Part XVII

That night, Yang Hong got on a train bound for Wuhan. Xue Peng told him on the phone that Lu Xinyu did not lie to him, Boss Zheng participated in the groundbreaking ceremony of the real estate during the day, and it is said that he stayed with Lizhu's guests in the afternoon and evening, and he should not leave his business behind and go to Shanghai to meet his lover. Xue Peng asked puzzledly: "Are you still afraid of the new lover's retaliation when you go to see your old lover?" Dare to do it or are you afraid of retaliation? Yang Hong said frankly: "You're right, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that people will retaliate against my family and you!" I can hide in the field and not go back, but if I can run away from the monk and run away from the temple, if I implicate you for my own selfish interests, what will I become? Xue Peng was happy on the other end of the phone: "I can't imagine that college students have become forward-looking?" Men always have to learn to grow from adversity, and I am very optimistic about you. I almost forgot to ask you, why did you give me the same watch as you for no reason? Why not buy two different pieces? Yang Hong replied: "I won't give you the opportunity to pick and choose, so I don't have to let you talk nonsense." Xue Peng asked again: "When is Mr. Yang going to let Lu Xinyu know your true situation, I have seen people pretending to be rich, but I have never seen people pretending to be poor, now is not our time, don't pretend to be poor." Yang Hong yawned and replied: "Look at the mood, so be it, I'm sleepy, I just hope that I won't have any intersection with the surname Lu in the future, the way is different." ”

Yang Hong became the center of conversation in another space. The location came to the boys' dormitory of a university in Shanghai, Niu Ben was bragging about Yang Hong's highlight moment with his roommates, and high school classmate He Tao was making a supplement; In peer conversations, those who are different and have the aura of the protagonist always attract more curiosity. Xiao Jin often heard them boast about Yang Hong, and said dissatisfiedly: "I have said twice about inviting the whole class to dinner, can you change someone I haven't heard of, such as how he picks up girls, or how he consumes, this is what we want to hear." "That's it, tell us, his horse must be beautiful, right?" Xiao Jin's words attracted the echo of the other listeners, and some of the sleepy listeners also sat up and waited for the next step.

Niu Ben jumped down from the top bunk, sat on the side of the small golden bed in the lower bunk, cleared his throat and said seriously: "What is the structure of your brain?" I also said that I heard it twice on this memory, did I forget that people dared to say that Lu Xinyu was his girlfriend in front of the whole class, and he invited guests to eat for this reason, and said that he wanted to marry her in front of everyone during the dinner, and I forgot the plot and I will review it for you again, you want to be so awesome and make a girl a thing? Xiao Jin was too lazy to talk to Niu Ben, and asked He Tao directly: "Brother Tao, this guy is very rich, right?" Isn't that one surnamed Lu pretty? Do you have any photos, this girl has to be engaged to him now, right? In our hometown, there are many people who get engaged before college and get married after graduating from college, without delay. ”

He Tao sighed and said thoughtfully: "The happy endings in fairy tales are all lies. These two people are separated, Lu Xinyu looks more popular, not pretty, but quite attractive, the only difference is the big breasts. If you want to say whether Yang Hong has money or not, I think he should be an ordinary person, and his family situation is relatively ordinary. Niu Ben was taken aback and asked, "What?" He broke up with Lu Xinyu? Why? Could it be that it has something to do with Ma Jing? As soon as several people heard about the new topic, they all focused their eyes on He Tao.

