"Fourth Young Master, what's wrong with you?" Ren Lingling was very puzzled when she saw me crying all kinds of things.

"Senior brother, why are you crying so well? You don't shed tears easily. Li Huhu was also stunned, among the brothers, he knew me best, and he also had the best relationship between the two of us, he had seen me cry, but rarely, it was the first time to cry in front of so many people.

As for Geng Biaobiao and Zhang Xiaosi, they were directly dumb on the side, looking at me blankly.

I directly covered my forehead, crying very weakly, very depressed, after all, I still didn't want people to see my embarrassed appearance, seeing that there was no one in the office opposite, I rushed in directly, locked the door, sat on the ground and grabbed my hair with both hands and hit the wall twice with the back of my head, and the people outside heard the sound of banging against the wall, and they were so frightened that they banged on the door.

"Senior brother, are you okay, no matter what, you can't harm yourself!"

"Xuansheng is right, Yangsheng, what can't be solved, just now Mr. Ren praised you, you have been suppressing Cha Zu's questioning, you are a person with a strong heart, how did you become like this."

"Fourth Young Master, don't scare me, you can't have an accident, what should we do if something happens?"

"Zhang Ruoxu, I'm Zhang Xiaosi, you listen to me, you help the police handle the case, I'm grateful, but if you really encounter any difficulties, you might as well tell me, for the good citizens who cooperate with the police, we will definitely try our best to help, you can help, you open the door."

The people outside are very good, very kind, and willing to help me, but none of them can help me, so I can only face it alone.

At this moment, my emotions were completely out of control, and I yelled outside the office, "You all get out of here, none of you can help me, you can't help me...... I want to be alone, I want to be alone, calm down for a while...... Get out, all of you fuck me out, don't fucking bother me. ”

After a hysterical abuse, my mood was a little better, my tears were still flowing, I was only 32 years old, I was not married and had a family, and I was going to die. I just had my own love, and I haven't enjoyed it yet, and I've only been in charge of the Extreme Dao Sect for a few months, and I'm about to pass away.

The sentence that Cha Zu said, your Yin Tang is really black and black, like a sharp knife piercing my heart, I regret why I signed a contract with Zuo Zhonghu, Zuo Pang will not let his son die so easily, and he will definitely make a hindrance from it, but what about me, after the master left, he completely lost his support.

Another handful of snot with a handful of tears, suddenly felt that I was so stupid, why should I be smart, I have to sign a life contract, if I don't do it, I won't die, this time, I'm really going to die.

Dejected, I slowly got up, walked to the desk, pulled out a chair, sat down, took out an A4 piece of paper, held the pen, and began to write a suicide note.

"Wanwan, I'm sorry, I can't take care of you anymore, I thought I would have a good future with you, but I ...... die"

After only twenty or so words, I crumpled up the paper and threw it on the ground, pulled out another piece of paper and began to babble.

"Born, earthly, Xuansheng and Huangsheng, I'm sorry brothers, the master handed over the Heavenly Master Pavilion to me, but I didn't do a good job as a head, and I ......"

At this point I sobbed again, crumpled the paper into a ball and threw it away, covered my face with my hands and calmed down for a moment, and then wrote a suicide note for the third time.

"Lingling, I'm sorry, please let me call you that, we met or through Deng Wanwan, and it was also my master's entrustment, we have experienced so many lives and deaths together, you are willing to sacrifice yourself in order to save me, I am very grateful, but I can't live long, the moment of spring supper with you, is worth 10,000 gold, if I met you earlier than Deng Wanwan, then I will not hesitate to fall in love with you. Now, it's late, all I can say is, I'm sorry I love you......"

Wow, I tore the third suicide note in half, crumpled it again and threw it on the ground, why do I lose control every time I confide in me? I'm dying, I'm still ......

I'm really speechless at the moment, I'm not willing to die like this, after all, I'm only 32 years old, I don't want my life to be so short, what should I do?

What do you do? Found the door to fight with Zuo Pang? Go to Southeast Asia to find Keba and Wu Nai and fight with them to the death? Or do you want to take advantage of the last moments to enjoy?

I closed my eyes and stopped thinking about anything else, my mind was full of the past of my life, what did I leave behind after so many years of eliminating demons? A broken jar and broken thought occupied my brain, and my thoughts were reversed 180 degrees, how good it is to be a scumbag, and you don't have to pay for it everywhere; How good it is to be an old man, in this world, it is the uncle who owes money, and it is the grandson who collects debts; How good it is to be a scoundrel, today does not want tomorrow, otherwise it will be tiring to live.

In the end, I made a choice, since my life was short, let's enjoy the rest of my life.

I sat up, wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, turned on my phone's camera function, turned the camera, straightened my hair to the screen, snorted hard, and then walked to the door and opened it.

Outside the door, two Taoist priests, a businesswoman, and a police officer were all looking at me, and I was still the focus of everyone's hearts.

"Fourth Young Master, are you okay?" After Ren Lingling saw me come out, she asked symbolically with concern.

I pursed my lips, "I'm fine, too good." ”

"Senior brother, your Yintang ......" Geng Biaobiao was interrupted by me before he finished speaking, "I'm fine, it's just that I haven't slept enough recently, and Lao Tzu is so good." I'm going to debauchery, I'm going to be happy. ”

Then, he shifted his gaze to Ren Lingling, I don't know if there are many other things in this woman, there is so much money that you can't imagine.

"Mr. Ren, hehe, Lingling, can you lend me 100,000 yuan?"

Several of them were surprised, I had never done this before, and now my temperament had changed so much that I couldn't understand them all.

