The two live broadcasts are not long together, not even more than two hours, but strangely, Lin Baichuan's mood has changed a lot.

Obviously, the anchor didn't interact with them, and he didn't even pour them any chicken soup for the soul, but somehow, the sadness and misanthropy that Lin Baichuan originally pressed in his heart gradually dissipated, just like a gust of wind suddenly blowing in the spring, the soft and warm spring breeze gradually blew away those bad emotions, and his mind calmed down all of a sudden.

Even there was a faint strength in his heart, as if a voice was faintly telling him: Don't be sad, don't be sad, it's no big deal, since you think no one loves you, then you should love yourself, you are only 18 years old, the road of life is very long, you should cheer up and walk well. Believe in yourself, and one day, you will have a warm, loving family.

The eyes fell on those barrages, so is this a live broadcast room of the pastoral healing system?

Lin Baichuan's eyes were stunned, and suddenly his hands covered his face, tears slanted out from his fingers, and he whimpered slightly, like an abandoned puppy with nowhere to go, sad, sad, painful, and dazed.

His back curled up slightly, his face buried in his knees, crying bitterly, venting the emotions that had been held in his heart for so many days.

I don't know how long it took, but the whimpering quieted down and gradually stopped again.

The boy slowly raised his head, he tilted his head, rested his head against the cold wall, and reached out to wipe all the tears from his face.

Through the bangs, it seems that I saw a ray of sunlight quietly seeping in through the gap in the window, which is not strong, but it cannot be ignored, bringing a ray of light to this dim room.

At that moment, the boy seemed to have finally figured out something.

After that, he picked up his mobile phone, silently clicked on it, and placed an order for 10 catties of cabbage.

The boy struggled to get up from the ground, cleaned up the room full of wine bottles and garbage, opened the curtains, pushed open the window, and received the long-lost sunlight in the room.

After changing his clothes, he picked up his mobile phone, and the live broadcast room was just coming to an end, and Xie Ning was saying "See you next time in the live broadcast".

Putting the mobile phone in his pocket and carrying his schoolbag, Lin Baichuan opened the door, raised his head, met the eyes of the early morning, breathed the air of early spring, all the boredom in his heart, and the world-weary mood seemed to disappear after that live broadcast and that pain, replaced by endless courage for life, he decided to start a new life, belonging to a single person, you can also have a delicious life, a new life, just start with a good class......

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Shainin turned off the live broadcast, although there are still many people in the barrage who are asking her to serve more dishes, and they have not photographed them before, but the number of cabbages is currently limited, and she does not plan to sell more on the Internet.

"Dad, you and your second brother should go back first, I made an appointment with a friend, and I planned to get together, and I rode away with the electric car." Shainin thought of the outpatient clinic of the health center he had made an appointment.

Comrade Lao Xie glanced at her, paused for a few seconds, and then said, "Okay, let's go." ”

"Thank you, Dad." After saying goodbye to Comrade Xie and his second brother, and leaving the store, Xie Ning rode an electric car to the health center.

The health center, just in the town, is a small three-story building, I heard that it has been expanded, although there is no department, but a lot of medical equipment has been added, like some ordinary, routine examinations, can be done in the town health center.

Shainin's appointment for the outpatient clinic does not have a fixed time, but today, as long as you come today, you can see it.

Seeing that the one in front came out, and no one else went in behind, Xie Ning went in with some apprehension.

In front of him was a middle-aged male doctor in his forties and fifties, wearing a white coat and a mask.

"Hello, I made an appointment to see a doctor today, my name is Shainin." Shainin sat down and said.

The middle-aged doctor nodded, checked the computer, and there was indeed an appointment for Shaining, and when he looked at Shain, his tone was a little softer, "Is there something uncomfortable?" “

Xie Ning pursed his lips and said slowly: "I just think that my stomach may not be right, it seems to be a little bulging, I have eaten more recently, and I am more likely to be sleepy, so I will see if there is something wrong with my stomach." ”

The middle-aged doctor looked at Xie Ning carefully, and then asked, "How old is the little girl, is she married?" ”

"Huh?" Xie Ning was a little confused, why did she suddenly ask this, but she still answered honestly, "27, not married yet." ”

"Where's my boyfriend?"

"Not either."

"Okay, I know, you stretch out your hand and I'll give you a pulse, and then do a B-ultrasound examination to see what is going on in your stomach."

"Okay."

Xie Ning stretched out his hand to give him a pulse, and somehow, he felt that not long after the doctor's hand was put up, he looked up at her, and there was something strange in his eyes, as if the doctor seemed to know her situation well.

When the doctor withdrew his hand, Xie Ning still asked a little worriedly: "Doctor, ...... my condition?"

"I did a B ultrasound first, and then I can say okay, and then I can be concretely determined."

“…… Good. ”

Then the doctor got up and went outside with the list, and when he came back, he brought back a nurse and asked her to follow the nurse to check it.

Xie Ning followed the nurse to another place, lying on the bed, his clothes were lifted, and a layer of things was wiped on his stomach......

Xie Ning was lying down, wanting to wait quietly for the result, but she didn't expect that in the next second, the nurse's words made her stunned on the spot.

"It turns out that you have two little babies in your belly, no wonder your belly is bulging at three months."

"What?"

Xie Ning's head was a little dizzy, what two little babies, what three months of belly bulge.

……

"The fact is that you see this, you're pregnant, and it's twins, it's 14 weeks now, and they're all doing pretty well." Xie Ning returned to the outpatient clinic with the B-ultrasound list, and after handing over the list to the doctor, he got such words.

Shainin's hand on his knee curled up slightly, "So, it's not that I have a stomach problem, but I have a child, or two?" ”

"Yes."

Xie Ning was stunned, he couldn't tell what he felt in his heart, there was probably a feeling of a stone falling to the ground, as if the dust had finally settled on something that had been erratic and uncertain before.

In fact, she had thought about whether she would be pregnant, she was not a fool, her previous symptoms were indeed similar, but because she was determined to break off with Qin Jun, she subconsciously denied that possibility.

I have a good appetite, eat a lot, and I am easily sleepy, so it turns out that I have a child in my belly.

The belly bulges at three months because there are two babies in the belly, not one.

Xie Ning suddenly felt a kind of confusion, she didn't know what to do? How does it feel for her family to know that she is pregnant out of wedlock, or even without a boyfriend? What should she do with the two babies in her belly, her father is Qin Jun's two babies?

She couldn't be sure what would happen to her and Qin Jun in the future, but what she could be sure of was that she didn't want to give up the two children in her womb, even if she really didn't have any contact with Qin Jun in the future, even if she didn't marry anyone in the future and took the baby alone, she didn't want to give up on them.