"Don't you blame me?" Lin Zhimo asked.

"If it wasn't for saving me, you wouldn't be ......."

Tang Lin's fingertips gently pressed her lips to stop her from saying what she hadn't yet spoken.

Then he stroked her hair as he had done before, and said, "I have never regretted it."

"Whether I fell in love with you at the beginning, or later tried to save you, I never regretted it."

"Thou knowest only that I am thy salvation, and that I am thy light, and that thou art not my light and salvation."

Tang Lin has a wealthy family, looks good, studies well, has a good personality, and seems to be doing well.

But in fact, his parents divorced when he was young and were unwilling to raise him, and he grew up alone with his housekeeper grandfather. Even when he was young, he suffered a lot of psychological trauma from his parents.

He can grow into such a good person because of the teaching and companionship of the housekeeper's grandfather, and also because he wants to work hard to become better and become a dazzling person.

At that time, the idea may have been to attract the attention of my parents, and then it became a habit over time.

But only Tang Lin knows that although he is so good on the surface, he is lonely in his heart, and his heart is scarred.

Later, he met Lin Zhimo.

Lin Zhimo always thought that he was in love with her for a long time, but in fact, it was love at first sight, and with the passage of time and the contact between the two, this relationship became deeper and deeper.

The two are like two hedgehogs, in the cold winter, they cautiously approach each other to warm each other and give each other warmth, but they are afraid that the thorns on their bodies will hurt each other.

But they still fell in love without hesitation.

Later, Lin Zhimo's past was exposed.

Tang Lin knows that there must be a reason why Lin Zhimo will grow into the original Lin Zhimo, just like him, after all, he can be the sun, who would want to be a hedgehog.

He knew that those past events would definitely be bad for Lin Zhimo, and maybe mentioning it again would be a kind of harm to Lin Zhimo.

Therefore, he chose not to ask anything, maybe when Momo trusted him enough, he would tell him everything.

But he thought that Lin Zhimo's past was exposed under such circumstances, and her wounds were also exposed under the sun, and the wounds that had never healed were even more scaly all over her body.

But Tang Lin never regretted it, nor did he dislike it.

He's kind of just distressed and angry.

Feeling sorry for Lin Zhimo's dark past and angry at what that family did, he even began to plan, what to do next, in order to expose the true face of that family, so that they can be punished as they deserve, and they are planning how to rescue Momo.

He is willing to spend the rest of his life accompanying and healing Momo's wounds.

But Lin Zhimo thought that he was the same as everyone else, so he chose to leave, chose to avoid him, and even dropped out of school.

That night, he finally found Lin Zhimo, but what he didn't expect to see was her with blood on her hands.

Tang Lin knew that those people deserved to die, but Momo shouldn't have to pay for the rest of her long life or even her life for these scumbags.

But it's already happening.

Tang Lin could only choose to persuade.

Before he left, he seemed to persuade, at least she agreed.

But halfway through the road, Tang Lin was still not at ease, so he chose to come back, and before he arrived, he saw the skyrocketing fire.

At that moment, he also understood Lin Zhimo's decision and choice, but without any hesitation, he still chose to go in......

"If only one of the two of us had survived, I'd rather choose you."

"How good my Momo is, you have embarked on the path of dance that you love, and now you are still an internationally renowned dancer, I am really happy for you, my Momo can also be very dazzling, that is, ......."

Tang Lin looked at Lin Zhimo's slightly different face from before, "I still think that you were good-looking before, but now you are also very good-looking, very intellectual, elegant, and beautiful."

Lin Zhimo in the past 20 years, what she did before

It's not a lot.

After Tang Lin left, Lin Zhimo began to learn dance, learning and persisting day after day, focusing on doing this, and from that time on, it seemed that luck was also on her side.

In order not to be recognized by people he knows, and also to cut off from the past, Lin Zhimo made plastic surgery and fine-tuned his face.

Since then, her dance path has become smoother and smoother, and today, at the age of 40, she has become the world's leading dancer.

Whether she is on the stage or in the eyes of others, she is dazzling enough, like a shining star.

But only Lin Zhimo knows how lonely she is, how dark and cold her heart is, and even many times, she can't even feel her emotions.

Obviously, in the past twenty years, she has lived a very superior life in the eyes of others, and it is clear that she has realized her original dream and become the dazzling self, and no one even knows her past.

Obviously, for twenty years, she is so free, so shining, and has made a lot of money.

But she was still not happy.

No, perhaps, only on stage can she feel that she is alive, other times, as if her soul has been drained, and only a walking corpse is left to roam the empty world.

This time I came to the jacaranda by accident.

Originally, it was even more ridiculous.

She didn't believe that there was such a magical jacaranda in this world, and she was very disdainful of its flower language.

Love waiting in despair?

She's not desperate, she doesn't love, so she won't wait for that person, right?

But seeing that the other four people got what they wanted, Lin Zhimo's original firm belief was still shaken.

Who do you want to meet? Lin Zhimo asked himself this two days ago.

But the answer in her heart was not spoken, or she herself was unwilling to bear it, and she did not dare to bear it.

Until now, she woke up from the nightmare and kept calling the name that had been hidden in her heart for twenty years, and Tang Lin also appeared.

Looking at Tang Lin in front of him, just like he did back then, he didn't even change what he said.

The eyes that stared at her were still so gentle, full of love and care.

At this moment, Lin Zhimo, who had already built layers of walls in his heart, collapsed in an instant, and the emotions hidden in his heart also burst in an instant.

Her tears kept falling.

He even stretched out his hand and beat Tang Lin's chest and asked, "Why did you show up, it's been twenty years since you left, why did you still appear, why did you appear in front of me when I called you!"

"Why do you say you don't regret it, you should regret it, you shouldn't have been with me in the first place, that night, obviously you were gone, why did you come back, why did you rush into the fire, why did you save me, it's not worth it, it's not worth it."

"You should stay away from me, you are the sun, I am just a filthy rat in the stinking gutter, we are not the same, you should not be near me, we should not have crossed paths."