Chapter 50: "Why Are You Crying?" ”
"I don't mean to drive you away, if you choose to study, I can give you counseling." Teacher Wu smiled and said, "Your teacher and I were also an all-round student back then. ”
"The main thing is that you two adolescent children are so close to each other every day, although they keep saying that they are for grades, but as a teacher, I don't feel at ease."
They are all high school students who have studied physiology classes, not to mention that Xu Suxin is thirty years old, so she understood this instantly.
The respected teacher said this, and Xu Su experienced the feeling of smoke on his face for the first time, "No, we really didn't fall in love, I..."
Teacher Wu raised her hand to stop her words: "Okay, I just want to remind you, you are still young, maybe your current life is more difficult than other classmates due to your family situation, but you are a smart child, in the past six months, you have learned self-discipline and your grades are stable."
"The teacher wants to tell you that your future will not be bad, so before making any decisions now, take a long-term view and don't let yourself regret it later."
In Teacher Wu's eyes, Xu Su is a beautiful student from a poor family who is not valued by her parents, and she can only get rid of this trapped world by studying hard.
Xu Su is not a real girl who does not understand the world, she understands that the teacher is watching her get closer and closer to Xi Zirong, and she is afraid that she will go the wrong way.
After all, in terms of physiological structure, boys and girls are naturally different, and if you really want to do something wrong, it will always be the girl who suffers, and it will only be the girl who will receive the consequences.
Xi Zirong's family and gender can allow him to take countless wrong steps in this matter, but as long as Xu Su takes one wrong step, his life will be ruined.
Xu Su's eyes were a little red, although she was not the age that needed to be advised, she was still grateful to Teacher Wu for her love.
In her previous life and this life, this is the first time someone has told her these words, and even her biological parents will only contribute to the situation in front of interests.
Xu Su couldn't control her tears, she rarely cried, a long time ago, she knew that crying was useless.
After my grandmother suffered a stroke and was paralyzed and delirious, no one would feel sorry for her from the bottom of their hearts.
Even if Zhou Mochen can die for her without hesitation, won't he regret it after the injury is caused?
A box of paper was handed over to him, Xu Su took two sheets, wiped away his tears, eased his emotions, and said firmly: "Teacher, I won't do anything wrong." ”
The lights in the office are very bright, and you can clearly see that the girl opposite is crying, her eyes and nose are red, and she is full of brokenness.
Teacher Wu was silent for a while, then waved his hand: "You can know it yourself, go back." ”
Xu Su didn't move, she looked at Teacher Wu: "I have something to trouble you." ”
"What?"
"I want to live on campus next semester, but my parents won't necessarily be willing to pay for my accommodation."
Xu Su organized the wording and slowly spoke: "I know that the school's scholarship will not be issued until after the start of the next semester, so can I ask the teacher to leave me a bed?" I will pay the accommodation fee after the scholarship is issued. ”
The office was quiet, Xu Su hadn't heard the teacher's answer for a long time, and couldn't help but look up.
Through the lenses, Xu Su vaguely saw the anger in his eyes... And some white fingers because they hold the carton too tightly.
It's angry why there are such parents.
Xu Su didn't understand why there were such parents, but he was met by himself again.
Teacher Wu said, "I can tell the school that the accommodation fee will be free for you." ”
Xu Su shook his head: "There are a lot of poor students in the school, I don't want this special care, don't worry, teacher, I will try my best to get the first scholarship." ”
When he finally left, Xu Su bowed slightly, "Thank you, teacher." ”
Back in the classroom, half of the time had passed for the last evening self-study, and Xu Sutong's red eyes and nose were illuminated by the bright lights.
All her classmates could tell that she had cried.
Xi Zirong almost saw her the moment he saw her, and his usual indifferent expression changed, and his eyes were full of panic.
I wanted to ask her what happened, but unfortunately Xu Su was in no mood to pay attention to him and turned a blind eye to his restlessness.
In the second half of the class, Xi Zirong was full of worries, and he didn't dare to ask, and his embarrassed and hesitant appearance was seen by other students.
The classmates all judged in their hearts that Lao Wu was going to beat the mandarin ducks.
It wasn't until the end of the third evening self-study class that the day students began to take action.
After Xu Su slowly sorted out the books, he walked out of the classroom and walked out of the teaching building.
When he walked around the corner, he was pulled into the darkness that the light couldn't shine on.
Xu Su was pulled like this, his back was pressed against the wall, his heart was pounding in fright, and then he heard a familiar voice.
"Why are you crying?"
Xi Zirong's hand didn't let go, and he looked down at the girl in front of him carefully.
Xu Su turned his face away in an instant, didn't let him look at it, shook off his hand and was about to leave.
Xi Zirong panicked in his heart and stretched out his hand to stop him, "I'm sorry, it's my fault, Xu Su, don't ignore me." ”
Blocked in the corner of the wall and unable to leave, Xu Su pushed the 'human wall' in front of him, his face was very bad: "I'm not in the mood to speak, don't stop me, I'm going home." ”
When I pushed it for the third time, I finally pushed it away.
Looking at the boy who seemed to be sad with his head hanging down, Xu Su paused when he wanted to walk directly, thought about it, and explained: "It has nothing to do with you, Teacher Wu didn't say anything about me." ”
When passing by, the wrist grip was held again, and Xi Zirong said, "Then why are you crying?" ”
Xu Su looked sideways, just in front of his gaze, this time the young man did not take the lead to move away, staring at her with focused eyes, as if he had made up his mind to know.
"I'm crying because of something else, it's nothing to do with ours,... Xi Zirong, I'm really going home. ”
The teenager is motionless..
Xu Su tried to wrestle her hand, and the grip was tighter, and then she heard Xi Zirong say, "I want to hug you." ”
"......" Xu Su was a little suspicious of his ears: "What did you say?" ”
The wrist was released, and Xi Zirong said, "You heard it wrong. ”
“......”
Xu Su left without looking back.
It was blown away by the cold wind that those messy thoughts were blown away.
I was even more determined in my heart, and sure enough, as long as the gender is male, no matter how old I am, it will be the same.
When he saw Zhou Mochen's car, Xu Su realized that there was still a hurdle to pass.
As soon as she got in the car, Zhou Mochen handed her a thermos pot as usual, "Why did you come out late today?" ”
After Xu Su drank a few sips of brown sugar ginger soup with his face sideways, he kept his head down, not wanting him to see his face and find out that she had cried.
But who is Zhou Mochen? He has always been meticulous about Xu Su's affairs.
The car stopped abruptly before he was halfway on the road, he turned sideways and directly picked up her face, his eyes sank instantly: "What's the matter?" ”