Chapter 112: Don't trample on my true heart....
Xu Su pulled out her hand, this time she actually pulled it out very easily, she looked up in surprise, and looked at the lingering color in Mochen's eyes that had not yet dissipated.
“.” Xu Su was silent for a while, and then said, "You can be normal, Zhou Mochen, like just now, I don't want you to hold hands, so don't force me." ”
What does Xu Su hate about Zhou Mochen the most?
is that he will never care about her feelings, he keeps saying that he likes her and loves her, but his love has no respect, no freedom at all, only suffocating depression and imprisonment.
Maybe it's because their beginning in the previous life was a kind of 'persecution', so the relationship became more and more deformed.
Xu Su became more and more sensitive, more and more concerned about equality and respect, while Zhou Mochen became more and more insecure, always feeling that if she let go of her hand a little, she would run away without a trace.
For the first time in so long, the little girl communicated with him calmly, and Zhou Mochen only felt that his heart was soft.
He smiled, with a hint of compromise: "Okay, I don't force you, but Susu, you also feel sorry for me, don't suddenly be cold to me, I've been worrying about my heart every day for more than a month, I really don't know what to do with you." ”
From Zhou Mochen's point of view, Xu Su did suddenly change his face.
Obviously, the atmosphere between the two of them when they met for the last time during the summer vacation was getting better and better, but when she came out again after she returned to school, she became a different person.
He wouldn't know that many times when Xu Su was at school, as long as he sent a few more text messages, it would make Xu Su feel depressed and irritable.
Sometimes he didn't pay attention to the tone in the words he sent, with a dictatorial tone, which would make Xu Su recall bad memories,
The memory of the previous life profoundly reminded Xu Su what this person's nature was like, every time the atmosphere between the two of them eased up, an inadvertent words and deeds could make Xu Su change his face.
Even if Zhou Mochen thinks that he is obedient and respectful to the girl he likes, Xu Su can always find fault.
The two have unequal memories, that's all.
There are a lot of accounts, and there is no way to calculate them.
Zhou Mochen, who has been entangled with her for more than ten years, is not here.
Xu Su got into the car without saying a word, and Zhou Mochen followed.
After the car started, Zhou Mochen tried to find a topic, and he asked: "Have the results of the semi-finals come out?" How's it going? ”
Xu Su didn't want to speak, she hummed softly and said simply: "No, don't ask." ”
touched his face, Zhou Mochen was silent for a moment, didn't care, and made persistent efforts, "Come with me to have a meal, I recently learned to eat spicy, how about it?" ”
Xu Su didn't say a word, and made up his mind that he didn't want to say anything more.
Zhou Mochen persuaded again: "I didn't eat in the morning, it's just time to eat at this time, should you accompany me?" ”
"You didn't contact the family, go back temporarily, your mother may not have your share of the meal, obedient, I'll take you to eat delicious, huh?"
He kept honking beside him, Xu Su couldn't hold back in the end, and said angrily: "Can you be quiet, there are potential safety hazards if you don't pay attention to driving." ”
Being so fierce by her, Zhou Mochen was happy, he controlled the steering wheel with one hand, and with the other hand, he quickly held Xu Su's hand on his lap and pinched it gently.
He sighed: "I haven't seen you for too long, Su Su, you can have a meal with me, otherwise it will be too difficult for me to insist on not seeing you for another month." ”
Others may only think it is a simple complaint, but Xu Su can hear the threat from it.
She always felt that what Zhou Mochen meant was that if she didn't go to dinner with him today, he wouldn't be waiting for her outside the school as he was before.
As long as he is willing, I am afraid that Xu Su can see him at school every day
Xu Su knew that her stress was very bad, maybe she was thinking too much, so she barely held back her temper and turned her head to look at Zhou Mochen.
I didn't look at him just now, but when I looked over at this time, I realized that what Zhou Mochen said about worrying about his heart for a month may not be true.
Compared with the last time we met, he was obviously thinner, and because of his white skin, even the side of his face could see a trace of blue under his eyes.
It happened to be a traffic light, and after Zhou Mochen stopped the car, he looked sideways, looked at Xu Su's gaze, and didn't have much expression on his face, just looked at her.
After looking at it for a while, he couldn't help but squeeze her hand slightly, and then chuckled.
Zhou Mochen said: "Xu Su, I miss you so much." ”
“.” Xu Su twitched the corners of his lips and did not answer.
She tried to pull her hand out, but it didn't take much effort.
If this had been before, how hard it would have been for her to pull her hand out.
Does this man really seem to be planning to change his aggressive attitude?
Did he really listen to his words, and he was seriously correcting it?
After the green light turned on, Zhou Mochen drove the car and talked to her: "If you don't like it, I'll change it, Xu Su, just ignore me, okay?" ”
Compared to the last time they met, he really seemed to be a different person this time
If Zhou Mochen can really tolerate others to refuse and respect her wishes, then is she.
Xu Su pondered for a while, and finally spoke tentatively: "Can you change your strength?" Don't threaten me at every turn, can you give me absolute choice? It's not because you like me, so I have to like you only, Zhou Mochen, I don't like the feeling of being forced to choose. ”
Xu Su was really afraid of this madman, she found that she liked Xi Zirong, but she was forced by Zhou Mochen's existence and didn't dare to accept it, and she didn't even dare to admit that she liked him too.
If Zhou Mochen knew about Xi Zirong's existence, what would he do?
If he can calmly accept that he likes someone else, he will not be Zhou Mochen.
When the time comes, will Xi Zirong really be able to fight against him?
I don't know what Xi Zirong does at home
Xu Su's thoughts were chaotic, and the more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable he became.
Other girls want to fall in love at this age, as long as both parties are happy.
And Xu Su was only taken by Zhou Mochen, so she fell in love with Xi Zirong, and she had to look forward and backward if she wanted to talk about a campus relationship.
She was really afraid that Zhou Mochen would go crazy
The car with the heating turned on was very quiet after Xu Su's words, and soon, Zhou Mochen controlled the steering wheel and pulled over.
He looked sideways again, his face a little gloomy, but his voice was still very calm.
"If this is your request, I will try to do it, I will do whatever you want, but Xu Su, you have to understand one thing first, don't trample on my sincerity."
When he said this, Zhou Mochen's eyes even revealed something similar to fragility, and he almost gave her his whole heart defenselessly, allowing this girl to be rounded and pinched.
So, can you be nicer to it?
A person who is used to being strong, and the occasional show of weakness is really a bit difficult to adapt.
Don't trample on my heart.
Xu Su only felt that his breath was choking in his throat, he couldn't go up or down, and the whole person felt a little out of breath.
(End of chapter)