At the beginning, Xu Liangyi would repent, feel guilty, kneel on the ground and beat himself wildly, and even kowtow to his wife to apologize.

But after Xu's mother relented, he started again.

Gambling, this kind of thing, addictive, that kind of momentary life and death, blood boiling, can't quit.

After taking the man home for the second and third time, the little guilt left by Xu Liangyi disappeared, and even became a matter of course.

When Xu's mother had the idea of divorce and leaving, he even "watched" Xu's mother and restricted her freedom.

In those two years, they lived like this: their father gambled, their mother took care of them at home, and then their father came home with different men, at that time, there was chaos in the house: in the closed door, the man was cursing, the mother was screaming, the father was drinking outside the door, the expression on his face was blurred and drunk, and the Xu Mowan sisters were trembling and hugging each other in the kitchen.

Dad was drunk, and looked at them as if he were wondering what the goods were valuing.

"Remember to listen to me in the future, you know!"

He walked over and patted the two sisters on the face, "Listen to Daddy, Daddy will love you and take you to buy ice cream."

With that, he laughed and continued to drink.

The sisters hugged each other even tighter.

Yes, in the past, my father would carry Xu Mowan or Xu Moshu to buy ice cream, and my father was loving and gentle at that time, but now?

In those two years, the Xu Mowan sisters were forced to grow up and mature precociously.

Finally, one day, Xu Moshu clenched her little fist and said, "I'm going to let my mother go!" I'd rather my mom leave than hear her crying and being beaten again."

Xu Moshu was very smart and successfully rescued Xu's mother after observing the plan for a few days.

"Mom, go away, don't come back again."

"No, I'm going to take you with me."

"No, Mom, we are children, we will drag you down, you go, you can only go, don't worry, I will take care of myself and my sister."

Xu's mother, who was covered in bruises, was stunned, hugged her two children and cried, "I'm sorry, it's my mother who is useless, but my mother will die if she stays any longer, she will die."

She muttered, "You wait for Mommy to come back, wait for Mommy to come back and pick you up."

So, that night, Xu's mother kissed their foreheads and left.

The next day, Xu Liangyi, the tool person who paid off the debt, could no longer be found for Xu's mother, and after learning that this was Xu Moshu's idea and action, he directly beat the eight-year-old Xu Moshu to death.

Xu Mowan couldn't forget her sister who was covered in blood and curled up on the ground and couldn't say a word.

"Wanwan, Dad doesn't beat you, you are Daddy's favorite daughter, but you can't betray Daddy, betraying Dad is the end!"

Xu Mowan was indeed not beaten, and later she took her sister out to ask for help......

After graduating from primary school, the Xu Mowan sisters dropped out of school early and became a substitute for Xu Liangyi to repay the money.

Yes, because they are good-looking, after being introduced to shoot children's clothing advertisements and making a lot of money by chance, Xu Liangyi started again.

Take them to shoot advertisements constantly, and go to the film and television city to find the kind of tricks that need children.

kept making money, but the money earned was used by Xu Liangyi to gamble.

Xu Liangyi knows the entertainment industry, he originally thought that he would rely on his two daughters to become popular in the entertainment industry and become child stars, so that he could get millions or tens of millions of dollars as soon as he filmed in the future.

It's a pity that his dream can't come true, because the sisters don't have the slightest acting talent, and can only play some vase roles.

Xu Liangyi tried to take them to sign a contract with the company, but he was unsuccessful, and in the end he had to give up.

But the Xu Mowan sisters have been making money by constantly playing tricks and shooting advertisements.

As long as they can make money, no matter what miscellaneous, good or bad tricks, advertisements, Xu Liangyi will take them over.

Until the fifteenth year, my sister Xu Moshu couldn't hold back anymore, and finally ran away with a man.

Before leaving, my sister asked Xu Mowan if she wanted to leave together, but Xu Mowan somehow didn't agree.

So, my sister left, and Xu Mowan stayed.

Xu Mowan didn't know why she chose to stay, was she hoping for that hypocritical father's love? Or do you want to go back to the beauty of your childhood and get that warmth?

Xu Moshu left, and the pressure of earning money to pay off her father's debts was all on Xu Mowan.

As she grew up, Xu Mowan became more and more good-looking, and many men pursued her, and she both longed for the warmth when they were close, but also feared that the warmth would burn herself.

Until more than a year ago, I met Bai Tingyao.

It can be said that the two had a good impression of each other as soon as they met, and later Bai Tingyao pursued her frantically.

He is gentle, gentlemanly, erudite, caring, caring...... These are all moving Xu Mowan little by little.

So, Xu Mowan agreed to his pursuit, and even moved to Bai Tingyao's apartment to live together.

That year, the year she spent with Bai Tingyao was the happiest year Xu Mowan had in more than ten years, as if she was a princess who was carefully cared for by Bai Tingyao and held in the palm of her hand, pampered, loved, and carefree.

That year, she was nourished by Bai Tingyao's full of love.

It was then that she realized that she was so eager for love, that love was so important to her, and that without love, she could only be regarded as a walking dead.

However, beauty is always short-lived.

A year later, she Bai Tingyao always had contradictions, classes, and different growth environments when she was a child, which also led to their different views, and many times, their ideas were not on the same channel.

And the most critical point, after the Bai family's parents found out that they were together, they resolutely opposed it.

More and more misunderstandings and contradictions arise between them.

Xu Mowan suddenly discovered that Bai Tingyao was indeed very good, but it was really inappropriate with her.

After struggling hard and saving for three months, they finally separated.

Bai Tingyao also went abroad.

Xu Mowan felt at first that she could live well without Bai Tingyao.

But no, she was in an even worse situation.

She found that she still lacked love, she was desperate for love from others, unwilling to leave with her sister, she wanted her father's love, even if it was false, when she met Bai Tingyao, she devoted herself wholeheartedly to it.

She is like a flower that needs to be watered with love, and once there is no love to water, she will wither quickly.

At this time, she was in a state of withering.

It's been two months, and she desperately can't help but contact Bai Tingyao.

I also had insomnia for two months, and I was dazed in the middle of the night last night and almost hurt myself.

It was then that Xu Mowan realized that she was wrong.

Found a psychiatric clinic this morning.

Remembering that the doctor said that she suffered from moderate depression and severe insomnia, Xu Mowan smiled bitterly.

Xu Mowan opened her eyes, and what caught her memory was Bai Tingyao's figure.

"Bai Tingyao, Bai Tingyao......"

"Tingyao."

"Court ......"

Xu Mowan curled up and kept muttering this name that had long been engraved in her bones.

Suddenly, Xu Mowan seemed to think of something, her eyes were red, she suddenly picked up the medicine prescribed from the clinic next to her, found the bottle of sleeping pills, and when she opened the whole bottle, she was about to pour it into her mouth.

At this moment, the doorbell suddenly rang, and the sound from outside also came in.

"Is Miss Xu here, there is your courier from Wenhua Province......