362 Night Talk
Mu Xingzhi naturally didn't understand Su Qingluan's "nonsense literature" that was once very popular in her previous life, so she frowned and thought about the subtle difference between the first half of her sentence and the second half of the sentence.
Or is there a deep reference to half of the sentence?
After thinking for a long time, Mu Xingzhi smiled bitterly and shook his head: "This sentence is more subtle, I don't know what Qingluan has a deep meaning?" ”
It was the first time for Su Qingluan to see Mu Xingzhi's real confused look, and couldn't help but sigh: What is the temptation that seems to be unintentional! What is a crooked head kill! If you don't clearly understand that this harmless guy in front of you is definitely a ruthless guy with a black heart, you must be shaken, right?
Even if you know that the other party is likely to be a guy with a bad personality, you still can't hate it......
Thinking so, Su Qingluan smiled and said, "Actually, there is no difference between the two sentences before and after - I just want to see you think like this, what is the deep meaning." ”
After saying that, he also showed a mischievous expression and stuck out his tongue.
Mu Xingzhi shook his head helplessly and asked, "How do you know that I'm 'not suitable for marriage'?" I don't think my appearance is ugly, and I can be regarded as a little bit of knowledge and family resources, so where is it not suitable? ”
Su Qingluan said speechlessly: "Is this the point?" The point is, you wouldn't choose to live in peace with an ordinary woman in this poor country, right? ”
"Oh?" Mu Xingzhi raised his eyebrows, "How can you see it?" ”
"That's what you told me to say, don't count me as imbalanced." Su Qingluan drew a way first, meaning that Mu Xingzhi would not be unhappy for a while.
Seeing that the other party nodded in acquiescence, he spoke again: "You don't care what your original identity is, but you are willing to pretend to be a person who is not good at walking, and you have been dormant in this poor country for many years-listen to your father's mother, you lived here seven or eight years ago-definitely not to find a rural peasant girl here to live an ordinary life." ”
Seeing Mu Xingzhi's "you continue" expression, she sighed: "For you, whether it is marriage or your own emotions, it is not important compared to what you really want to achieve. So your in-laws, even just concubines, have to be well thought out to get you the most value. ”
"Could it be that Qingluan thinks he has no 'value'?" Mu Xingzhi teased.
"I naturally have my value, otherwise you wouldn't cooperate with me, wouldn't you," Speaking of this, Su Qingluan's smile was a little flying pride, Mu Xingzhi felt that it was not the pride of Chengzhu, nor the arrogance of pretentiousness, before he could figure it out, Su Qingqing had already continued, "But, who said that if it is valuable, it must be chosen by you and exchanged for marriage?" ”
"It turns out that Qingluan actually regards the love between men and women in marriage as so important?" Mu Xingzhi was a little surprised, in his opinion, Su Qingluan seemed to be unconcerned.
Of course, it's not that she is ruthless to everything - for example, she cares about the Su family. It's just that Mu Xingzhi always feels that Su Qingluan's "concern" for the people around him is always separated by a layer of intangible things that he doesn't know what it is, so Su Qingluan seems to be looking at everything around him, it's just ...... What is it like?
Su Qingluan's voice intended Mu Xingzhi's contemplation: "On the contrary, I don't think I can find someone who is completely compatible with me." In modern times, she already feels that "true love is hard to find", not to mention that after thousands of years, the huge gap in time alone is already an insurmountable barrier.
What other differences in personality and three views are already negligible in the face of this huge chasm cut by the giants of time.
"However, even so," Su Qingluan took a sip of the tea in front of him, "Even if you can't do 'love and affection', at least you have to achieve a second-class 'mutual support', right?" can't be the only person who can't be replaced by each other, and it's not bad to be a pair of partners who can fight the wind and rain together and keep warm together? ”
"Wouldn't it be more appropriate for me to do this?" Mu Xingzhi was a little confused, "I can definitely guarantee that you will not be affected by any wind and rain, and even your family can rest assured." ”
"Where is there so much 'peace of mind'?" Su Qingluan shrugged, "Naturally, you have to bear as much as you enjoy." If I completely surrender myself and my family to someone who is too powerful for me to resist, what if one day 'he' doesn't want to protect us anymore? Maybe I've forgotten how to walk on my own because I've been living under someone else's wing for so long. ”
It's not that Su Qingluan is too pessimistic, but it really comes from the feelings of his previous life.
When she was young, she was not without envy of those children who lived a rich life and had both parents. Later, she was adopted by the master, although the other party always had some confrontation with her because of her age, but the master and her mother were both kind and wise people, so they would pull her together to discuss it slowly.
That time was the happiest time in Su Qingluan's previous life, and she thought that this time would last forever.
However, it is a pity that later the two elders left, and the place that Su Qingluan had always regarded as "home" disappeared, and then she was seriously ill and made money for treatment alone......
During this period, some of the master's and master's mother's reasons gave her a lot of help, compared to those who were left in the hospital by their relatives and ignored, Su Qingluan felt that she was lucky enough.
So Su Qingluan gradually began not to rely on others, and gradually began to learn to be satisfied, and cherished everything he already had, until he was like this.
So......
Su Qingluan retracted his distant gaze and looked at Mu Xingzhi again: "So I won't completely hand over my life, whether it's you or anyone else." ”
"It's okay not to be heart-to-heart, at least find someone who makes people feel warm – although I'd rather not get married if I could."
This is the first time Mu Xingzhi has heard a girl the age of cardamom who is determined not to get married. Although it may seem deviant to others, and in the eyes of some old masters, it is even more likely to be angrily denounced as "moral corruption", but Mu Xingzhi actually felt that "if the other party is Su Qingluan, it is also normal."
So he asked, "If you don't get married, where do you want to go?" ”
"Build a big ship and go to sea!" Su Qingluan's eyes lit up, "I heard that there is another continent on the other side of the sea, and there are all kinds of creatures on it that are not available in our land, I want to go and see it!" "Her peppers, her corn, her potatoes, her tomatoes!!
…… Well, although there are other precious items, for a foodie, it is still the food that is more attractive.