Chapter 166: Your Past Is My Past, Is My Past

"Scrapped?"

Chu Yi was surprised, how could it be?

"A top cardiac surgeon who trembles when he picks up a scalpel is not a waste." Shen Xi exhaled, "That mistake gave him too much blow, and saved you again and again, watching your heartbeat turn into a straight line again and again, he was on the verge of collapse, causing a psychological shadow, and then as soon as he got on the operating table and picked up the scalpel, he thought of you, and he couldn't operate on it at all." ”

Chu Yi couldn't believe her ears, she and Yan Beitian had such a deep relationship.

Isn't it just bad fate!

If it weren't for him, she wouldn't have had several surgeries because of his mistakes, hovering on the edge of life and death. And if he hadn't operated on her, he wouldn't have been able to hold a scalpel again because of any psychological shadow.

"My husband has congenital heart disease, a very serious kind, and needs heart surgery. I asked him to come for the operation, and he refused, and I was puzzled, angry, and hated him. In desperation, I had this surgery, but it didn't work. My husband died soon after, and I went to him in a fit of rage, only to find out that he could no longer hold a scalpel in both hands. And my son, who also has congenital heart disease, he and his father are the same type, I want to save him, but I also know that only Yan Beitian can do it. ”

Hearing this, Chu Yi couldn't help but cover his chest, and he could feel his heart beating strongly and forcefully inside.

He saved her, but he wasted the hands that could save more people.

Shen Xi suddenly grabbed her, his eyes trembling violently, "Chu Yi, I can't lose Qiqi, really, but I have no choice but to beg you, please help Yan Beitian overcome the psychological shadow so that he can pick up the scalpel again." ”

"Me?"

"The crux of his problem is you!"

Chu Yi watched Shen Xi pull his son away, and his eyes couldn't help but fall on the clasped hands of their mother and son.

Chu Yi carried a bag of apples back to the ward and saw Yan Beitian smoking on the terrace outside.

He hung his head and his hair was a little messy, which was completely different from his cold and noble appearance.

Chu Yi walked over, looked at his bony hands, and asked in a relaxed tone, "Can you pick up the fruit knife?" ”

Yan Beitian frowned, "What did she tell you?" ”

"I've done you such a big favor, you can peel me an apple to eat, isn't it too much?"

Yan Beitian took a hard puff of cigarette, extinguished the cigarette butt, and then turned back to the ward, really picked up the fruit knife and peeled an apple, and sent it to Chu Yi.

"Satisfied, right?"

Chu Yi took a bite, "Hmm, Dean Yan's peeled apples are so sweet." ”

Yan Beitian snorted coldly, "I can not only hold a fruit knife, but also a kitchen knife, do you want to show you off?" ”

"What about the scalpel?"

Yan Bei stared at Chu Yi fiercely, and his phoenix eyes were bloodshot.

Chu Yi took another bite of the apple, as if he didn't notice that Yan Beitian was angry, and continued: "Miss Shen said that the crux of your problem lies with me, in fact, I don't understand, as a surgeon, your psychological tolerance will be so low. No matter what surgery you do, there will be dangers, otherwise why sign the surgical consent form, and the doctor naturally hopes to save the patient, but the doctor is not a god, even if there is a little mistake in the middle, it is not his will, as your former patient, I only represent me, if you failed to save me at that time, I will not blame you. ”

Yan Beitian lowered his head and smiled, "If it were you without amnesia, you would resent me." ”

"I used to be very unreasonable?"

"Very unreasonable."

"Don't rely on me to lose my memory, you slander me, I'm not like that."

Yan Bei leaned and raised his eyebrows, "Do you know what the most unreasonable thing you have ever done?" ”

"What?"

"Amnesia."

“……”

Yan Bei took a deep breath, "There are some things that can't be mentioned, but you ask me again and again." You think it's your own past, whether it's pain or remorse, anyway, you have amnesia, more like a bystander, and you ask me again and again with curiosity. But you don't know, your past is also my past, you don't hurt, but it makes me remember it over and over again......"

There is pain, and there is even more remorse.

"My past is also your past?" Is it not just the doctor-patient relationship?

"So don't ask."

Chu Yi opened his mouth, and under Yan Bei's cold gaze, he didn't ask again.

"So, can I help you?"

"How can I help?"

Chu Yi thought that once, he drank too much wine, pressed his hand on her chest, and said: It's still jumping.

She had an idea, grabbed Yan Beitian's hand, and pressed it to her chest, "No, you feel it, it is beating now, and it is strong and powerful." ”

The corners of Yan Bei's mouth twitched, and his hand slowly moved down a little, "The heart is here." ”

Chu Yi's face flushed, "You ......"

Yan Bei leaned and lifted his glasses, "I'm a doctor, stop your nonsense." ”

"I didn't think about it either."

Yan Beitian snorted, "Don't listen to Shen Xi's nonsense, I don't have the crux of the problem, and you are not my medicine." ”

Chu Yi sighed, "Okay, but if you need my help, I will definitely help." ”

After all, the life of a cute child is involved.

The nanny of the Yan family came over, and the bean bag was still asleep, so there was nothing to do here.

As soon as she finished eating the apple, she went to the bathroom to wash her hands, and when she pressed the hand sanitizer, she accidentally knocked off a jewelry box placed on the sink. She hurriedly picked it up, afraid that it would get wet, so she hurriedly opened it and saw that it was a diamond ring inside.