Ma Jing sobbed softly, but soon regained her composure: "I stayed at home for one night during the Chinese New Year this year and left, the relatives who loved me the most have left me forever, and the shadow of childhood has always been with me, like a shadow and like a playmate, I follow me wherever I go...... My grandmother left me all her possessions, plus the pocket money my parents gave me, which was enough for me to eat and drink, but I still felt lonely, because ...... "Because of the lack of self-confidence, I can only wrap my fragile heart with a hard exterior to avoid any harm, right?" Yang Hong leaned in her ear and said softly.

Ma Jing turned to look at Yang Hong, there were still tears on her face, and the two looked at each other. After confirming their eyes, the two hugged each other tacitly like husband and wife, and Yang Hong stretched out his hand to the bedside table......

The man looked at his lover as if he was asleep, Ma Jing lay on Yang Hong's chest excitedly, and his index finger played with his necklace casually: "I thought you were a righteous gentleman, I originally divided you into the camp of Liu Xia Hui, and I couldn't think of it and couldn't resist the temptation." Do you guys all want to be your partner's first man? ”

Yang Hong stroked her long hair and replied, "Don't talk too much, which man can resist your temptation?" Besides, such a beautiful girl, you are only allowed to move your hand by mistake, that is the biggest insult to you, anyway, I can't resist you. It doesn't matter to me how many times you're you, the past doesn't equal the future, and it's not very friendly to look at people with colored glasses, at least I won't do that. ”

Ma Jing pretended to be angry: "How many times, how can I have so many men?" I was in junior high school for the first time, and then there was no one until I met you...... Brother Yang, I didn't expect you to be a hospitable person, and often bring girls back, right? What's in the bedside table can't be your roommate's, right? ”

Yang Hong hurriedly explained: "It's not my roommate's, this is my house, Lu Xinyu last year...... I forgot to throw it away, I was afraid of you just now, if I don't like it, I'll dispose of it now. ”

Ma Jing grimaced, looking at Yang Hong's nervous expression and felt a little funny: "Why do you still let Lu Xinyu take the blame for you?" Even if Lu Xinyu only came yesterday, it is in the past. Okay, okay, I'm not a calculating person, don't get nervous, I just asked casually. Didn't you just say that it's not good to look at people with colored glasses, and the past is not the same as the future. I admit that you were right just now, I really don't have much self-confidence, I haven't found a good way to heal myself for the time being, my family is not good, I have few friends around me, I don't look good, and I don't study well, these are all teachers' evaluations; The rest is even less to take, except for a little more pocket money than others, but it shouldn't be as much as yours. How do you have the confidence to teach me? ”

Yang Hong did not answer directly, but sat up straight, admiring Ma Jing's body with the help of the moonlight, and couldn't stop staggering. Ma Jing asked puzzledly: "You don't have any special fetishes, right?" Yang Hong took the initiative to help her cover the quilt: "What kind of world is this, a woman with a devil's body and an angel face actually lacks self-confidence?" Let Brother Yang unravel it for you, have you heard of the sour grape effect? A passing fox said that the grapes on that tree must have been sour. ”

Ma Jing thought that Yang Hong was going to tell a story again, and looked at him with expectant eyes, looking forward to the following. Yang Hong received feedback from his lover, and went on to say: "Since the opening up of the policy at the end of the last century, all localities have vigorously developed economic construction, which has naturally brought opportunities to those who are prepared, and these people have taken advantage of the diligence and efforts beyond others to obtain rich rewards. After all, the people who acquire wealth are in the minority, not the majority, and individuals will be jealous, which is in line with human nature and irreversible. The person who is accustomed to laughing at you or looking down on you is the fox who passes by under the tree, and he can't eat the grapes, and if the grapes on the tree can't eat them, it must be sour, and to put it bluntly, he is jealous of you. Because you and your family have something that they may not be able to achieve for the rest of their lives, jealousy will make them attack your weakness with words, and thus get short-term pleasure, which is the cause of your low self-esteem. To sum up, the problem is not with you, you think about it. ”

Ma Jing put away her naughtiness, seemed to have fallen into thought, walked around the bedroom, and kept saying: "So that's it, so it's like this......"

Yang Hong spread his hands and then said: "When I was in elementary school, there was a classmate in the class, that was the only rich child in our class, his father was the first batch to go to the sea to do business, but unfortunately this child did not study well, the teacher grabbed his weakness of not studying well, and reprimanded him in front of the whole class every day, and said that what is the use of having money at home, and embarrassing his parents if he doesn't study well, etc., every day's PUA, so that he can't raise his head in the class, is this child a little like you?" ”

Yang Hong paused, waiting for Ma Jing's feedback, Ma Jing sat on the sofa and motioned for him to continue. Yang Hong said: "This is the inevitable product of the rapid development of society, and I understand that this is a kind of labor pain. When society is developing at a high speed, the pace is too fast and the soul cannot keep up, a series of problems will arise, and psychological changes are one of them. But fortunately, at least at this stage, there is no need to label, otherwise people like you and me will be labeled, and everyone will have to look at us with colored glasses, and the environment on which we live will be destroyed, and there will be basically no way out. ”

Ma Jing returned to the bedside, leaned cross-legged on the head of the bed and asked, "Why don't these people find the reason from themselves?" I know a little bit about family things, my parents were in and out when they were young, and this family business was exchanged for their lives, although I don't like them very much, but there is no free lunch in the world. Why can't these joke readers get the life they want through their own efforts? ”

Judging from the age of eighteen or nineteen, Ma Jing's point of view is reasonable, young people have little contact with society, and do not know the hardships of life and the law of the jungle, Yang Hong is already an "adult", if the perspective of looking at the problem is the same as Ma Jing, it is better to find an opportunity to travel back to the future.

Looking at the "silly white sweet" with a question mark on his face, Yang Hong tried to persuade her: "Jingjing (almost called Jingjing), I pride myself on being mature among my peers, just because I have a little more contact with society, I have more capital." What does a person need to face first when stepping into society? It must be a matter of survival, how can you talk about ideals and dreams if you can't eat? And it is almost impossible for a person without any social resources and experience to obtain a rich family property in the shortest possible time. To put it simply, I am not as capable as you, and it is difficult to surpass you, but I can incite people like me around me to exclude you, so that you will not be able to move an inch in the circle of communication with me. You can't be angry with this kind of person, my grandfather has worked in the system for many years, and he said that there are more such people, especially in the workplace. ”

Ma Jing shook her head and thought for a long time, suddenly turned her hair up with her hands, and complained: "I'm annoyed, I'm annoyed, the amount of information is too much, I'm indigestion, let's talk about it later, when did society become so complicated?" ”

Yang Hong didn't answer, just looked at her quietly. Ma Jing threw the pillow for a while, and found that she didn't get emotional catharsis from doing so, so she rubbed her eyes and said, "Although I don't understand many places, I understand the places I care about the most." In the past, I always thought that I was doing something bad to make others hate me, it turned out that I was excluded because I was outstanding, listen to your words, and talk about OICQ for ten years, I think I should still live my own life and be the one I like, thank you Brother Yang, thank you for your kindness. ”

After speaking, he walked to the ground and gave Yang Hong a ninety-degree bow. Yang Hong stared at Ma Jing's legs and said with a wicked smile: "I did you such a big favor, just bow and forget it?" Well, let's talk about some affordability, right? How do you say to repay you Brother Yang? Tonight is a long night......" Ma Jing suddenly felt the smell of danger in the air, and was about to turn around and run out, Yang Hong rushed out of bed and hugged her: "Want to run?" This will let you know that I am ...... good."