"That's why you hate dogs?"

"Of course not!" Wu Dana leaned against the security door, still holding the bottle of wine in his hand: "I have a bad record, I was fired from the factory, and I can only drag my half-crippled legs to sweep the streets and pick up garbage." But even so, they refused to let me go, and they drove the wild dogs to my side, and instigated them to bite me, so that I was afraid of them from the bottom of my heart. I hate not dogs, but people who stand behind wild dogs and bully me, mock me, and laugh at me. ”

"You can't do anything with them but to turn your anger on those dogs?"

"I could have killed them, my life was rotten, and it was not a pity to die. But I can't kill it, they say that Huang Rui went abroad, that she has my child, that she insists on keeping that child. I don't know if it's true or not, but I think that as long as I'm alive, it's possible for her to come back, and it's possible for me to see her, to see our children. I'm not going to bother with her life now, I'm not going to let her know I exist, I just want to see her from afar. But the wait was too long, and they were always bullying me, and in order to live well, I had to do things that made them more annoying and afraid of me. ”

"They're already scared of you, and I've heard that because of you, the whole community doesn't have dogs." Li Fei looked at him: "You have scared them to this extent, why do you have to put such a heavy hand on that poor dog?" ”

"Because I want you to notice me." Wu Dana looked at Li Fei with his broken eye: "Do you see anything in this room?" Those were all left behind by dogs. ”

Li Fei shrugged his shoulders and said that he saw it, but was puzzled by his behavior.

"Man is the most terrible creature in the world." Wu Dana looked at his hands: "At first, I just wanted people to be afraid of me, to keep them away from my life, and to let me wait quietly for the person I wanted to wait. Slowly, I realized that I had changed, and I wanted to put every dog I saw to death. ”

Wu Dana's eyes were red, and there was a hint of madness.

"I was so excited when I was baited and I was happier than I had ever been when I saw the carcasses of the dogs. Gradually, I was no longer satisfied with them, I began to beat them, with all kinds of tools, I liked to listen to those dog barks, mixed with the pain of the dog barking, those sounds made me feel extremely powerful, I seemed to become a god who can rule over all things. ”

"You're sick and you should see a doctor." Looking at Wu Dana's crazy eyes, Li Fei came to a conclusion - this person has extremely serious psychological problems.

"Sick? That's right, I was sick, I asked the doctor and they said I had a problem. Wu Dana stretched out five fingers, looked at them and felt that something was wrong, and turned five into ten: "They said that at least this money must be used to see a doctor, I have no money, I can't see a doctor, but I am getting sicker and sicker." When I took the skin off, I felt like I was finished, and I fell in love with that feeling. ”

"Dana Wu!"

"Shh Wu Dana sighed lightly: "I didn't kill that dog, it's a dog dealer, I just happened to meet it." I thought it was pitiful, and I buried it in that unfinished building. I endured, I tried to restrain myself, but it was so tempting that I could only dig it out and dismember it to pieces in this hall. My hands are very light, I am very careful, I even taught myself about it, such as veterinary pathological anatomy, I am very smart, I learned those things a lot. ”

"I can find a way to get you to the doctor." Li Fei took a step forward: "Since it is an illness, you must be able to take care of it, Wu Dana, you have to be well, you have to wait for the person you like to come back." ”

"She can't come back, she's dead, she can't come back." Wu Dana covered her face and cried: "I met her cousin, she was the only one who supported me and Huang Rui back then, and even the money for our elopement was secretly given to us by her." She is old, very happy, full of children and grandchildren, but Huang Rui and I stayed on that day forever. No, not that day, it's that year. ”

There was a light in Dana's eyes, a light of disappointment, a light of despair.

"That year, I was locked up in the warehouse by the factory director, I bit the dog to death, the dog bit me, and I changed from a human to a ghost. In that year, she was sent to the countryside by her parents, and she was born prematurely and had a difficult birth, and neither she nor the child were saved. I've been to the countryside and haven't found her and her child's graves, and I know I'll have to go to the next life if I want to see her. ”

Li Fei felt uncomfortable in his heart, for Wu Dana's bumpy fate, he wanted to comfort him, but he felt that the words of comfort were a little pale.

This is his life, a life that cannot be healed in words.

Li Fei was silent, and Wu Dana was also silent.

It wasn't until Li Fei couldn't stand the smell in the living room that Wu Dana spoke again.

"I thought about death, but the knife was all across my neck, but I didn't have the courage to cut it. You see, I'm a coward, I didn't hesitate to kill a dog, and I was scared when I killed myself. I don't want to die, even though I hate the world and my own life. I'm a bad person, an unlikable person, but I'm a person like me, and I still want to live. Sure enough, as they say, the older you get, the more afraid you are of death. ”

"It's human nature to be afraid of death, I'm a criminal policeman, and I'm also afraid of death, but this doesn't prevent me from being a good criminal policeman. Although you are not kind to dogs, you have not bullied people, and in a way, you are not a bad person, you can only be regarded as a poor person. ”

"Poor man?" Wu Dana smiled: "Then you can save me, the poor man, you take me away, lock me up, you can lock me up wherever you want." Really, if you don't lock me up, I'm going to kill someone. Killing dogs doesn't give me pleasure anymore. If I have a demon living in my heart, it is about to come out, and I can't control it anymore. ”

"Okay, I'll help you find a place to live for you." Li Fei slowly squatted down: "The last two questions, as long as you answer me, I will take you away." ”

"What's the problem?" Wu Dana staggered to his feet: "My adoptive father left me a house when he left, and I used the money from the sale of the house to buy this one that I can live in now." I went to my mother, she died many years ago, and my half-brother was no better off than me, and I didn't recognize him. I have no relatives in this world, and if I need money to settle me, I can take this house and buy it, and I will sign a power of attorney for you. ”

"It's not about money." Li Fei looked at Wu Dana: "Have you heard of the case of human skin lanterns?" Does that human skin have anything to do with you? ”

Wu Dana shook his head: "I only picked the dog skin." ”

"The second question, what do you have with Zhao Yang, did you wipe the dog blood on his hands? What is your purpose? ”

"I wiped it." Wu Dana carried the wine bottle and staggered to his feet: "He was an accident, I didn't want to do anything to him, I know you are not stupid, you must be able to find out, I just gave him a lesson, I hope he can be a good man and be a good person." ”