Wishing is still standing downstairs, more than 20 meters away from Jiangchuan.

But in Jiang Chuan's eyes, these more than 20 meters are beyond the limit in this life.

How could someone like him be willing to walk more than 20 meters for him. I guess I'm afraid he's dead.

Jiang Chuan lowered his head and sneered. Took another puff.

Xu Yuan was stunned there just now, and now she reacted when she saw him smoking, she rushed over, and more than 20 meters used the fastest speed in her life.

Someone's coming.

"What are you smoking? What's wrong! The one who made the wish was strong, threw his cigarette to the ground and stepped on it.

What Jiang Chuan saw was someone breaking in, and his shattered life.

"What's wrong? Is something wrong? Tell me about it! I've had a lot of free days. ”

What Jiang Chuan thought in his heart was: "Is this true? But how could anyone be willing to pick up the broken me. ”

Jiang Chuan shook his head and said that it was okay.

"I believe you? Spit on the line on the ground? ”

There were two clear drops of water on the marble floor.

"yes."

How can you believe a wish? Now Jiang Chuan's eyes are red.

"You just have to be stubborn, it's no good to be stubborn."

"How do you know it's no good?"

Jiang Chuan's every word was fiercely pierced into the wishing heart.

Wishing decided to tell Jiang Chuan about her previous incident, not for any reason, but because she knew that being stubborn was not good.

Wishing reached out and grabbed Egawa's right hand and ran under the dim street lamp. Jiang Chuan did not relent. But still run with him.

From God's point of view, it is one, looking at a clean girl who wants to bring a boy out of the darkness who is deep in the mire.

Wishing to take Egawa to the wooden seat of the community.

"Are you idle now?" Make a wish with a serious face.

"Idle, I'll be idle for you all the time."

"Then don't bother me halfway through!"

"Okay, classmate Xiao Xu" Jiang Chuan returned to his old hanger.

"Do you know why I have good grades and I have to transfer schools? Do you have to transfer to a city? Still not staying with your parents? ”

Jiang Chuan was stunned, he hadn't thought about this.

"Because when I was a freshman in high school, I was bullied on campus."

Jiang Chuan's pupils dilated, remembering that she had been so to Xu Yi before, with a look of disbelief.

"It's just because I'm tough-tempered. There should be a guy who likes me, but a girl who likes that guy. I didn't like the guy and turned him down, but the girl thought I had disgraced the boy. Then he started bullying me. ”

Egawa choked.

"Actually, there was another time when I was a child, when I was in the sixth grade of elementary school, the girls in my class were more reckless. Because I prefer one person, it's not because I want to be a maverick, it's because there is no one in that class that I particularly like to play. And then I was also bullied by the school. That's why my aunt was so excited last week. ”

Jiang Chuan wanted to say something, but every sentence choked in his throat and couldn't come out.

He made a wish and smirked at Jiang Chuan, and his eyes were red.

Jiang Chuan felt that he should comfort her now, so he asked, "Didn't you resist?" When Xu Can was there this time, didn't you resist? ”

"yes, I resisted. And then on. ”

A tear fell from Wish's left eye, and he gently brushed it away with his left hand. It seems that I have become accustomed to indifference.

"Then my own mother, who is related to me by blood, asked me for a day off and took me home to fight. My dad did the same, but it was light compared to my mom. ”

Now Jiang Chuan feels that they are in the same disease. So he asked the wish: "Then how did you survive?" ”

"In junior high school, I started to get in touch with novels in junior high school, and I don't know why, but I feel that my world has become wider, and I feel that I no longer only have the shackles that my parents gave me. It is also the blue sky and the white clouds. ”

"Isn't that nice?" Egawa leaned back on the chair with his hands behind his head.

"My mother felt that the novel was delaying my study, so I tore it up page by hand. I don't know if you can imagine that the person who is closest to me in this world scolded the person I love the most in the most vicious language he can think of. ”

Jiang Chuan was speechless: "Then what will you do after that?" Are you willing? ”

"How can you give it up? After every tear, I would go through all the trash cans in our area. I feel like there's always that one percent hope that I'll find a fragment of a book. But no, I don't know where she left it. All I know is that she threw me away. ”

“。。。。。。。。”

"And then I got sick."

"What disease?"

"Psychiatric, depression, bipolar disorder."

"Why, because of those two things." Jiang Chuan began to cautiously probe.

Although the face of the wish did not change, the tears kept flowing.

"When I was in the ninth grade, I started to have insomnia, dreams, shaking hands, poor concentration, and couldn't attend class at all. Then I went to the hospital. ”

Make a wish to stand up, not wanting Jiang Chuan or anyone else to see his embarrassed appearance. Because this is who she has changed with great difficulty. But she knew that she was still the same, that she was falling, just yesterday every day.

"Did you get back to where you are now?"

"No, I'm drinking a lot, those pills don't do me much, I have to take six and a half sleeping pills every night. It can only enter light sleep. ”

"I've actually been to your room, and when the air conditioner in your room broke down last week, I went to pick up the line for you. I see your shelves full of novels. Tutorial books and stuff are piled up on the floor. It should be better away from your parents. ”

"yes, it's much better. Because in this way, at least until death is free, only free souls can wander in the wilderness, and nothing else is far away. So before I left, I told my dad not to be like me, sad to the end, and I don't know where it is if I want to touch my heart. ”

Jiang Chuan understood that Wishing was the same as him, a hard-working person. They all came out of the glass shards. There are wounds all over your body, so you can only look less sad if you wrap yourself tightly.

Jiang Chuan released "The Story of Mercury", planning to make a wish to tell him about himself. But he still hesitated, because the wish may have been told to many people. But he didn't. Never.

The two of them listened quietly to the song,

When the lyrics are put on

"How far is it to enter your heart? How long will it take to give you closer? ”

A wish came suddenly

"How long will it take me to save up enough money to buy back the happiness I've lost all these years. And how much longer. ”

Jiang Chuan was stimulated, like a marshmallow, which exploded and wrapped his heart the moment it touched his heart.

"yes, how much longer?"

"Then Xiao Xu, listen to my nagging for a while." Jiang Chuan said with a smile to make a wish.