At the same time, the people who received the CX ointment from Shainin's lottery also received the ointment one after another, and they also started the trial.

Zhao Shumei, who is in Binhai City, is one of the lucky people who was drawn, and when she came to the company today, she received a courier and got the ointment.

Holding the courier, Zhao Shumei lowered her head from the door of the company, and the desks of other colleagues passed by, her steps were fast, and she also lowered her head throughout the whole process, without taking care of any colleagues, the original black-framed glasses covered her eyes, and now she lowered her head, and the excessively long bangs covered half of her face.

Colleagues are busy with their own things, and it seems that Zhao Shumei's behavior is commonplace.

Zhao Shumei returned to the office in her corner and sat down, only to breathe a sigh of relief.

To be honest, Zhao Shumei's office location is not very good, close to the trash can, which also leads to no other colleagues around her.z.

However, such an environment made Zhao Shumei feel very relieved.

First, Zhao Shumei herself is more socially phobic and not very suitable for getting along and communicating with too many people, and secondly, she is more inferior, more introverted, and not very good at talking.

To be honest, Zhao Shumei's facial features are not bad, with a melon seed face, a pair of eyes that are short-sighted, but they are quite big, and she has two pear vortices when she laughs, which belongs to the sweet type.

But on the contrary, Zhao Shumei wore black-framed glasses, and her myopia of more than 600 degrees directly covered her originally good-looking eyes.

But this is not the reason for Zhao Shumei's inferiority.

She has low self-esteem because she has been having acne since adolescence, adolescence is full of acne on her face, no matter how you treat it, she can't cure it, many times Zhao Shumei wet her pillow because of crying in the middle of the night, and acne has been with her from her adolescence to now.

Yes, the current Zhao Shumei, although there are not as many acne on her face as there were in adolescence, there are still a lot of them, and when she was studying, she was nicknamed Toad by her classmates. She has low self-esteem, she uses too long bangs to cover her face as much as possible, she always remembers the nickname of toad, and also remembers the first time the boy saw her when she was dating online, and the first thing he said was: You look so disgusting.

I also remember that because of this face, I lost a lot of job opportunities in the workplace that were obviously suitable for her and should have been her.

Now this job is still obtained by her lower salary.

Choosing a corner for office is also her choice.

But is Zhao Shumei happy? Unhappy. Does she want to be good-looking? I think about it all the time, and I think about it all the time if the acne on my face disappears one day.

But she can only think about it, she used to look in the mirror every morning, she would feel so ugly and ugly, and even she felt disgusting when she looked at it herself.

Now, she just doesn't want to look in the mirror.

Paying attention to Shainin started from "Starry Night".

During the day, she was approved by the leader because of her work proposal, but she was ridiculed, discussed and ridiculed behind the back of another girl whose proposal was not selected, and attacked her appearance with others.

Zhao Shumei happened to hear it, but she didn't have the courage to step forward to refute and question.

I can only pretend that I don't know, hide it in my heart, and act as if nothing happened.

But in the evening, when she came home from work, her emotions still couldn't be hidden, pouring out, and she suddenly fell into an extremely pessimistic and world-weary mood, and she even took out her mobile phone and began to search for various ways to get out.

It was at that time, somehow, that I accidentally clicked into the Penguin live broadcast platform, Shainin's homepage, and then heard Shainin's song "Starry Sky".

That night, she repeated the single cycle, and after crying, she put away her world-weariness and pessimism.

Later, she began to pay attention to Shaining, watched her live broadcast, and found that Shaining was really a very warm and beautiful person.

Her live broadcast room also has magical healing powers.

Although she watched Shainin's live broadcast room later, her mood gradually improved, but she knew that her inferiority complex was still there.

As long as the acne on her face is still there, she still has low self-esteem every day.

Zhao Shumei in Shaining's

In the live broadcast room, I heard other netizens say that purslane has a miraculous effect, to be honest, she believes in Shaining, but she doesn't believe in the efficacy of purslane, she also wants to buy it and try it, after all, she has tried anything that can treat acne and reduce swelling over the years, good and bad, but she has failed one by one.

Now it's okay to try this purslane again.

It's just that the number of purslane in Shainin's live broadcast room is very small, and she needs to snap it up, and she hasn't grabbed it.

But she didn't expect that two days ago, Shainin would draw a lottery to give away a beauty ointment made with purslane as a raw material, and she didn't expect that she would be drawn.

Quietly took out the ointment from the courier, the length of the palm, 100L, not much, the overall is a faint purple.

Zhao Shumei held the small ointment in her hand, her eyes a little dazed.

Does this stuff really work?

After being dazed for a while, Zhao Shumei stuffed the ointment into her pocket, and then quietly came to the bathroom.

At this time, she was the only one in the bathroom, Zhao Shumei breathed a sigh of relief, took the ointment out of her pocket, and then made up her mind, unscrewed the lid of the ointment, and gently squeezed out some, the same lilac soft solid ointment, a thin layer, and gently applied it to her face......

In the next two days, Zhao Shumei has been rubbing ointment, but she didn't look in the mirror, just washed up in the morning, and hurriedly wiped it before going to bed at night, and she didn't look at the situation on her face, so naturally she didn't know the changes.

She still covers almost half of her face with long bangs every day, and she still walks, with her head down, and she walks in a hurry.

On the third day, Zhao Shumei woke up because she overslept and was almost late.

Since watching Shainin's live broadcast and listening to "Starry Night", her sleep quality has become better and better, and today she missed the set alarm clock.

After Zhao Shumei got up, she could only wash up and hurriedly picked up her bag and took the subway to the company.

It's just that today Zhao Shumei feels that the people around her seem to be a little strange.

Since she started taking the subway, her eyes have fallen on her from time to time, and most of them are young men.

In fact, Zhao Shumei also felt that other people's eyes fell on her before, some of them glanced at her inadvertently, and then ignored them, or moved away with a slight hint of disgust, or they looked away from her with disgust.

She has encountered these unkind gazes.

Because she knows how ugly she is because her face is full of acne, and she herself sometimes looks in the mirror and feels very disgusting, especially when the acne is mature and pus, it is even more disgusting.

Even she herself was disgusted and disgusted, let alone others.

For those eyes, in fact, she is used to it, and she is numb, from the very beginning of her heart will feel tingling and uncomfortable, and she really doesn't care at all in the back, but her head is lowered, and her hands will cover her face with bangs more unconsciously, so as not to expose her ugliness and make others disgusting.