Chapter 477: Can't be soft-hearted!
Xu Su ignored it, she had almost said everything she should have said, and the others didn't have the idea of talking more, so she stood up and prepared to leave.
The wrist was pulled: "Susu." ”
Xu Su stopped his movements and looked down at him.
Zhou Mochen paused and said softly, "Can we start again?" ”
"......" He held it very tightly, with a bit of desperate meaning, Xu Su stood for a long time, a long time...
Finally, she whispered, "I don't know. ”
She really didn't know...
"Zhou Mochen, I'm too tired to be with you, I don't want to be so tired."
"I'll change it..."
"You can't change it!" Xu Su interrupted: "How did your nature change?" You just know how to hide and know how to endure. ”
What can be changed in the nature of predation?
Unless one day, he can truly feel the loss, and only the real loss can make him learn to change.
But how powerful is Zhou Dagongzi, she can probably be found if she escapes to the ends of the earth, as long as he wants to, she can't escape.
What about loss?
The room was quiet, and after being broken by Xu Su, Zhou Mochen didn't say a word.
Just when Xu Su was impatient and ready to say goodbye, Zhou Mochen spoke again: "Who are you not tired of?" Xi Zirong, or Si Hanging? ”
The voice was very calm, but Xu Su could feel his depression.
It's really scary...
Xu Su took two steps back suddenly, his face full of panic: "What do you want to do?" ”
She reacted so loudly that Zhou Mochen was stunned in place, and gradually turned white, never thinking that she would make her afraid of being like this.
"I don't mean anything else, I just want to ask if you like someone else." Zhou Mochen stood in place and explained: "I won't hurt you again, really, if I hurt you again, then you will kill me with a gun." ”
He opened the safe behind him, took out a pistol from it, and threw it on the glass table: "If you can't do it, then I'll come by myself, Xu Su, don't be afraid of me." ”
Don't be so afraid of him...
never thought that this girl, who was spoiled by herself and even a little wayward, would one day be scared like this because of his words.
Is this what you want to see?
No, he didn't want to...
Xu Su lowered her eyelids and looked at the pistol on the table, this is the gun that once pointed at her eyebrows.
Now the owner of the gun says that it will not hurt her ...
She used to believe it, but now, can she believe it?
Xu Su took a breath, powerless to think.
She said: "I want to go back, Zhou Mochen, don't force me too tightly." ”
The tighter she pressed, the more she got bored, and the more she could remember the embarrassing things he said to her, and the wanton things he did.
It was also these things that made her understand a truth.
If you love someone very much, it is easier to hurt you, because you gave him the sharp weapon.
………………
Since that day, Zhou Mochen's frequency of appearing in B University has become smaller, and he could see him from time to time before, but now he may not be able to see him every three or five days.
Xu Su said he was happy to see it come to fruition.
She is too depressed, in the end of a relationship, only depression and hurt remain, and only she knows how serious the internal friction is.
The time soon entered the end of the year, and after the final exams, the cold came as scheduled.
Xu Su returned to Kang County for the New Year this year, and had already booked tickets with Qian Jia and Huang Feng, and Huang Chao accompanied them.
After arriving in Changshi, Huang Chao offered to send her back to Kang County.
It was getting late, the bus back to the county seat was gone, and Xu Su didn't want to go to the Royal Central for the night, let alone disturb Huang Chao to go home for a reunion.
There are only a few days of annual leave, and the family sends her back to the countryside, and it takes most of the day to go back and forth.
In the end, Huang Chao found a car, and Xu Su drove back by himself.
On the highway back to Kang County, Xu Su received a call from Zhou Mochen.
knew that Huang Chao was there, and her every move was under this person's nose.
Connected to the car's Bluetooth, Xu Su connected the phone.
"You drive well, leave me alone." Zhou Mochen's voice was very soft: "The road is dark at night, don't drive too fast." ”
This is the first time Xu Su has driven on the highway, and since Zhou Mochen knows, she can't let herself be in the car.
I was worried that she was afraid that it would be dark and the road was off, and I was worried that her driving skills were not very good, and no one would know if there was an accident.
Xu Su didn't speak, she seriously controlled the steering wheel, and a shallow ripple appeared in her heart, which was quickly suppressed by her.
Can't be moved!
Don't be soft-hearted!
Can't be easily forgiven!
Just one person driving, one person talking on the other end of the phone from time to time, giving her company.
got off the highway, and Zhou Mochen's phone didn't hang up.
There are street lights on the highway, and the country roads are dark, but fortunately, Xu Su grew up here, and during the three years he went to school in Kang County, he had to go back and forth on this road every holiday, and he was very familiar.
Until I arrived at my destination, I saw my grandmother and uncle waiting at the door of my house.
Xu Su breathed a sigh of relief, he had driven the car for so long alone, and it was false to say that he was not nervous.
Zhou Mochen's company is really useful.
The excitement here, Zhou Mochen on the other end of the phone heard it clearly, and he chuckled: "It's amazing, I'm home safely." ”
Xu Su didn't speak, Zhou Mochen waited for a while before saying, "Then I'll hang up, you go to bed early." ”
He said hang, but the phone was still on, and he really wanted to hear what she said.
Xu Su's lips moved, but in the end he didn't say anything and cut off the phone.
During the period when she went home for the New Year, Chen Ni also returned.
Zhou Mochen's efficiency was very fast, the cram teacher disappeared directly, he didn't say a word of greeting, and Chen Ni couldn't find it.
After looking crazy for a while, she finally calmed down, and she could probably guess what Xu Su had done from it.
On the first day home, Chen Ni found Xu Su, and the first question was to ask about it.
She is in this state, Xu Su has seen it once in her previous life, and she is in a state of not caring about anything in love.
But seeing it this time, Xu Su still couldn't understand, how could he question himself for such a man?
The conversation between the two sisters naturally broke up unhappily, Xu Su would not be able to help her find the man back, and persuade her to study hard and prepare for the college entrance examination, how could she reach a consensus.
Chen Ni decided that it was this cousin who beat the mandarin ducks, and that Xu Su imposed what he thought was right on her.
The two had a big quarrel, Chen Ni scolded Xu Su angrily with red eyes: "Don't think I don't know, you started falling in love with someone in your sophomore year of high school, and you lived directly with a man in your third year of high school, and that man chopped off your father's fingers, you can talk about that kind of person, why can't my boyfriend?" ”
"You yourself are not too careful, what's wrong with my boyfriend is married, he promised me that I would divorce and divorce his wife."
Xu Su was at a loss by her words, and opened his mouth with trembling lips, but he couldn't even say a word for a long time.