Chapter 288: Just repay yourself to me
was pierced by his inner thoughts, Xu Su had some unnatural tilts.
It just so happened that the aunt came over with a glass of milk, Xu Su took a shallow sip and relieved the tension before saying, "I mainly didn't expect that we just met three years ago, you..."
In her opinion, Zhou Mochen's love is simply inexplicable, and when she meets a sixteen-year-old girl a few times, she can be classified as her own person with the same status as herself.
Xu Su smiled bitterly, she was really scared...
It may be difficult for others to understand that her boyfriend's feelings for her are so deep that she will feel scared.
This kind of recognized love is too paranoid and heavy for Xu Su, just like a net, if the relationship between the two has been so good, and Xu Su obediently stays in the love network he weaves, then everything will be very complete.
Can...
Xu Su didn't have any other ideas, she could be sure that she liked Zhou Mochen very much, and she really wanted to go on with him all the time, but she was really afraid of this feeling that there was no way back.
In the more than half a year that she has been with Zhou Mochen, of course she is happy, her boyfriend's unconditional preference, arrogance, and the idea of taking care of her no matter what the situation, her feelings will always come first.
But this love is a double-edged sword, Xu Su can only go to death in this way, Zhou Mochen will not allow her to turn back, will not allow her to deviate, and even her distracting thoughts may be counterattacked.
Once she has plans to turn back, what will happen to this gentle and considerate man now...
Xu Su was very confused, she really liked him, and she was really a little suffocated, which may be the reason for the unequal status.
If Zhou Mochen is just an ordinary person, in their relationship, she can have the right to say the end casually, then no matter how paranoid Zhou Mochen's relationship is, Xu Su will only be a little pressured at most, not afraid......
These thoughts can only be buried in the bottom of her heart, and it is difficult for Xu Su to explain to Zhou Mochen the pressure on him from his feelings, as soon as she says it, it seems that she is thinking about breaking up at any time.
She didn't think about breaking up, but there are some things that she can not do for the rest of her life, but she must have this choice...
And Zhou Mochen's feelings can always shock her again and again, so that Xu Su has to admit that he will never give her this choice.
When the choice of a relationship can only be controlled by one person, it is already unfair, and when it is unfair, how can she calmly accept those love that is so strong that it is paranoid?
Xu Su drank the milk, pulled Zhou Mochen's arm, leaned his head over and sighed: "I have a little complicated in my heart. ”
Zhou Mochen sat on his lap with her in his arms, and said in a soft tone: "What kind of complicated method?" ”
"It's hard to say...", it seems that she is a bit scumbag, but in addition to feeling the pressure, she is also a little inexplicably uncomfortable.
Xu Su wrapped his arms around his waist and buried his face in his arms: "Zhou Mochen, I see that your business is quite successful, as a businessman, why is your emotional investment so stupid, and don't you feel at a loss if you like someone so hard?" ”
How bad her temper was in those two years, because of the memory of her previous life, she was really sneering at him at every turn, and it was rare to have a good face.
Now think about it, if Zhou Mochen used her attitude at that time to treat her, her heart would hurt to death...
"There's no way to lose money, I've figured it out, you're my enemy, and I'm in charge of where you really meet."
Zhou Mochen said helplessly: "Xu Su, I won't tell you, sometimes I feel quite pitiful." ”
Xu Su's pupils dilated suddenly, and he couldn't understand that Zhou Mochen could be associated with the word pitiful.
Even if he was so angry with her that he cried several times, he was a prince who even had tears and the smell of money, how could he be pitiful?
"Don't you understand?" Zhou Mochen looked at her quietly for a while, his lips moved, "If you can understand how much I like you, maybe you will understand." ”
"If I had the foresight three years ago to know that I would encounter such a scourge as you in Chang City, I would have walked around Chang City......
In the end, there was still unwillingness, Zhou Mochen was ready to put some cruel words, but even the cruel words could only be put halfway, he stopped staring at her for a long time, suddenly reached out and pinched her chin, and kissed her.
Xu Su had just drunk a glass of milk, and the rich milky flavor mixed with her own breath was absorbed by him.
The back of her head was tightly buckled, and she could only whimper, one hand on his shoulder, softly on it, without the strength to push, and the other hand was restricted from moving, and the whole person's brain was empty.
After a long time, Zhou Mochen let go of her lightly, quietly looked at the girl in his arms, and his fingers touched her ruddy lips that were kissed, with an unpredictable expression.
She must not have known how seductive she was now.
The eyes are obviously still dazed without the world, but they are full of girlish charm, the eyes of the kiss are red and moist, and the whole person is pure and lustful...
Zhou Mochen loved her very much, and the kiss fell non-stop, but his heart ached.
As long as I think that the person has seen her like this, and kissed her like this, I have no strength to kiss her, maybe also...
I gritted my teeth with hatred.
How can you let go?
It's all self-deception!
However, in order to make that person completely disappear from their lives, he could no longer let go, and he could not show it at all.
At least I have to convince Xu Su that he really forgot, don't think about that person...
He would always laugh at himself in his heart, and it was pitiful for him to look so humble about his gains and losses.
Like a desperate gambler, holding that ridiculous expectation and sticking to the gambling table, hoping that she can be more determined, give more feedback, and let him return more or less...
The pain in his heart was unbearable, Zhou Mochen imprinted a kiss on Xu Su's forehead with an expressionless face, and opened his lips in a calm tone: "If feelings are also a business, then the most failed business in my life is to like you, and I really lost all my money." ”
He smiled self-deprecatingly: "Don't be afraid of me, Xu Su, don't you be afraid of me at all, I know?" If I can be cruel to you, I will not be so passive. ”
Afraid of him?
Of course Xu Su is not afraid of him, what really scares Xu Su is his sick love...
She was afraid that she couldn't afford it, she was afraid that there would be twists and turns in the future, and she had no confidence in herself.
Xu Su felt that her throat and eyes were a little dry, and she didn't dare to think that one day she suddenly wanted to break up, Zhou Mochen...
No, no, no!
"I'm not afraid of you." Xu Su hurriedly dispelled those dangerous thoughts, and scratched his head in distress, "I'm just a little stressed, you don't understand my feelings, it's the feeling of worrying that you won't be able to repay you, do you understand?" ”
"Can't get anything to pay?" Zhou Mochen chuckled, but there was no smile in his eyes, he just glanced at her: "Xu Su, I don't expect you to repay me for anything else, you just repay yourself to me, just don't think about others." ”