He Tao stretched his waist and replied: "She is in the business school in Shanghai, not close to here, once when I went out with a few high school classmates, they said, saying that Lu Xinyu is dressed up now, and he drives a Toyota sedan when he comes out and in, and he never lives in school, and she can only be seen in class, and she leaves after school, and rarely stays in school." High school classmates have been to her house, Lu Xinyu's family can not be more ordinary, I haven't heard of any relatives overseas, I occasionally know classmates to chat with her, she is also talkative, open and close her mouth is money, I think eighty percent is supported by which rich person. Niu Ben said indignantly: "This Lu Xinyu is too bottomless, right?" Yang Hong treats her well, she would rather be a junior for someone else than follow Yang Hong, what kind of thing is this? He Tao's voice came from the poplar forest: "We are all outsiders, and the vision and angle of seeing the problem are too limited." Everyone has their own difficulties, no one wants to show their side that they don't want others to know, Lu Xinyu can do this now, and he will definitely be better than others in the future, don't believe it and see. ”

"Blind in the dark, secretly drinking alone? Ikki opened the door for you? I don't know when, Song Kai pushed the door and entered the duty room, the room was pitch black, only a figure was drinking by himself. Yang Hong took the teapot from the table and handed it to Song Kai and said, "There is no food today, do you want to eat the strange beans?" Song Kai poured a glass of wine and touched Yang Hong, reached out and grabbed a few strange beans from the table and chewed them in his mouth, in the silent night, only heard the "creaking" sound made by chewing strange beans, like two mice. Song Kai picked up the wine bottle and looked at it with the help of the moonlight, and said suddenly: "Tut-tut, can't open the pot?" Have you drunk two pots? Not afraid of panic? Yang Hong pressed the backlight of the watch and looked at the time: "Don't be in a hurry to sleep, right?" It's almost twelve o'clock, have nothing to talk to me for a while? Song Kai picked up Yang Hong's wrist and looked at it, and asked, "I have gained a lot from going to Shanghai, and I have updated my equipment." I'm in a hurry, I'll talk to you for a while, are you deflated in Shanghai? ”

Yang Hong told Song Kai about the meeting with Lu Xinyu, and then asked, "Do you think this person will really become completely complete for money?" Song Kai drank the liquor in the cup and said lightly: "I can feel that you are not short of money, let's talk about your family's situation today, if you can trust me, let me know you again." "With his understanding of Song Kai's previous life, he knows about his family's situation, and he is not an angry youth or a person with extraordinary abilities; So he told him after a little processing of his own situation: "My family has relatives in Lizhu, and they have taken my family to do a small business, and they have earned some family business while the time is good, and my father and mother are running an auto repair business, and there are two houses in the family, and there is a shop, and the money can only be said to be enough to spend, and there is more than enough to be less than the bottom." I'll tell you one person, don't tell outsiders, don't let those with ulterior motives know, it will cause endless trouble. Song Kai smiled: "You are still well versed in the world, and you are a person with a city government, unlike me, who is sharp and spends money twice, and is targeted by others." Let me also tell you about me, my family has a business and a worker, so I don't need to expand on it, just like your family, they are all small businesses; There are some immovable property, some movable property, and we are all poor people who can barely make ends meet, right? ”

Yang Hong and Song Kai glanced at each other, and after confirming their eyes with the help of moonlight, the two laughed loudly. Then Yang Hong made a silent gesture: "Shhh...... It's a little quieter, and those who don't know think this house is haunted. You're so funny, just because I've heard about your consumption, I know you're not small; I can't imagine that you and I are capsized in the gutter, so let's sympathize with each other. People are more damned than people, goods are better than goods should be thrown, I treated Lu Xinyu in the wrong way, according to her logic, she walked on the road and had my responsibility, I especially want to find someone to ask what I did wrong? Song Kai put down the teapot in his hand and asked rhetorically: "Whether you are right or wrong, it's all in the past, do you want to participate in the moral selection conference?" Yang Hong corrected: "No, no, no, this is very important to me, and it will affect my judgment of myself; If I'm wrong, do you want to see me go further and further down the wrong path? Now if it's just a deviation, it can't be seen in the short term, but what if it's in the long term? Now that no one has woken me up, what will I do when I enter the society in the future? What should I do if I get stuck at that time? ”

