Almost 20 years ago, one day in April, a boy was born in the hospital

The boy was born in the countryside and has an older brother in the family, both of whom are migrant workers

The father is simple, but optimistic, with a junior high school education, and the mother is slightly bloated, with a 0 education and has never gone to school

From an early age, the boy lived in a careful family

The parents are unpretentious, more honest, live carefully, and have never sinned.

The two of them are very calculating, they can save money, and often discuss for a long time for the price of a penny of food, the boy feels very faceless, and he doesn't understand why he is so calculating, and often throws his face

Sometimes they are very generous, and whatever the boy wants to eat, or what they want the boy to eat, they will buy it

It's almost a teenager, and at that time, the boy got a perfect score in the exam and wanted a remote control car, but he said he would buy it with a full score, but he didn't buy it, and in the end he couldn't stand the boy's splatter, so he still bought it.

[Thirty dollars]

The boy bought a defective product, the tail wing was broken in half, most likely the supermarket owner's son played after unpacking, broke it and repackaged it, sold it twice, and lowered the price of ten yuan, but the boy had a lot of fun and didn't mind that it was a defective product.

From childhood to adulthood, a sentence has lingered in the boy's ears.

[Save some flowers, don't spend too much money, you know how difficult it is for mom and dad to make money......]

[Our family can't be compared with other people's ......]

This sentence made the boy feel inferior, and he never went to the city to play with others, and the only few times he was taken by relatives to play, he simply played and never bought anything.

Low self-esteem also increases the self-esteem of boys, and the more inferior they are, the more sensitive they are

Because of low self-esteem, I also indirectly understand the meaning of school uniforms.

Low self-esteem will bow your head, but if you look down, you will see your shoes, and the sense of disparity will increase, so the poor self-esteem will be at fault again.

But it's good to look up, wearing school uniforms, there is no comparison

However, the seeds of inferiority fall in the heart, making the mind sensitive, and often showing some inadvertent but deliberate behaviors to win favorability, probably a pleasing personality is forming

But there are two sides to the story

The formation of a people-pleasing personality makes the boy's network of relationships more stable

His mind has become sharp, he can easily detect some changes in details, he will never cause others to be disgusted, and he can say something at the right time to increase his favor

To sum up, the boy has been living with low self-esteem and false happiness

But fortunately, the boy was rational enough to analyze himself, and understood that he had low self-esteem and something wrong with his psychology, so he was not led astray by this psychology

At the age of thirteen, or fourteen, the boy suddenly thinks about something

Why does he have low self-esteem

Why does he need to take the initiative to deliberately win favor

Why did the girl ask him to go out and play, he wanted to go and refused

Why don't you dare to talk to the girl you like

In a daze, the boy fell asleep, and in his sleep, he understood that the answer to these questions was family, but in the final analysis, it was......

money

At the age of fourteen, the boy is paranoid about money

Perhaps, he was more than fourteen years old and was paranoid about money, but he only found out at the age of fourteen

When he was about ten years old, seven days before Mother's Day, the boy wanted money, and was joked by his parents and went to work in a small workshop in the countryside that hired and built houses

I forgot what I did, and vaguely remembered a crane carrying an iron box full of cement to transport cement

The boy was in charge of adjusting the position, but fortunately, he was already 1.7 meters tall in his teens, enough for him to reach the iron box in the air.

It was a very tiring day, but it was very rewarding, and the boy's father paid the boy privately

【Fifty pieces】

A cheap necklace, a set of cheap glasses, fifty pieces are gone

But the parents smiled on their rough faces

The boy forgot fifty dollars, and he was very happy

At the age of fourteen, the boy entered a rebellious period, but personal reason knew that he had entered a rebellious period, so he had been deliberately suppressing his emotions

During the summer vacation, he was full of independent drive, and he asked his parents to find someone and stuffed him into a small factory to work as a summer vacation

[60 per day]

In July and August, it was very hot, the factory was like a high-temperature furnace, the heat was visible to the naked eye, and entering the periphery was like entering a sauna, and the shirt was already soaked when entering the post

The factory is a factory that makes porcelain bowls, and it is necessary to use a special 'driver' to pick up the porcelain bowls that are still clay embryos, and then five of them are stacked together, twenty-five planks per plank, and finally put them on the shelf, fortunately, there is an aunt next to take care of the boy, otherwise he can't cope with it

Working hours from 4 p.m. to 2 a.m., the environment is worse than expected

After three consecutive days, the boy's left hand was turned outward, and the repetition of a movement for a long time made his bones almost deformed and twisted while he was still developing

Four days later, the boy became a deserter and his left wrist was swollen

At the age of fifteen, after the high school entrance examination, the boy went to work in a small restaurant

Clock in at 7:20 in the morning, clock in at about 10 in the evening, occasionally at 11:30, take a break for an hour and a half at noon, including breakfast and lunch

