Chapter 380: It's me who hasn't let go of the past
Fu Ruan sat up straight and explained to the old lady in a calm tone, "I am very grateful to my grandmother for taking care of me during this time, but I am really not suitable for Mr. Zhou. ”
Mrs. Zhou was a little anxious when she heard this, "Xiao Soft, do you think that Ah Xiu didn't let go of the past, so ......?"
Fu Soft didn't wait for the old lady to finish speaking, and then explained out loud, "No, grandma, I didn't let go of the past." ”
Just one sentence silenced the old lady.
Fu Soft stretched out his hand and took the old lady's hand, and explained in a soft voice, "People are emotional animals, how can they forget it?" The people who can do it are just that they don't really care, so I can understand Mr. Zhou, and my grandmother also understands him. ”
Mrs. Zhou sighed, "You children, it will be very tiring to live like this." ”
"Grandma." Fu Soft smiled at her, "Children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren, don't worry about it, everything will be fine." ”
After knowing each other for so long, the old lady still knows a little about Fusoft's temperament, and seeing her firmness, she didn't force it, but asked Fusoft, "Actually, grandma has always wanted to know, since you can't let go of the other party, why did you come to this point?" ”
In the old lady's opinion, apart from the eternal separation of heaven and man like Zhou Zexiu and Qin Yue, what obsession can stop people's hearts?
Fu Soft's eyes darkened when he was asked this question.
The old lady asked with concern, "Is it because of identity?" ”
She knows some of Fu Soft's past, and knows the identity and status of the other party in Yunzhou.
Fu Soft shook his head, "He never cared about that. ”
"Then why ......," the old lady did not quite understand.
Fu Soft's heart choked, probably involving the thorn in his heart.
Her voice was a little choked, "I'...... May not be able to have children. ”
The old lady was stunned, "Have you checked it?" ”
"Hmm." Furu nodded.
"It's just possible, but it's not for sure, besides, now that medicine is so developed, it can always be solved."
Fu Soft shook his head, "It's not just that, I'...... There may also be hereditary psychosis. ”
"This ......"
The question just now was enough to surprise the old lady, but she didn't expect that there would be a more serious situation, and she didn't know how to appease and help her for a while.
Now she could understand why Fusoft had tried to escape.
"I'm sorry for you." The old lady hugged her very distressedly.
……
When Fu Soft left Zhou's house, it was drizzling outside.
As soon as this drizzle came, it instantly gave the city a winter atmosphere.
She didn't call Lu Yanchen in advance, nor did she ask the driver of the Zhou family to send her home.
Instead, he stood under the eaves and looked up at the drizzle falling from the sky.
On the day she left Yunzhou, it also rained.
Clammy and clammy cold.
Zhou Zexiu went to pick her up.
At that time, she stood under the shallow eaves of the iron gate, staring up at the drizzle, thinking about what had happened in the past six months.
The experience of that time, like a marquee, flashed in her mind frame by frame.
Obviously, I have experienced a lot, I have met a lot of people, and I have even completed the purpose of coming to Yunzhou.
But what she finally remembered in her heart was the bits and pieces with Lu Yanchen.
These bits and pieces converged into a river, becoming a warm current in her heart.
To this day, this warm current is still surging in her heart, allowing her to survive every night when she loses her warmth.
Fusoft took out his mobile phone and called Lu Yanchen.
The sound of rain mixed with her voice slowly sounded, "Lu Yanchen, I want to see you." ”
Lu Yanchen came quickly, and when he arrived, the rain stopped.
Although Fusoft is hiding under the eaves, it is inevitable to be drenched by the rain.
Lu Yanchen couldn't help frowning when he saw her wetness, and her good-looking brows couldn't help frowning.
But he didn't reproach her, but took off his coat and wrapped her whole.
The coat also carries his body temperature, which is warm and echoes with the warm current in his heart.
Fu Ruan looked up at him, his eyes brighter than usual, "Why did it come so quickly?" ”
"It's rare that you want to see me, of course I have to get there as soon as possible."
Fu Soft looked at him directly.
It seems that no matter what time it is, this man will always express his unwavering heart hotly and honestly.
And she will always be moved by his firm attitude.
"Let's go, let's go home." Fu Ruan took his hand.
Lu Yanchen took the opportunity to insert his fingers into her fingers, interlocked his fingers with her, and held them tightly, "Okay, let's go home." ”
After Fu Soft returned home, he took a hot bath under the urging of Lu Yanchen, and the long-standing tension was released at this moment.
She was nestled in the couch, her body tightly wrapped.
And Lu Yanchen is blowing her hair.
Fu Rou let him be busy, the man's fingers gently shuttled between her hair, and the sound of the heater also made her a little sleepy.
After Lu Yanchen confirmed that every strand of hair was dry, he turned off the heater.
Fu Soft also woke up in a chaotic manner, and saw the undisguised affection in the man's eyes at a glance.
She leaned into his arms and asked, "Have you had dinner?" ”
"Eat." Lu Yanchen replied truthfully, his gaze fell on her face, and he was extremely focused.
He didn't ask the question.
But Fusoft knew he was waiting.
She thought for a moment and said, "Let's have some bar." ”
"Okay, I'll get it." Lu Yanchen indulged her.
Fu Ruan's gaze followed the man's figure, watched him take the wine, and then took two more glasses and sat down beside her, pouring her wine.
The taste of the fruit wine is very sweet and the alcohol is low, and it is not as hot as a spirit, but refreshing.
A small cup was quickly drunk by her, and she looked at Lu Yanchen, with obvious longing in her eyes.
Lu Yanchen could only rely on her and poured her another half cup.
When I was drinking, I kept thinking about where to start.
Thinking of drinking the second cup, she still had no clue.
Lu Yanchen seemed to see through her thoughts, and squeezed her hand in the palm of his hand and gently and slowly pinched it.
Seems to have enough patience to wait for her.
Sooner or later, she couldn't avoid it, so she simply looked at him frankly, "Have you always wanted to know, why did I choose to leave in the first place?" ”
Lu Yanchen stared at her with burning eyes, and there was light and shadow floating under his eyes, "Yes." ”
"I remember I asked you if you liked children." Fu Ruan lowered his eyes and slowly spoke, "You said you liked it." ”
Lu Yanchen remembered this incident.
She was extra clingy to him that night, and she was extra active in bed, driving him crazy.
Crazy to hear her ask this question, he said he liked it.
If it was a child with her, of course he would like it.
"But I can't seem to give birth." Fu Ruan's voice lowered again.