out, with your temperament, how can you be with a man like Ling Luo." Mom didn't say that Ling Luo was bad, it's just that he already had a wife, and he didn't get divorced, you used to be so proud and independent, and you didn't like this kind of man the most, but now you are willing to follow him and have a child for him, Mom can't accept it in her heart......"

"But-" She then changed her words, "Seeing that you are so happy, Mom won't say anything!" At first, Mom was worried about whether you were forcing yourself and whether you would regret it, but after living with you for a while, Mom found that you were really happy, and Ling Luo was really good to you, Mom accepted the reality, after all, this is your life, and it can only be decided by yourself!"

"Mom-" "She" choked and wiped her tears, "After I was injured and hospitalized, I really don't remember what happened before, I don't know what I used to be like at all, and I don't think I can change back to my old self." I know that I used to be great, strong, optimistic, brave, proud, independent, and capable, but now I can't compare to me, but I still want to be happy, I want to be recognized by my mother, and I want to have a real home......"

"Silly boy......" her mother patted "her" on the back, "No matter what you become, you are my most precious daughter, as long as you live happily, it doesn't matter what you want, your mother will always love you!"

"Mom-"

The "mother and daughter" hugged each other affectionately, and it was a touching and beautiful picture -- but "she" was a big liar! Bian Xin shouted: "Liar! Big liar!"

"She" said that "she" couldn't change back to her former self because "she" was the real Bian Xin at all, and "she" was just a demon who didn't know where she came from, so she lied that she had amnesia after her illness and didn't remember what happened before - what a pitiful liar!

She woke up angrily, and she was so envious and yearning for what she saw in the "dream" in her heart, if she changed back to the real her, she was so cared for and loved by her mother, what kind of happiness would it be!

Thinking of this, she clenched her fists and pounded hard, hey, how did she get a strange thing?

Looking down, drink, Long Yuanli? Why is Long Yuanli lying next to her? Looking left and right, she is not dreaming, when did he come?

Long Yuanli was beaten, snorted a few times, his brows tightened, but he didn't wake up, turned over, and continued to sleep.

He looked tired, I'm afraid I didn't sleep last night, and I came to sleep with her? It can't be that I was pestered by a woman all night and was so scared that I hid with her, right? Bian Xin thought wildly, laughed secretly, pressed against his body, felt his body temperature, and closed his eyes.

It would be more reassuring to have him here! She thought back to what she had just seen, and thought again about the question of "what should I do in the future?"

Can't she really go back? No, can't she really take the child in her belly back? There should be a way, right? "She" can't just take her identity forever, right? If she can take the child back, it will be complete in a single qiē, right......

At noon, Long Yuanli woke up, and in the room, exquisite wine and food had been prepared, Bian Xin was dressed well, sitting at the table, looking at him with a smile.

He sat up a little awkwardly, "Why didn't you wake me up?"

Bian Xin smiled: "You sleep so deeply, I don't want to disturb you." ”

Long Yuanli got out of bed and sat down opposite her: "Have you eaten?"

Bian Xin shook his head: "No, I'm waiting for you to eat together." ”

Long Yuanli scooped the soup for her: "Drink it quickly, being hungry is not good for children." ”

Bian Xin looked at him and restrained his smile: "Do you really like this kid so much?"

Long Yuanli's hand paused: "I want this child!"

Bian Xin took a deep breath and burst out: "Let's get a divorce!"

Knock-The soup spoon in Long Yuanli's hand fell into the bowl, and he narrowed his eyes: "What do you mean?"

Bian Xin said: "It is to dissolve the relationship between husband and wife, husband and concubine, oh, to change the meaning that you can easily understand, that is, you divorce me, let me no longer be your wife and concubine." ”

Long Yuanli clenched his fists and said fiercely: "Don't even think about it!"

Then, he buried his head in eating and drinking, with an attitude of not letting Bian Xin continue: What is going on today? One and both of them want him to divorce his wife and concubine? Is he too poor, or is there something wrong with "them"?

Sure enough, it didn't make sense all of a sudden! Bian Xin was not in a hurry, silently lowered his head, and ate slowly.

Seeing that Long Yuanli had eaten almost enough, she said slowly: "You already knew, it is impossible for me and the child to enter the palace, a noble concubine has lived outside for a long time, and her whereabouts are unknown, it will inevitably cause criticism, and you always run outside like this, sooner or later it will make people suspicious, instead of going on like this, it is better to leave me off, I am free, you are at ease, how good is this?"

Long Yuanli dropped his job, climbed onto the bed angrily, and pulled the quilt to cover it: "I want to continue sleeping, don't make any noise about me!"

Bian Xin was speechless for a while: "Are you a child? Or an ostrich? How can you escape the problem like this!"

Long Yuanli turned his back and ignored her.

After a while, Bian Xin pulled a chair, sat on the edge of the bed, and said to him gently: "I know I said it too suddenly, but if you think about it calmly, this is indeed the best way, isn't it? My temperament is completely unsuitable for life in the palace, and if I want to behave properly, it is better to let me die! But if I go my own way, it will only put you in a dilemma, so it is better to let me be free! Moreover, if this child grows up in the palace as a prince, I think his future must be a tragedy, so why let this child be involved in the rights and wrongs of the palace?"

Long Yuanli finally spoke: "That won't happen, I will protect this child!"

Bian Xin shook his head: "I believe you will protect him, but he should live with me!"

Long Yuanli said: "It's good for you to live in the palace together!"

Bian Xin said: "I will not be good if I enter the palace to live!"

Long Yuanli was very angry: "Why is it not good?

Bian Xin sighed long: "That's not my home! Long Yuanli, you already understand, there...... It's not my home, I want to go home!"

Long Yuanli said: "Where is your home?