Chapter 66: Relief and Redemption
At this time, Jing Qingyu was still sitting on the ground, curled up, holding her knees with one hand, her head resting on her knees, and holding the lit mobile phone in the other hand.
What was displayed on the phone was Shainin's selfishness that had just replied to her.
At night, the room without lights was pitch black, only the mobile phone was emitting a faint light, reflecting the girl's tear-stained face.
Time ticks and ticks, and seconds pass.
Jing Qingyu still maintained this posture, motionless.
She just stared at the text on her phone, and she couldn't even blink her eyes.
It turns out that I can also be a little daisy without having to make roses, and be a nameless little flower in the countryside.
It turns out that there will be people who don't like white swans and like ugly ducklings?
Can I also not demand that I be so beautiful, that I don't have to please others, that I just please myself?
It turns out that even if no one in this world loves me, can I love myself?
Accept your true self and love yourself.
The original me can also be beautiful, more beautiful than I imagined.
It turns out that is the case?
Jing Qingyu looked at it, her heart was suddenly touched, her eyelashes trembled slightly, and crystal tears flowed down her eyes.
Crying silently, crying and crying she laughed again.
This smile is a relief, a relief from the past obsessively pursuing oneself in the eyes of others, a reconciliation, and reconciliation with the self who used to be unsightly, but also worked hard to improve.
Jing Qingyu cried and laughed, like a madman, but she knew that she had never been so sober as at this moment.
After thinking about it, she sent a word of thanks to Shainin, which seemed a little pale, but it didn't matter, she thought, one day she walked up to Shainin and personally said thank you to this sister who said that she was also beautiful, and hugged her hard.
Turning off her phone, Jing Qingyu got up and walked barefoot on the cold floor, she left the curtain, looked out the window, and looked up at the sky.
The sky of the city at night, where it is covered by high-rise buildings, is rarely twinkling with a few stars tonight.
Jing Qingyu looked at the stars, the sadness on her face, the world-weariness gradually dissipated, and was replaced by a rare calm and calmness.
No one knows that in parallel time and space, there is also a girl named Jing Qingyu who jumped from a tall building on this night, no one knows how many people she has redeemed in this world where Xie Ning is bound to the system, across the Internet......
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"Hello everyone, now take you to see the cows that my family arrived yesterday and the cowshed that is being built."
The next morning, after selling the vegetables, Xie Ning took the mobile phone that was broadcasting live and went to the foot of the mountain.
"Look, that's my eldest brother, second brother."
In the field not far away, there are two familiar figures, one is tall and strong, full of vigorous explosive power in action, and the other is slender as a bamboo, even if he is standing in a field full of dirt, he still has an indifference and dignity on his body.
"Big brother, second brother~" Xie Ning shouted loudly, waving at them.
Xie Yuan and Xie Qian, who heard the voice, also waved to her.
"Big brother, the second brother is cultivating the field, and that piece of land, about one acre, is used to grow rape flowers." Shainin explained.
Before, the eldest brother and the second brother were busy planting seedlings, and the family, including Shaining, were also busy, and they didn't have time to open another piece of land to sow rape flowers.
No, after planting rice yesterday, the eldest brother and the second brother put the sowing of rape flowers on the agenda.
Xie Ning didn't forget what kind of expressions they had when they took the rape flower seeds to the eldest brother and second brother this morning.
Especially the second brother, looking at her with a slight hint of inquiry, her heart was so weak that she immediately pulled a smile on her face, and then retreated and left, afraid that the second brother would ask more, she was afraid that she would not be able to answer.
Privately, she didn't want to look forward to her family.
Moreover, she has always felt that her second brother is the smartest person in the family, smarter than her cousin Xie Zhou, who graduated from graduate school.
At the beginning, the second brother also studied at a prestigious university.
I just didn't go to graduate school.
Fortunately, the second brother just glanced at her and didn't ask anything.
However, she is still a little frightened, but she can only hope that the system will be more reliable in the future.
System: Bear it, it's impossible to be reliable, it's possible to be weird and wonderful.
After greeting the two brothers, and beckoning them to drink the mung bean syrup she brought, Shainin continued to walk towards the foot of the mountain.
"Sister, Sister Shain~" Before Shainin got closer, she heard a slightly familiar voice shouting at her.
The man's voice was crisp and a little childish.
Xie Ning looked up and saw the direction of his cowshed, in addition to his busy grandfather and father, there were two other people.
One is Uncle Xie Ping.
The other is Xie An, who I saw yesterday.
In three days, the seedlings of the Xie family were planted, and Uncle Xie Ping and Aunt Juan, who were hired for a short time, also settled their wages.
Grandpa Xie and Comrade Xie considered that they wanted to build a cowshed as soon as possible so that the four cows could have a comfortable living environment, so they asked Uncle Xie Ping if he would like to be hired to help again.
As for Aunt Juan, she didn't know how to build a cowshed, so although she was a little envious that Xie Ping could come, she didn't speak.
At this time, Uncle Xie Ping, Grandpa Xie, and Comrade Lao Xie were busy together.
It was Xie An, sitting on a large rock by the stream, surrounded by four cows grazing.
From time to time he leaned over to talk to the four cows, and with a clean smile on his fair and handsome face, he was even happier when he received a response from the king and other cows, and reached out to touch the king.
Unexpectedly, the king and they also agreed.
[Great beauty master, you are here. 】
[This child is also very good-looking, and the smell on his body is also very good, and he also brought us to eat grass, well, it's delicious.] 】
"I like this kid. 】
[Me too.] 】
Child?!
Xie Ning looked at Xie An, who got up from the stone and walked towards her, is the child talking about Xie An?
[Yes, it's Xie An, the king, what they see in their eyes is different from people. What they see is the state of a person's soul. The system suddenly explained.
Is a person's soul state?
Because Xie An's mind is a child, the king and the soul state of Xie An they see are that of a child.
It also seems to make sense.
[The things unlocked by the cards, whether they are plants, animals, or others, are all with a little spirituality, and they will unconsciously want to get closer to something more pure, innocent, clean and beautiful. The system continued.
Therefore, the king will like the smell of Xie Ning's body, and at this time they also want to get close to Xie An, a person whose mind is only seven or eight years old, but whose soul is pure and clean.
Xie Ning suddenly realized, it turned out to be like this.
Could it be that the king is willing to be touched by Xie An, Xie An speaks, even if they know that Xie An doesn't understand, they will moo and respond.
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