65. Straighten it out in a shallow way

Xie Buhui asked, "Little dream...... Master wants to ask you, why are you unwilling to practice seriously? ”

Previously, when Jiang Xingmeng and the four of them came back from the secret realm of Chongshan, Xie Buhui had a simple communication with Jiang Xingmeng, and at that time the two mentioned saving themselves and others.

Studying medicine is to save people; Learning the sword is to save yourself.

Jiang Xingmeng said at that time, "It's okay to learn, you have to think about it." ”

Xie Buhui looked at Jiang Xingmeng with deep eyes-his little apprentice is really too smart, and this kind of cleverness is not only in her mind, but also in her understanding.

She was able to use such a series of tricks to surround Wei and save Zhao.

She also has no resentment about the ruin of the country and the death of the family, knows what to pick up and what to put down, and never indulges in the past, but chooses to pity the present.

But why would such a smart person and such a perceptive person choose what she called "rotten"?

Jiang Xingmeng was silent for a long time.

It took a long time for her to squint, and her thoughts were a little wandering: "Perhaps, she feels that she is not worthy." ”

Xie Buhui flipped his hand on the stove for a moment, he raised his eyes, looked at Jiang Xingmeng, and frowned: "Why don't you deserve it?" ”

Jiang Xing dreamed for a while and said, "My life was bought by many people with their own lives. Many, many more. I don't think my life is more noble than theirs.

Just because I'm a princess and I'm a royalty, do I have to live? But whether it's Gao Ge Lao, or Zhuang Yuanlang, or anyone else, they are alive and can do so much more than I do.

I don't seek immortality, I don't seek the Great Dao, because I don't feel that I have that ability, and I don't have that need.

I just want to be ordinary, ordinary. ”

Xie Buhui glanced at her, then took a deep breath, and suddenly scolded sharply: "You kneel down for me!" ”

Jiang Xingmeng was so stunned that he didn't react for a while.

Xie Buhui stared at her tightly and repeated, "Kneel!" ”

Jiang Xingmeng reacted now, she pursed her lips and knelt on the ground, feeling a little dazed in her heart.

Xie Buhui stood in front of her and sneered coldly: "I'm actually blind and think you have understanding!" ”

Jiang Xingmeng's heart trembled fiercely, and she raised her eyes to look at Xie Buhui a little dazed: "Master, disciple ......"

Xie Buhui scolded: "Shut up! Listen to me! ”

Jiang Xingmeng obediently closed his mouth.

Xie Buhui took a deep breath and said, "I didn't know that you thought like this!" Jiang Xingmeng, your life is your own, they are willing to sacrifice themselves, it is their own choice. Yes, you can live in pain forever, but is that what they want to see?

You're suffering here, you're feeling sorry for yourself here, so it's not worth it to give up your future, your own way! ”

As he spoke, he suddenly stretched out his hand, pinched Jiang Xingmeng's chin, and said sharply: "Look up, whether it's me, or your senior brother, second senior sister, or even third senior brother...... Each of us has a last resort and has made mistakes, but none of us will blame ourselves for this and atone for our future! ”

Jiang Xingmeng was pinched by Xie Buhui's hand, but she didn't seem to feel it, she was a little broken: "But it's all a living human life!" ”

Xie Buhui sneered: "You are clearly blaming yourself for your incompetence and blame yourself for your inability!" If you continue like this, one day Ziwei Mansion will also fall into the situation of being exterminated, why do you still feel sorry for yourself like this?! ”

Jiang Xingmeng closed his eyes and wept a little embarrassed.

Xie Buhui said: "I don't ask you to attain the Great Dao and ascend to immortality, I just want you not to regret it!" ”

After a pause, he softened his tone slightly: "Since you realize that you are powerless, then become stronger; Now that you know that your self-reproach won't do anything, cheer yourself up. ”

With that, he let go of Jiang Xingmeng's jaw.

Jiang Xingmeng collapsed to the ground all of a sudden, extremely embarrassed.

She closed her eyes, and her faces flashed in front of her, one moment it was Gao Ge Lao, one moment it was the imperial brother, and the other time it was Zhuangyuanlang......

They all called him, "Live well."

But what does it mean to live well?

Jiang Xingmeng didn't know the specific answer, but she understood now.

Live well......

Her life was bought for their lives.

She wants to live as she wants with the expectations of the elder Gao Ge, the longing of the champion, and the wishes of the imperial brother.

Jiang Xingmeng used his hands hard, and then supported himself to kneel on the ground.

She propped her hands on the ground and used all her strength to kowtow to Xie Buxuan, nine times, until her forehead was bleeding.

Xie Buhui accepted her salute, because he knew that Jiang Xingmeng had figured it out.

There was a slight smile of relief in his eyes.

Jiang Xingmeng finished kowtowing, choked and raised his eyes to look at Xie Buhui: "Thank you for your teachings." ”

Xie Buhui stared at her for a long time before he sighed, helped her up, pressed her on the stone bench, and said, "I'll go get you medicine, it's so embarrassing, when your senior brothers and sisters see it, you won't be distressed to death?" ”

Jiang Xingmeng burst into tears and smiled: "Thank you, Master." ”

She is now truly aware that this is her own master.

It is the master who taught her to practice and teach her to be a person and do things.

In the past, she was not obscure to Xie Buhui, she was more close than she was close, and she was not respectful enough, Xie Buhui didn't care, but now that she thinks about it, she feels quite ashamed.

Xie Buhui saw her thoughts and smiled: "You don't have to be in awe of me, I just want you to be better." ”

Jiang Xingmeng nodded, and then said sullenly: "Master, are you quite disappointed in me?" ”

Xie Buhui thought about it and shook his head: "No." ”

But he didn't say much, just patted Jiang Xingmeng's shoulder: "You go back first." I'll have to stop Mt. Rajs. ”

Jiang Xingmeng nodded, and then returned to the Longyin Palace and secretly drugged himself.

She lay on the bed and thought about it for a long, long time.

Then I decided that it was okay to study, and it was okay to study hard, but it was not too much.

It's okay to be rotten, but there must be a degree.

Thinking like this, she breathed a sigh of relief, thought about it, and hesitantly took out the books related to medical cultivation that Nan Zhixiang gave her.

Start reading carefully.

Reading and reading, I accidentally fell asleep.

Xie Buhui, who was watching Jiang Xingmeng fall asleep outside the door, flashed a smile in his eyes.

He didn't plan to ask Jiang Xingmeng to work hard, after all, his personality was like this, and his nature dictated it, he just wanted Jiang Xingmeng to untie his heart knot and follow the trend.

The road was chosen by herself, Jiang Xingmeng was already talented and intelligent, and it was not difficult for her to ascend.

It's just that if the knot in her heart is not untied, she will only be cocooned and bound to herself.

Xie Buyan walked leisurely towards the Qingjing Courtyard, and as he walked, he thought happily - what is this called?

This wave, this wave is called shallow rectification.

As a little disciple, he shouldn't have demons in the future.

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The heroine has a knot, can you see it? Shizun doesn't really want the heroine to be more motivated, after all, the heroine just likes to be rotten, and he sees that the heroine is wrong, so he deliberately does this~