Chapter 158: No Return
She was cremated, and according to her wishes, Shen Nanyi sprinkled most of her ashes into the sea, and a small part, she wanted to make a diamond, so that she could always be by her side.
Lu Yanzhou arranged a yacht, and together with Shen Nanyi, he took the ashes of Yan Yan to the open sea.
In the past two days, Lu Yanzhou has been by Shen Nanyi's side almost every step of the way.
Shen Nanyi didn't eat, drink or sleep, so he accompanied her without eating, drinking or sleeping.
Shen Nanyi didn't speak, and he didn't speak, just silently stayed by her side.
Shen Nanyi blamed himself too much and regretted it too much.
She shouldn't have handed over the money to Zhang Man for the sake of a moment of ease.
How could she trust Zhang Man?
How can she still feel that Zhang Man is like a mother?
Even if she is a mother, she is only Xu Liangliang's mother, not her and Miyan's mother.
She and Yu Yan have long been without a mother.
If she hadn't let her live with Zhang Man, she wouldn't have fallen into the pool, let alone died.
Thinking about the despair and pain when the non-swimmer was submerged in the pool, she blamed herself for the pain and difficulty in breathing.
After spilling the ashes into the sea, she couldn't help it, squatted down and curled up in a ball, hugging her head and crying.
Without her carelessness, Tummy would not have died.
It was her, it was she who abandoned the Flame and killed the Bird.
Lu Yanzhou stood behind her, watching her squatting on the deck, crying shoulders constantly shaking, he was very distressed, walked over, and hugged her from behind.
He didn't say anything, just hugged her quietly.
He understands the pain of losing a loved one.
Even though he was only 10 years old when he lost his mother, he still remembers the pain and discomfort vividly.
Fortunately, at that time, Shen Nanyi appeared.
She became the brightest light in his later life, and she has been with him until now, and will always be with him.
I don't know how long it took, but Shen Nanyi's crying finally became smaller and stopped.
She raised her head, her red and swollen eyes, which had been crying for a long time, slowly looked at Lu Yanzhou in front of her, tried to smile at him, and said sincerely, "Azhou, thank you." ”
Lu Yanzhou hugged her tightly, raised his hand, rubbed the corner of her eyes with a slightly rough thumb, wiped away the tears for her, and whispered, "Without my sister, you and me, I will always be by your side and never leave." ”
Shen Nanyi shook his head and went to take Lu Yanzhou's hand away, "Ah Zhou, don't waste your time on me anymore, there are more things than the girl who is suitable for you than me, as long as you are willing, you will definitely be very happy." ”
"I don't want to." Lu Yanzhou was stubborn like a disobedient child.
He curled the corners of his lips and smiled at Shen Nanyi, and what he said was extremely frank and explicit. "Senior sister, in this life, I don't want anyone but you, and I won't touch anyone."
Shen Nanyi looked at him, lowered his head and smiled helplessly.
Since she couldn't persuade her, she didn't waste her saliva and continued to persuade.
She clung to the railing on the deck, trying to get up.
But if you squat for too long, a pair of legs have long been numb, and before you can fully stand up, you will stumble and fall to one side.
Fortunately, Lu Yanzhou's eyes were quick, so he reached out to catch her in time and hugged her horizontally.
Shen Nan wanted to struggle, but after thinking about it, she gave up again.
She's really tired, so tired.
Closing her eyes, she shrank into Lu Yanzhou's arms, obediently like a wounded fawn for a while.
Lu Yanzhou hugged her and went directly into the cabin.
Luxury yacht with everything you need in your cabin.
He hugged Shen Nanyi, came to the big bed in the cabin bedroom, gently put her on the bed, took off her shoes for her, and then pulled the quilt to cover it.
Shen Nanyi was on the bed, leaning sideways, curled up in a ball.
Suddenly, a warm chest came up behind her and hugged her tightly.
Her eyelashes trembled slightly, and she opened her mouth to say something, but in the end, she didn't say anything, and let Lu Yanzhou hug her.
