Chapter 66: The Mother Who Was Driven Crazy
各种压力下,罗金玉的思想也变得极端压抑,她日日祈祷希望对得起丈夫的付出,终于在某个风和日丽的下午上帝回应了她的祈求,她用了一盒试剂测出了怀孕。
The long-awaited child finally came to the womb, the couple were ecstatic, for the upcoming child Lin Deshun even gave up letting his wife accompany him to work in the field every day, holding it in the palm of his hand every day and waiting, and raising this hard-won result with all his heart, so the two also spent a very smooth relationship.
"I'm going to have a son soon, but it's good to be a son, only a son can survive in this society and contribute to the family." Lin Deshun chattered day and night, and even when he slept, he had to hold Luo Jinyu's stomach and pray.
The joy of having a child was gradually diluted by sorrow, and her belly grew bigger day by day, and Luo Jinyu became more and more frightened day by day.
What if it's a daughter? She didn't dare to imagine what would happen to her husband if she was a daughter.
Finally, when the day came when he could check his gender, Luo Jinyu's nerves were tense, and he stepped on the ground like stepping on a tightrope and entered the Model Worker Hospital for examination.
这天要下酸雨农商集团的人又来收粮,林德顺走不开,罗金玉是一个人来的医院找到医生检查。
"Daughter."
The doctor told her the results, and said with a normal face, "Fight?" ”
The doctor turned the pen cap twice, looked at Luo Jinyu who was stunned impatiently, and asked repeatedly: "Stay or fight?" ”
Luo Jinyu, who stepped on the steel wire to uncover Pandora's box, fell into the abyss and walked out of the hospital holding his stomach in a trance.
Her husband's expectations, the burden of the family, and the money invested in her body all converged into long-term anxiety, which made her already fragile nerves finally collapse at the moment when she was sentenced to be a girl.
The axe hanging above his head did not turn into a blessed flower, and he slashed straight down.
When he returned home and faced her husband's nervous questioning, under those eyes of hidden expectation, a mountain completely crushed a woman to death.
Luo Jinyu pulled out a smile, "It's a son!" ”
She was almost crazy with joy, dancing with her hands, "It's my son!" Deshun, the doctor said it was a son! ”
She automatically avoided the fact that she was in the hospital, tampered with her memory, and looked at her stomach lovingly, "We finally have a son." ”
At this point, Lin Deshun said that he had a son, and he treated Luo Jinyu like a porcelain doll in his hand and took care of it.
Luo Jinyu had the most comfortable year, and when she went back to the prenatal checkup, her brain took the initiative to help her shield the truth of the matter, she made a bunch of boys' clothes with her own hands, and prayed to God every day that her son would be strong and excellent and become a great person.
On the day of delivery, the weather was clear and the air quality was good, and there was no acid rain.
Lin Deshun prepared a lot of things at home, and rushed to the hospital with Luo Jinyu to prepare for delivery.
He even rewarded her for a month's confinement in the hospital for his wife to give birth to a son, and Lin Deshun didn't feel distressed at all when he spent this large amount of money, it should all be done.
It was Luo Jinyu's turn to give birth at night, because of the low nutrition of long-term manual labor, Lin Deshun made her make up for the year when the child grew surprisingly strong and big, causing Luo Jinyu to have a difficult birth.
Today's technology is easy to cope with this kind of surgery, but it can't bear the high cost, and almost half of Lin Deshun's remaining savings are required.
He spent too much money on Luo Jinyu, and he was about to empty all his family funds, but when he thought that it would be a son, he gritted his teeth and handed over all the money.
"As long as my daughter-in-law gives me a big fat boy, anything!"
Luo Jinyu was lucky to survive the difficulties and gave birth to a baby girl.
Lin Qiao's birth on this night happened to coincide with a change in the weather, acid rain fell as soon as it was said, and several acres of fields on the family farm without turning on the protective device were destroyed.
Lin Deshun received the child, and the moment he opened it excitedly, his expression shattered.
His eyes were bloodshot, and without saying a word, he threw the soft and boneless baby on the ground, and in an instant the hospital corridor was in chaos, and a desperate medical haul was staged.
"Where's my son!"
"My son! Where did you change me? ”
The doctor called up Luo Jinyu's examination records for several months and showed them to him, and reprimanded loudly: "Who is going to change your son?" You never come to your wife's prenatal checkup to identify yourself, who do you blame for her lying? ”
The farm is busy, Lin Deshun is busy all day, and Luo Jinyu is accompanied by the wife of the next-door neighbor for prenatal checkups, and he has never doubted the authenticity of the matter.
But Luo Jinyu actually lied to him! How dare she lie to him!
不知是谁说了一句外面下酸雨了,林德顺浑身都恐慌到战栗,“我的地! ”
He didn't want his children, his wife didn't want them, he plunged into the rain, and with a leaky heart to save his crops, his expression looked shocked and crazy.
Fortunately, before her husband left, she paid enough for a month's hospitalization, and Luo Jinyu was not bad in the hospital.
When she woke up, she excitedly hugged the baby and asked the doctor, "What about my husband?" I gave birth to a son, he should be happy, why don't you see anyone? ”
The doctor tried to remind her, "You gave birth to a daughter, can't you see it?" ”
The baby girl with a bruised forehead in swaddling clothes had just fallen into a deep sleep after crying, her wrinkled body peeking out of the quilt, without any male features.
The facts are in front of him, but Luo Jinyu still can't see it, but blames: "I gave birth to a son, doctor, what about my husband?" ”
这会,医生算是明白罗金玉不是撒谎骗人,是精神方面出了问题。
They were merciful enough to examine her and find out what had happened.
It turned out that as early as after Luo Jinyu learned that she was a daughter, in order to avoid her mental breakdown, the brain activated the self-psychological defense mechanism, selectively ignored the truth, and even used hallucinations to confuse the facts, she suffered from severe depression and emotional anxiety.
A husband who desperately desires his son drives his wife crazy.
Luo Jinyu stayed in the hospital for a whole month to receive psychological and drug treatment, and gradually understood the reason why Lin Deshun did not show up, and accepted that she actually gave birth to a baby girl.
The truth is too cruel.
Lin Deshun almost emptied the family property and served her to eat and drink well for a whole year, and finally she deceived him and gave birth to a daughter who was useless.
The baby in the swaddling clothes was crying and hungry and needed to breastfeed, the sharp and piercing voice heard Luo Jinyu's heart irritated, her eyes were a little hateful, her hand was raised unconsciously, the aura of maternal love did not work, and she slapped the child's ass hard.