"100,000 yuan? Yes, but can you tell me what you're going to do? Ren Lingling still asked worriedly.

"Hey, don't you care, can you borrow it or not? I'm Zhang Ruoxu, but I've helped you a lot, isn't it even worth 100,000 yuan? ”

When it came to this, she was embarrassed to say anything, so she directly took out her mobile phone, opened the mobile banking, and transferred 100,000 yuan to my card.

The SMS prompts, "You have a new arrival, please pay attention to check." ”

I walked out with the steps of not recognizing my six relatives, like a suspect who was let go due to lack of evidence, lawless.

Li Huhu was afraid that something would happen to me, so he shouted at me: "Where are you going?" There's still business to be done! ”

"Lao Tzu is going to be chic, the main thing is to enjoy, and everything else will get out of here!"

In this way, I arrogantly walked out of the city police station and began my debauched life.

……

Spending money is cool, first I went to Lerthai Mall to buy a suit, a pair of straight-leg jeans, a short-sleeved T-shirt and a pair of white leather sneakers is 6,000 yuan, which is my expenses for two months in the past.

Then, I went into the Tissot store and bought a Le Locle series mechanical watch that cost 5,200 yuan, why buy such a luxurious watch, because the watch is a status symbol, and I am also a rich man now.

When I arrived at the hotel, I went directly to the drunken Jiaodong Hotel on the seventh floor, and ordered a set of 9980 yuan a set meal, bird's nest, shark fin, Australian lobster, king crab, the best sea cucumber, puffer fish, each of which is a first-class mountain and sea delicacies, the waiter saw me so arrogant, were stunned, but I did not cherish the food, each dish was just casually clipped two chopsticks, and left.

Before leaving, he also gave them a tip of 3,000 yuan, which really experienced the feeling of being an uncle.

Night is approaching, less than ten hours, half of the 100,000 yuan was squandered by me, walking on the street, looking at the scantily clad beautiful girl, my heart rippled, and my eyes locked on the highest consumption place in Shihou City-Qikarat Mansion.

If you want to talk about this place, it is really a club for the rich, people who come here to consume, the minimum consumption is 10,000 yuan a night, my 50,000 yuan, it can only be regarded as a medium consumption level, but, after thinking about it, let's go in! Let me also experience the refreshing feeling of being served by beautiful women.

As soon as I entered, there were more than a hundred men and women in the hall shaking their heads and twisting their bodies, swaying in the flecks of dazzling lights and cool music.

They are all people who have no troubles or have forgotten their troubles, and now they only know that they want to be high, to indulge, to experience the splendor of life......

These people are like canaries in a big cage, writhing their bodies and spreading their passion, I went to the front desk to ask for a cocktail, and I drank it in one gulp, only to feel a rush of steam to my brain, and there was an inexplicable euphoria, I don't know if I drank drugs with stimulant ingredients, but it was really refreshing......

I also twisted my body, joined them, swayed to my heart's content, at this moment I forgot my troubles, forgot my fears, and only knew that I was wantonly sweating and youth, this is human life.

After shaking for a long time, I was tired, so I found a sofa chair nearby and sat down, and more than a dozen young girls came to the center of the stage, dancing under the flashing lights, dancing vigorously on a large scale.

I enjoyed watching it, no wonder some people would rather go bankrupt than come here for fun, this is simply a paradise for human beings to indulge their desires.

"Zhang Ruoxu?"

I don't know who called me, I instinctively looked in the dimly lit discotheque, and before I could find him, a woman in a light purple camisole sat next to me, with shawl hair, bright lipstick, and light eye makeup.

"You called me? Are you ......" I was a little dizzy, I only thought this woman was familiar, but I couldn't call his name.

"What? Don't recognize me? I'm Li Rong, Deng Wanwan's best friend. She smiled sensationally, and then I remembered her name, and said in a daze, "Oh, Li Rong, Li Rong." ”

"Are you alone? I can't imagine that you, a stupid boy, will come to this kind of Fengyue place, aren't you afraid that Deng Wanwan will know? ”

I hiccuped and said, "Hey, it doesn't matter if she knows or doesn't!" I don't have a few days to live, so it's better to have fun in time and let me die happily. ”

"Hahahaha......" Li Rong laughed for a while, laughing a little gloomy, which made me have a bad feeling.

"Won't you invite me to a drink?" She got up, pushed me to the side, squeezed me into a sofa chair, put her hands on my head, and touched me with her large cups.

"Okay, I'll please, I'll please!" I raised my head and shouted, "Waiter, come a Royal Salute." ”

The wine, brought up, Li Rong and I, you and I pushed the glass one by one, and soon I was too strong to drink, and I was about to lose consciousness in a daze.

"Yo, it's broken so soon, Zhang Ruoxu...... Am I beautiful? Li Rong looked at me with a strange look and teased me with a very seductive voice.

"Beautiful, really, nothing. Uh...... "I had a wine burp and was dying."

"Hehe, then follow me!"

After speaking, she picked me up and walked to the elevator, I didn't expect that she, a weak woman, could have so much strength to support a man of more than 150 pounds.

I went into the room with her, and she threw me on the bed, and then stripped off my essence and set off in the night, she was so beautiful......

"Zhang Ruoxu, am I more beautiful than Deng Wan?"

"Beauty, you are the most beautiful, and where you should be plump are plump, not much at all; The place that should be thin is thin enough, not much at all, Yun wants to dress and flowers want to ......"

I couldn't hold it anymore and fell asleep deeply, the night of this kind of place is really sultry......

Some people died, but not completely......