Chapter 156: Happiness
His eyes turned white in an instant, and the cold air crawled towards his whole body as if it were alive. This made him shiver.
"Crunch!"
One foot had just taken a step, but it caused a slight sound.
Lu Lei instantly knew that it was the sound of stepping on snow.
He bent down and gently touched his feet. Sure enough, it was a little cold.
Only then did he really see clearly, all around him was a patch of white, and from a distance, it intersected with the pale blue sky in a line.
Dilapidated and bare branches could be seen all around, and a thick layer of frost could still be seen on the branches.
"Why am I here?"
Lu Lei never thought he would be here. He observes everything around him, the emptiness has no bounds, and he feels particularly free.
The more freedom there is, the less freedom there is. For Lu Lei, he will be trapped here forever and will never go back.
"Lu Lei, how is it here?"
Just then, a voice sounded beside him.
A boy with pale blue skin didn't know when he appeared next to him. The boy was naked on the upper half of his body, and the bottom half was wearing only a pair of small white shorts, and he seemed to enjoy the cold.
"Not very well." Lu Lei clasped his arms tightly with both hands, gritted his teeth and said forcibly.
The little boy didn't seem to hear Lu Lei's voice, and still said to himself: "I have been growing up in the institute since I was born, and I have never gone out in my life. I heard that there is a big mountain in the northeast of China, and the ice and snow do not melt all year round. The snow is like the sea, wrapping people tightly. If only I could live there. This is my dream and the place I have pursued all my life. ”
However, in exchange for Lu Lei's dissatisfaction: "So what? ”
The little boy opened his pale blue eyes and looked at Lu Lei, and asked very puzzledly, "Lu Lei, don't you like it here?" ”
Lu Lei looked at the light blue eyes, and saw the boy's innocence and cuteness from those eyes.
If you are an ordinary person, you will definitely be impressed, but you know that everything is a disguise for the little boy.
"I've experienced the world you yearn for, don't you feel cold? Our blood is hot, our heart is beating, and we are not the only ones in this world, we should be warm, right? ”
Lu Lei said this, pointing to the sky with his remaining arm.
A gap appeared in the sky with layers of dark clouds in the direction pointed by Lu Lei, and from the gap, a meter of sunlight spilled down from there. Falling on a white snow. The snow glows with a faint white glow in the sunlight.
The little boy looked at the white light on the ground and knew that Lu Lei was right about everything.
Because out of the light, a small pale green grass struggled to grow out of the cold snow. He looked at the sun above his head and smiled at life.
With the appearance of Xiaocao, the little boy's world was also moved: "Am I all wrong?" Can you tell me what the real world is like? ”
Lu Lei used his remaining arm to slash in the air.
With all his might, the world began to shatter, falling to pieces.
Immediately after that, scenes flew past their eyes like movie negatives.
The feeling of flying by is like a rewind that a person sees before he dies, and every scene emerges in front of his eyes.
But these are not my own memories, let alone the memories of a single person, but the records of the whole world.
Lu Lei stretched out his hand and clicked on a certain clip, and the entire negative stopped in mid-air when Lu Lei stopped.
Instead, he opened the page and opened the fragment.
The fragment in front of me is a wooden door, which is an ordinary wooden door that is no longer ordinary, and there is no luxurious decoration on the wooden door, only children's graffiti.
The little boy walked slowly to the wooden door and looked at the graffiti on it, which could be clearly seen to be drawn with crayons.
The little boy saw this kind of graffiti for the first time, he touched it with his hand, felt the child's naughtiness, and felt the child's embellishment.
It was painted with a bright brush, the beautiful home was wrapped in flowers, and the bright sun shone on the family of three, mom and dad and themselves, everyone was happy.
I want my home to always be like this. It was also the favorite and happiest moment of his life.
Lu Lei looked at the little boy and signaled whether to open it, and the little boy nodded at him.
Lu Lei gently pushed the door open, the door was easily pushed open, and the moment he pushed it open, a laugh came into their ears.
The little boy heard laughter in his ears, and when he saw the scene in front of him, his eyes widened instantly, and he couldn't believe the scene in front of him.
Even Lu Lei was obsessed with this scene, this is the happiness he desires most in his life.
A family of three kept playing around the house with pillows, and the fluff in the pillows was wafting all over the house, like snowflakes falling in the sky.
There is no cold, no loneliness in this snow, only laughter and warmth.
The little boy saw this. A line of tears slowly left in the pale blue eyes, and the tears fell to the ground and turned into ripples.
"Lu Lei, is this what you asked me to see? Why does my heart hurt? It's a strange feeling! Why do I cry? Is that their mom and dad? Why does he have mom and dad? Why didn't I? Where are they? ”
This is the sentence that the little boy said the most, and these words contain so many years of grievances and unwillingness.
He turned around and looked at Lu Lei with light blue eyes: "Can Lu Lei tell me, where are my parents and parents?" ”
Lu Lei didn't dare to look at the little boy's eyes, he had never seen his parents since he was a child, and the scene in front of him was also what he envied the most.
How he wished that his parents were by his side, loving and loving himself.
For as long as he can remember, he has been begging for food on the streets. If you can eat a bite of food, you won't have to go hungry for a day. The clothes on the body have not been worn in a whole. In order to grow up quickly, he desperately lived.
Until he meets someone, someone who can change his life. It was an old man, an old man with age spots all over his face. He took Lu Lei home, taught him to study little by little, and taught him to read. Until he can walk into school.
However, when he was very happy to tell the old man the news, the old man died that day.
At this time, Lu Lei knew that the old man had no children, no wife, no brothers and sisters in his life. He was alone from beginning to end.
The death of the old man left nothing but the house and memories that belonged to them.
This time, Lu Lei once again realized that in order to survive, in order to survive. He began to go out to work.
He studied during the day and worked at night.
I often doze off when I go to school during the day because of my part-time job at night.
And just like that, his grades plummeted. But he didn't regret it in the slightest. Because he knew he had to do it, and he didn't have any choice.