Part 70 Can't stay when you should go, belated confession
Whether Xu Qiang finally fell into the legal net does not need to be discussed, and it is not the main content of this story. After Gu Jingjing experienced the "scumbag incident", she had no way to go back to school. After a night of thinking, I told my mother that I wanted to leave the city and go to work in the south. Even if the mother is reluctant, there is no better way to solve it now, after discussing it with her boyfriend, she gave Gu Jingjing 10,000 yuan and a mobile phone, for which the mother and daughter hugged their heads and cried, this is the cause and process of the whole thing.
Yang Hong couldn't calm down for a long time after hearing this, and asked, "Gu Jingjing, you chose to leave me at that time for such a scumbag?" Abandoning me, to be exact. Is it because I'm poor? Am I not good enough for you? You answer me! ”
Gu Jingjing poured out the words that were suffocated in her heart, and at this time she was much more relaxed, looked at the envelope on the table again, sighed and said, "I admit that I want to live a good life, this is not too much, right?" Many of my classmates are doing better than me, and they are either from good families or lucky. Before my parents divorced, I also fantasized about growing old with you and spending the rest of my life with you, and then my father's abandonment broke all my unrealistic illusions. ”
Gu Jingjing picked up the teacup and took a sip of cold tea, Yang Hong didn't answer, and waited quietly for her to say the following: "Do you know how my mother and I came over in those months?" It's just fresh in my memory. I have done the ultimate in saving, my daily food expenses should be controlled within five yuan, and I am hungry to watch others eat chicken legs, but what can I do? If you don't have enough to eat, you can only solve it by sleeping. You asked me if I left you because you were poor, and I was right. In my most difficult time, I really want to pin all my hopes on you, but you can only give me short-term happiness or help me solve the problem of eating in the short term, but you really can't solve the big problem. I admit that you are really good to me, but love alone can't solve practical problems, I used to boast that I was a person who only loves to be big, and when I encountered something, I realized that eating a full stomach is more real than anything else. Thank you for your love for me. You haven't told me how you have a car? Not cheap, right? ”
Since everything has been said about this, Yang Hong can only consider himself unlucky. Whether it was Lu Xinyu in front of Lu Xinyu or Gu Jingjing pretending to be poor in front of him, in the end, the two of them left him; Tell the truth honestly, and finally lead Ma Jing to return home...... It's better to talk about it, as for whether we can meet in the future, it completely depends on the will of God.
Yang Hong took out the driving license and driver's license from his shoulder bag and handed them to Gu Jingjing: "The driving license can be compared with the frame number of the vehicle, and I can stand up to inspection." I bought this car from a bankrupt company for 600,000 yuan, which is almost a new car, and the performance is very good, and it should cost about 900,000 yuan to buy a new car. ”
"Jeeps are so expensive? Did you win the lottery or did you rob the road? Jingjing didn't look at the driving license and driver's license, she believed that Yang Hong's words were true, but she was very curious about Yang Hong's purchasing power.
Yang Hong said with a complicated expression: "Since you have started, I will simply finish it at once." Before I went to university, I partnered with a friend in my hometown to do business, and the company ran very well, and the annual profit was considerable. Last year, we acquired some of the assets of a bankrupt company, as well as non-performing assets and personnel, from which we acquired the car. I remember mentioning to you that I talked about my girlfriend before you, and she chose to leave me because she felt pressured to join me; Later, after getting to know you, I deliberately concealed my true situation, and I didn't want you to be stressed because of external reasons. I didn't reach out to help you when you had an economic crisis, it was my fault, I solemnly apologize to you, if this apology comes in time......"
Gu Jingjing sat stupidly, and didn't slow down for a long time. She first smirked for a while, and then said to herself: "Why is my Gu Jingjing's life so bad, why does God want to toss me alone, where am I wrong?" I also imagine that my peers are the same, having a beautiful love, having a vigorous love, and having a boyfriend who I can rely on, why is it so difficult? ”
Then he asked reluctantly: "I'm alone now, I have nothing, I don't want to go to the south, I don't want to go to Shenzhen to suffer, can I still go back to you?" ”
Yang Hong knew that the girl in front of him had gone through too much, and the ordeal she suffered was not what she should have at this age, even if the two sides were barely reunited now, the crack still existed, which was a fact that could not be changed. Yang Hong broke her illusion and said in a low voice: "Jingjing, we really can't go back, let's not talk about whether I have a girlfriend by my side now, you and I can forget this past for a while, does it mean that nothing has happened?" We are all adults, you and I need to be responsible for what we have done, and it is impossible to turn back time (Yang Hong really has the face to say this)! ”
Gu Jingjing finally lost her last illusion, never made excessive demands with Yang Hong again, got up and put everything away and left. Two days later, the date of Gu Jingjing's departure came, Yang Hong came to see her off, in order to save her from the torment of the journey, Yang Hong helped her buy a train ticket for a soft sleeper, and Gu Jingjing gladly accepted. The two were waiting for the train on the platform, Gu Jingjing kept her head down, as if she was struggling with thoughts, Yang Hong asked her what she was worried about, she gritted her teeth, and finally said the biggest worry: "I'm about to leave, the end of the world is on each side, and whether it's good or bad in the future depends on luck." The only thing I didn't worry about was my mother, who said she wanted to marry my uncle next year or the year after, but I was afraid that she would have the same experience as me. Yang Hong, if you are still in Wuhan, can you go and see my mother, her address and phone number, I will send it to you. She doesn't even have a relative by her side, it's not easy for her mother, even if I beg you, I only have you by my side who can be trusted. ”
Yang Hong saw that she was sincere, and that it would not add any burden to him, so he nodded and agreed. Before getting on the train, Yang Hong looked around, pulled Gu Jingjing away from the crowd waiting for the train, handed her a red cloth bag and whispered: "Inside is my necklace, maybe it can be worth a few dollars, you can take it with you." It's not to leave a thought or anything, if you encounter any hurdles that you can't get over, don't be wronged, just sell it; If you have difficulties living over there, or need help, you can contact me at any time, my mobile phone number will not be changed. ”
Gu Jingjing blinked, nodded heavily, and put the red cloth bag into her close-fitting pocket. She wanted to say something more, but time did not allow, and the train signaled that it was about to leave the station. Thousands of words turned into a kiss, a shallow kiss, left on Yang Hong's face, in the city that he had loved and saddened. Gu Jingjing got into the car with a heavy backpack, she didn't lie on the window to say goodbye to Yang Hong, Yang Hong walked into the distance and watched quietly...... The train started and she left, leaving the city that made her sad and full of memories.