After a while, both of them fell into a deep sleep.
I don't know how long I slept, but when I woke up, it was already pitch black outside the cabin, and there was nothing around except the sound of the waves crashing.
"You lie down a little longer, and I'll have someone prepare food." Behind him, the familiar man's low and hoarse voice sounded.
Shen Nanyi moved, turned his head slightly, wanted to say something, but didn't say anything.
Lu Yanzhou dropped a kiss on the side of her cheek, then let go of her and got out of bed to let people prepare food.
Waiting for him to leave, Shen Nanyi got out of bed and entered the bathroom.
She has been sleepless for the past two days, and she has been in a mess.
When she took off all her clothes, stood under the sprinklerhead, and poured hot water over her head, she gradually came to her senses.
When she washed and wrapped herself in a bathrobe and went out, Lu Yanzhou leaned against the bathroom door, looking at her fixedly with black eyes.
Looking at each other, Shen Nanyi's expression stiffened slightly, while Lu Yanzhou rolled his Adam's apple obviously, and his deep black eyes became more and more scorching.
"Do you have any clothes to change into?" Shen Nanyi asked.
"Not on board." Lu Yanzhou's Adam's apple rolled again, "I'll let someone send it now." ”
"Hmm." Shen Nanyi nodded and walked past him.
Lu Yanzhou called and asked someone to bring clothes.
Shen Nanyi went to the cabin outside, and the sumptuous dinner on it had already been arranged.
She had barely eaten for the past two days, and she felt a little hungry when she looked at the food on the table.
She sat down at the dining table and waited for Lu Yanzhou to come over after the phone call before she started.
Lu Yanzhou sat down in front of her, and while eating, he kept serving Shen Nanyi vegetables.
The dishes are all Shen Nanyi's favorite food, but she obviously doesn't have much appetite.
"Don't clip it for me, I can't eat it." Seeing that the dishes that Lu Yanzhou had sandwiched for herself were already piled up on the plates in front of her, she stopped them lightly.
Lu Yanzhou looked at her, the corners of his lips curled, "It's okay, you can't eat it, I'll eat it." ”
Shen Nanyi didn't speak, lowered his head and continued to eat.
After eating a bowl of rice, she no longer had the desire to eat.
She put down the dishes and chopsticks, got up and went to the deck.
It was dark, like a curtain, and the curtain was full of incomparably shining stars.
She stood on the deck, the yacht swaying from the waves crashing over her, and she was a little shaky with it.
The sea breeze was very strong at night, and she was wrapped in a bathrobe, a little cold, and was struggling whether to go back to the cabin, when a warm chest came up from behind and hugged her tightly.
She didn't feel cold all at once.
Soon, she felt the body of the man behind her tense.
Slowly, she turned around in Lu Yanzhou's arms, looked up at him, and raised her hand to slowly caress his increasingly handsome face.
"Ah Zhou, what do you like about me?" She asked him, smiling meaninglessly, "Is it my body?" ”
Lu Yanzhou's black eyes flickered like stars falling in the sky, looked at the person in his arms, shook his head and said, "As long as it's yours, I like it." ”
Shen Nanyi raised his lips again and smiled.
The next second, she tiptoed and kissed Lu Yanzhou's lips.
At the beginning, Lu Yanzhou's body was still a little stiff, and he wasn't sure if Shen Nanyi was really willing.
It wasn't until she sucked on him, trying to pry his teeth open, that he got a 100% affirmative answer.
Immediately, Lu Yanzhou clasped the back of her head with his big palm, changed from passive to active, and deepened the kiss between the two without hesitation.
There are some things, once you start, you can't take them anymore.
In addition to his own body, Shen Nanyi had nothing to repay Lu Yanzhou.
So, with great enthusiasm, she bloomed herself to him.
Soon, on the spacious deck, under the twinkling stars, the intertwined voices of men and women were accompanied by the waves, wave after wave, like a symphony, constantly being played......