Chapter 163: Sincerity
When Bai Muyao walked out, she saw Chen Runze sleeping on the table in the living room.
Last night, after Chen Runze failed to treat Bai Muyao, he has been thinking hard about how to treat Bai Muyao.
On the white paper, countless acupuncture points are drawn.
Every line is a cure.
On paper, there are dozens of lines.
Although Bai Muyao couldn't understand what Chen Runze's lines meant, she could feel that Chen Runze wanted to cure her kind of sincerity.
"Miss, it's time to eat." Aunt Li walked over and whispered to Bai Muyao.
Bai Muyao nodded lightly, but did not move.
She looked at Chen Runze's sleeping appearance, and felt as if her heart had been lightly bumped by something.
In the past, because of Bai Muyao's physical condition, she would never let a man enter her heart.
She wouldn't even tell any man about her situation.
But what she didn't expect was that Chen Runze left a deep imprint in her heart.
"When he wakes up, let him go to the antechamber!" Bai Muyao looked at Aunt Li and said softly.
"Got it, miss." Aunt Li looked at Bai Muyao, and in her heart, she couldn't help but smile slowly.
As a person who has come over, she naturally has nothing she doesn't understand.
And Bai Muyao's eyes are exactly like a woman's dependence on a man.
When Chen Runze woke up, Aunt Li told Chen Runze to go to the front hall to eat.
Chen Runze nodded, supported his somewhat dizzy body, and went to eat.
When Chen Runze walked to the front hall, his expression couldn't help but be slightly stunned.
Originally, Chen Runze thought that Bai Muyao had finished eating, but what Chen Runze didn't expect was that the food on the table had not moved the chopsticks.
The rice porridge in front of Bai Muyao was even more cold.
"Isn't the food palatable, isn't it delicious?" Chen Runze asked a little nervously.
Chen Runze had turned off the five senses for Bai Muyao before, so he was a little worried, because he had turned off the five senses, which caused Bai Muyao to have no appetite for eating.
"No, the food is delicious, I just wanted to wait for you." Bai Muyao looked at Chen Runze and said slowly.
Hearing this, Chen Runze couldn't help but be slightly stunned.
Is it really good to be so sultry?
"The reason why I'm waiting for you is that I don't mean anything else, it's just that I haven't enjoyed the feeling of a normal person for a long time, and it's you who let me experience it once." Bai Muyao looked at Chen Runze and said softly.
Hearing this, Chen Runze's heart couldn't help but tremble slightly.
As a doctor, you generally have the ability to understand the pain of the patient.
And for an illness like Bai Muyao, although Chen Runze saw it for the first time, he could empathize with it.
For decades, I could feel it in the wee hours of the morning, and an extreme pain spread through my body.
This kind of feeling can definitely torture people crazy.
But Bai Muyao is still living well in such a state, and this ability has to be admired by Chen Runze.
If you were an ordinary person, I am afraid that I would have committed suicide countless times.
"I didn't cure your illness, I just shut down your five senses at that time, and your pain actually still exists, and it has not been resolved." Chen Runze looked at Bai Muyao and said with some guilt.
Yesterday, Chen Runze had been using various ways to solve the pain on Bai Muyao's body.
But no matter what method is used, Chen Runze has come up with a solution, Bai Muyao's disease is difficult to cure.
The reason why the previous treatment method failed was not because Chen Runze's treatment method was wrong.
The real reason is that the cold disease has been integrated into Bai Muyao's bloodline.
There were traces of cold air all over her body.
It is extremely difficult to get rid of it completely.
"It's okay, at least you've given me hope, and it's really content." Bai Muyao's eyes were filled with a touch of open-mindedness.
In other words, this kind of open-mindedness is a feeling that has been tempered after countless disappointments.
"Let's eat!" Bai Muyao looked at Chen Runze and urged softly.
Chen Runze nodded, didn't say anything more, and silently drank a big mouthful of porridge.
When eating, Bai Muyao often peeked at Chen Runze.
"Why, she is Zhang Nan's boyfriend!" A sad feeling surged up in Bai Muyao's heart.
And Chen Runze is the same, in the short contact with Bai Muyao, he feels that Bai Muyao is not a bad woman.
Even, it's good.
Even a big man can't endure the inhuman pain and torture for ten years.
But Bai Muyao did it, and did it very well.
Her mental state, her in all aspects, is a very good woman.
"I'm a little curious, why do you have such a big conflict with Zhang Nan?" Chen Runze looked at Bai Muyao and couldn't help but ask in a deep voice.
Hearing this, Bai Muyao also put down the spoon in the porridge bowl.
"Because of my illness, my personality is very cold and arrogant, and I am very isolated in the class." Bai Muyao looked at Chen Runze and narrated eloquently.
Chen Runze nodded lightly, this Bai Muyao is a person who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside.
If you don't know her personality traits, you will definitely regard Bai Muyao as a very dragging person.
"And because of my parents, my playmate since childhood was only Zhang Nan, and after I was isolated again, she told the rest of the class about my illness." Bai Muyao clenched her fists and said.
When he was talking, Chen Runze could feel the indignation that was about to come out of his chest from Bai Muyao's tone of narration.
"But Zhang Nan is for your good, you are cold and arrogant because you are sick." Chen Runze looked at Bai Muyao and said in a deep voice.
Hearing this, Bai Muyao smiled coldly, "For my good, yes, in the eyes of outsiders, it does seem to be for my good, but after she said it, I became a freak, a poor worm who wants to be pitied by others, do you understand?" ”
Chen Runze was choked up and speechless for a while.
In this matter, he can more or less understand Bai Muyao.
Many times, in the name of your good, we force others to do what we think is right.
Chen Runze has been practicing medicine for many years, and he knows that some patients don't like to be crowned the most, you are sick, you are old, or you can't do this.
Such patients are often like Bai Muyao, who have a strong personality.
"Alright, I'm done!" Bai Muyao stood up and left a sentence.
The conversation just now made her feel a little unhappy.
However, Bai Muyao couldn't let go, this feeling of becoming a normal person.
Last night's sound sleep was something Bai Muyao had never experienced in all these years.
She really, can't put it down!
"You'll be here tonight, right?" Bai Muyao looked at Chen Runze and added.