[80 per day]

The environment is better, but compared to the factory, it is even worse for physical strength

Nearly 14 hours, usually 12 hours of work, moving the dishes and chopsticks that need to be washed, cleaning the floor and chairs, serving food, scrubbing the walls, washing dishes with hot water and brushing the thresholds with steel wool balls

You can't sit down, you can't stop, you have to have something to do at all times

The repetitive work wears him out, and the young employees question him and tell him, leaving his poor pride welling up and his heart feeling weak

Eventually, the work ended on a rainy day, the gate was locked, and the key under the bricks was missing

The boy was drenched in the rain outside the door for an hour and a half, and he broke down slightly and became a deserter

From then on, the boy became aware of a problem

His psychology caused him to be unable to stand directing him and questioning his work

Until he was in the world of fiction, browsing and reading and saw a comment

[Level 5 writers, at least 15,000 manuscript fees per month, the author should not be very short of money......]

This is a reader's comment on a certain paragraph of a chapter in the author's "Golden Jasmine" "This monster is not too cold".

At that time, the boy didn't know what the concept of a fifth-level author was, but he was intrigued

The boy likes to read, and reading a book calms him down and he doesn't need to think about anything else

He likes to read stories from Chinese textbooks, best-selling books by celebrities, magazines, or novels, and even classical Chinese

Especially some suspense books, "Ghost Blows the Lamp", "Notes on Tomb Robbery", "Ten Deadly Sins" and "Psychological Crimes"

He started reading online texts in the fifth grade of primary school, and he has a bunch of wild brains in his mind

He thought, even if he wasn't a fifth-level writer, five thousand a month would be fine

At that time, the boy knew that money was hard to earn, but he had no idea about it

At the age of fifteen, he began to write books

Began to fantasize, conceive, typed on the phone, and eventually, was rejected

Three or four manuscripts were rejected, and eventually, the idea was hidden

The boy didn't give up, he began to study the books on the new book list, began to go to the post bar to find the author to study, began to dismantle the book, and began to learn the core

Perhaps because of his mindfulness and people-pleasing personality, the boy always finds something that attracts the reader in each book

Within a year, he began to create

Not surprisingly, he was rejected again

One, two, three, four, four editors all rejected the manuscript

The boy was not convinced, he forced an editor, and finally barely passed the draft, [Editor: You can try]

The boy was very happy, he didn't know that there was a PK recommendation later

But he knew that after signing the contract, he would have the money on the shelves, and from then on he could be temporarily independent and did not need to bother his parents for money

The book is quite successful, with the blessing of the psychological buff, the first order is one thousand three

Sixteen years old, the first month of the free period [23]

Free period for the second month, [200]

The third month's manuscript fee, [2000]

Fourth Month's Manuscript Fee, [4500]

Fifth Month's Manuscript Fee, [3600]

The book is okay, but the lack of experience will soon collapse, and the income of the whole book is between 1w~2w

Unable to write, the boy wanted to rewrite the book, but the new book was still rejected

After that, he went to another website, a male frequency web website with a green icon

The first book on the shelves, the first order of 100

120,000 words, not a penny was paid

When the first order came out, the boy fell into self-doubt, thinking about whether he was not the material for online articles

However, looking at the only thousand dollars left in his pocket

Thinking about the time when he made money again, the happy appearance of his parents, the boy's self-esteem popped up again

He couldn't accept that he would slip back and ask his parents for living expenses

If one book doesn't work, there will be two, and if the subscription ratio is not good, the base will be increased, and the amount will be piled up for the first order

The second book, two hundred bindings, cut

The third book, four hundred dings, barely makes ends meet

At the age of seventeen, the highest daily income is 400

For a month and a half, because of studying, the book collapsed again

Without hesitation, taking advantage of the summer vacation, the boy opened a fourth book

First order 1,000!

This book allowed the boy to reach a daily income of more than 1,000 at the age of seventeen

The first month's manuscript fee is taxed at 1.4w

The boy bought two mobile phones, an indispensable laptop

And a pair of shoes

The parents got the new phone, and they wanted the boy to return it, and the boy returned to the room and locked the door

The months are getting higher and higher, and the boys' manuscript fees are getting more and more

At the peak of the manuscript fee, the boy's self-esteem began to play a role again......

It's like a basketball that has been compressed to the extreme, and it has a rebound effect

The boy swelled, and the seventeen-year-old income of more than 10,000 made him very inflated, and began to consume with revenge

But the rest of the rationality always let him keep the guarantee, and keep the three W in his hand

The inflated psychology soon led to the collapse of the whole book again, and the income disappeared again

By the time the boy was rewriting the book, it was already two months later

Two months later, the first book I wrote was about 900 for the first time

The boy felt good, but unfortunately the subject matter itself was flawed, and in the end it was hasty

21 months, earned 1.8w

After the end, the boy learned from the pain, and he wrote again about the subject of the previous money, that is, the police article

Perhaps it is from the heart of the patient, and the boy will always have a sense of substitution when he depicts the psychology of the murderer in the case

This sense of substitution adds a lot of light

Ten days later, the first order came out, [the first order is one thousand seven]

The boy was satisfied.