Song Kai found that Yang Hong was serious, put away his smile and said, "You are indeed at fault, because you didn't think from other standpoints." For example, if you see a person who is about to starve to death in a deserted place, and this person is dying, you give him a gold bar and encourage him, and then you get into the car and drive away, and finally this person starves to death; Your conscience does not condemn itself because you think you have done a good deed, and you can stand on the moral high ground and speak out against those who criticize you. But have you ever wondered what he really needs? Don't refute me first, and then let's talk about Deer Heart Feather. For Lu Xinyu, maybe what she really needs is not money, or she doesn't want to get money directly through you, what she really needs is your care and care for her, let's put it this way, even if you are with her every day just eating, sleeping and watching TV, like an old husband and wife, at least you are by her side. You don't think you took the money out of your pocket directly, but found her a rich man to support her, if I were Lu Xinyu, I would definitely think that you gave me this money through that person, I am short of money You know, now that you give me money, then I can't hold my head up in front of you, we are not husband and wife, you have no obligation to help me. Let me guess that when Lu Xinyu got the so-called salary, she didn't get happiness in her heart, thinking about what your attitude towards her would be in the future, this kind of psychology would cause her to become sensitive; You told me that she is a good girl, maybe at some point after you talk about your ideals in life or dismiss her views, she will doubt your feelings for her, whether it is love or pity? ”

"Don't go on first, let me interrupt, why does Lu Xinyu think that I gave the money, I did find a boss for her, this boss is still my friend, and it is really his salary." Yang Hong interrupted Song Kai's remarks and defended himself. "You, raise your hand before you speak next time, you should know in elementary school. I went on to say, what you said may not be true, according to what you said before, Lu Xinyu can earn tens of thousands of dollars just by running business for this company and drinking with customers? can pay tens of thousands of dollars to employees, how much do you have to earn as a boss? Why should the boss listen to you, are you the boss or is he the boss? ”

Seeing that Yang Hong bowed his head and was silent, Song Kai continued: "Lu Xinyu is dissatisfied with this, but you are the decision-maker, since she accepted your alms, you should pretend to be more like you, why do you tell others that you are bankrupt?" Even if you say that you should have introduced her to a job, I guess you said that bankruptcy is. Now that Lu Xinyu has got your money, her heart has become complicated, and she thinks that she will accompany you, and she will accompany others, and others will give her more, and she can get network resources when she becomes a mistress, which is a more cost-effective deal. ”

"You're right, but you still haven't answered me, why did he leave me? That's what I care about, don't say it's useless! "Yang Hong felt like he was being forced into a corner, and he suddenly became upset." Don't worry, since you want to talk about it, it's good to say it. Because what, the answer is that I can't understand you! I can't understand you anymore, how did your money come from, what are you usually doing, these situations are not concerned when a friend doesn't care, and you can ignore it when you are a concubine, but when you are a girlfriend, you will think about the future, and the living environment makes her anxious and sensitive, she hasn't done anything wrong, I advise you to find the next one, you are not a person of the world at all, you can chase anyone on campus on your terms, why do you have to hang yourself from a tree? With a new one in your arms, you will naturally forget your old lover, and time will dilute everything; Let it go, it's good to get together now, and it won't be embarrassing to meet in the future, maybe someone can help whom. ”

Song Kai's point of view was sharp, although Yang Hong was beaten with a stick, it was also a stick that woke him up. In the past, he was always naΓ―ve to think that he had hurt Lu Xinyu in a simple and rude and wrong way, and this guilt haunted him for a long time, circling around the mistake, like a puppy chasing his own tail; After Song Kai's analysis, it suddenly became clear that if Lu Xinyu was really a big strip that didn't care about small details, if her parents were as sensible as Xiaoxiao, maybe they wouldn't be bothered about money, maybe they didn't know Yang Hong's family background...... Missing is missing, a slap doesn't make a sound, Lu Xinyu is not coerced to be Lao Zheng's lover, everyone has their own choice, adults have to pay for their choices, I paid for her, one to the left and one to the right, even if it is for Xue Peng not to be harassed by Lao Zheng. Looking back now, Xue Peng has done a lot for himself, and if he causes trouble to him because of his own selfish interests, his conscience will be condemned.