However, the book was not spared, because of the exam, the state was completely lost, and the book soon collapsed

When the exam time is over, the book also loses readers due to a significant decline in status

But when the book is gone, he can rewrite it, and the boy wants to open one

Just as the boy was about to rewrite a new one, there was a knock on his locked door

The boy opened the door, and outside the door was his father

Father's beer belly, gray hair, and dark skin

My father is old, but for the sake of money, he is still selling his blood and sweat at the construction site for money at the age of 50

The knock was at 7:42 p.m

The boy's father had just come home and had not had time to wash his face, and there were a few cement spots printed on his dark, wrinkled face

Looking at the boy who pushed the door open, he pulled out a plastic bag from his pocket, which contained a pack of chicken wings

"Look, you know what this is."

This is what the father said to the boy

The boy was stunned, looking at his father's blue overalls that he had worn for several years, with a smiling face stained with ash, and he didn't know what he was thinking

The boy ate a few chicken wings, but the chicken wings tasted unpalatable and he didn't eat them again, or the boy was full and wanted someone else to eat them

The second son refused to eat, and the father brought him to the eldest son, who was twenty-six years old

More than a dozen chicken wings, divided between two sons

A few days later, just as the boy was about to open the book, he pushed the door open, and outside the door was his brother's yet-to-be-married girlfriend and his parents, who were eating

The boy closed the door, listened for a long time, and captured a few key words

[A down payment of 400,000 is not good] [I can't afford to pay off the mortgage, I don't want to pay the down payment......]

The boy thought a lot

The house in his hometown is very expensive, even in third-tier cities, more garbage areas, a house costs 1.4 million, a car, and a bride price

The eldest son and the second son, that is, 2.8 million, two cars and double the bride price

The boy's father, who went out at six in the morning and came home at seven in the evening, had a salary of seven thousand a month and six w a year

My mother left in the morning and came home at five o'clock in the evening, and her salary was two thousand and a half a month

The boy thought about it for two days

He thought of his father's smiling face as he pulled out a plastic bag wrapped around his chicken wings

There is also the scene of riding on my father's neck when I was a child, and now I have gray hair and look embarrassed when talking about money

He felt that he was not a rice worm, let alone a vampire

He didn't suppress his inferiority complex and self-esteem this time

The collision between the two made him feel unwilling

He decided to change the site

Although the website that makes money is good, it can only make quick money, just like the difference between the daily settlement of Sanhe and the great god and the civil servant

With the psychology of [30 years in Hedong, 30 years in Hexi], the boy returned to the website of the red logo

He repeated the operation, inside the cast

The result is still rejection

The boy frowned, his rationality had made enough analysis of his writing and rhythm mastery and plot, and he thought that he had a little bit of strength.

One was rejected, two were rejected, and three were still rejected

In the end, the contract was successfully signed under the editor [Xingchen], that is, the starting point editor [Liuxing].

On the first day of the book, the boy was confident

On the tenth day of the book, 40,000 words, seven collections, including two robots

The boy was a little irritable, he wanted to finish the manuscript, and then the eunuch left

But just when he wanted to cut the book, a monthly pass appeared

【Beyond Your World】

The boy looked at the name of the voter and thought for a long time, but the unwillingness reappeared, and he continued to write with a sigh of relief

50,000 words, 60 collections

Others have 60,000 words on the first round of recommendations

The boy 110,000 words on the first round of recommendations

Follow-up starts from 5, and then gradually grows

200、400、800、1600......

The boy's book has improved, and he originally thought that he could make the cut, but alas

The number of words pushed up is too much, which affects the subsequent increase and income

I didn't get a crucial recommendation, so I had to hastily prepare it for the shelves

However, the boy was optimistic, at least, his grades were better than his previous books

Tomorrow at noon, at twelve o'clock, the boy's book will be on the shelves

The boy's rationality made him know that he needed to seize the opportunity

Books with grades should not be left idle or rotten

He's here to make money

The premise of making money is that the book is of quality

How much money you can make depends on how many updates your book makes

Neither of these points, the boy felt, was his weakness

Looking at the testimonials on the screen, the boy typed a lot of words

After thinking about it, the boy suddenly had a bad taste

He writes suspense, and what he is best at is that it is difficult to distinguish between truth and falsehood, so why don't you use this technique for testimonials on the shelves?

Thinking of this, the boy typed on the screen

[Today is KFC Crazy Thursday, enjoy half-price discounts on any package, a big upgrade for three-person luxury packages, a big discount for spelling orders, and a lot of ......

v I'm fifty, give the author's code word power plus acceleration]

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