Chapter 197: The only one who can save himself is always himself

Wearing the plain ring ring, she saw in the fog that the person she should love the most was herself.

The person who should love her the most is herself, and the person who can give her the most love and never leave is herself.

At that moment, it seemed that there was a circle of strange energy around her, healing her and telling her.

How wrong her approach was before.

Mom's escape is correct, and so is my sister's escape, and she shouldn't choose to stay for the sake of the so-called father's love that has long since disappeared, and choose to pay off a gambler's debt indefinitely.

She should not lose herself in Bai Tingyao's love, taking his love as a lifeline for herself, but she doesn't believe in his love.

The only one who can save himself will always be himself.

Bai Tingyao is very good, but she is not the best her, not because of her unbearable past, but because she always pleases others and gains the love of others by giving without a bottom line.

「…… But that's wrong." Xu Mowan said slowly.

This is the truth that she realized when she wore the plain ring ring.

Shainin also echoed softly, "The love you get by pleasing and giving, you will always worry about losing, you are still young, what you should do is to grow up slowly and become excellent slowly, at that time, how could you not be worthy of love."

"It's like something I've heard before, and I think it makes a lot of sense. If you like a horse, don't try to chase it, you have to plant grass and flowers, and when the spring flowers bloom, the horse will come back, and if the horse doesn't come back, there will be other horses attracted to it."

"If you can wait, that's a good thing, if you can't wait, it's okay, then in that spring day, wait for time to commend, and try to make yourself shine, I believe that in this world, everyone will meet the right person, he will one day come to your light, just sooner or later."

"Perhaps, the person you are destined to be waiting for you in the better future you are looking forward to."

Xu Mowan listened to Xie Ning's words and fell into deep thought.

Shainin continued: "Of course, those that are not good, you must learn to decisively break away, you must learn to be ruthless, and don't let your softness and kindness become a sharp sword that others stab at you. Relatives, family affection, it is of course good to be relatives if there is fate, if there is no fate, there is no need to force it."

"Perhaps, you can talk to your sister more."

Sister......

Xu Mowan's sister, Xu Shu, and her are twins, but their personalities are completely opposite.

She has a soft personality, can even be said to be cowardly, hesitant to do things, always likes to fantasize, and longs for the salvation of others.

My sister has a resolute personality, stubbornness, decisiveness, and a smart mind, and will firmly choose and implement any ideas she has, never hesitate or fantasize.

It is precisely because of my sister's character that when I hit a child, my sister was beaten the most by that man.

It is precisely because of her sister's character that she has the courage to choose to secretly let her mother go after seeing her mother's experience like that and defending it several times without success.

She remembered that at that time, she had asked her sister.

"Sister, Mom is gone, can we still see Mom in the future?"

I remember that my sister stuffed the bear that her mother bought for her in her arms, wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said firmly: "Even if you can't see your mother for the rest of your life, it's okay. Wanwan, only when my mother leaves here can she live and live a better life, as long as my mother lives well, even if I can't see her for a lifetime, I don't care."

Xu Mowan also remembered that when her sister wanted to run away from her father, she also asked her if she wanted to go together.

It was she who refused.

She will never forget the complicated look in her sister, who was only fourteen or fifteen years old at the time, when she looked at her.

Maybe it's disappointment, but it's more distress and pity.

At that time, my sister hugged her and solemnly admonished, "Wanwan, I'm sorry, my sister is leaving, only by leaving, can I be free." How much you want to take you away, but you ...... Wanwan, remember, that

The father who loves us is dead, in the future, don't believe anything that man says, be selfish, think more about yourself, and love yourself well."

With that, my sister left.

At that time, her sister's thin back was engraved in her mind, and her words were always remembered by her, but only in her heart, but she failed to do it, and gradually lost herself in that false love.

Xu Mowan only met her sister again by chance last year.

At that time, my sister was wearing a black suit and trousers, her hair was tied up, she was wearing light makeup, and she looked her up and down, and there seemed to be some emotion flashing in her eyes, and then she said helplessly: "It seems that what I said when I left was in vain."

Thinking about it now, whether it was before, or when we met again, my sister was not wrong.

Xu Mowan chatted with Shaining for a long time that day before leaving, and she also expressed her gratitude to Shaining again.

If it weren't for this ring ring, maybe she wouldn't be standing here now, but would be sleeping in the ground.

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"Sister."

Xu Moshu, who had just gotten off work from the company, heard a familiar voice and turned around to see a familiar face.

Twins, although they can't be said to look exactly the same, but they are seven or eight points similar..z.

But as long as you are a little familiar with them, you can quickly distinguish them, because the temperament of the two is completely different.

Xu Moshu looked at this sister who had only recently seen her again after many years of separation, and suddenly, she felt that her temperament was not the same as before.

Xu Mowan, who met last time, was the same as before, no, even weaker than before, like a flower that would be destroyed and withered at any time in the wind, even if the wind was not strong.

To be honest, since the last time they met, Xu Moshu has been worried about this younger sister, thinking about meeting more often, asking her about her situation, and seeing if she can help her.

It's just that she was just transferred to the newly established branch as the general manager a while ago, and everything is still unstable and needs to be handled by her, so she has been very busy recently, and she has very little time to rest.

She had just gotten off work, and she was still thinking about calling Wanwan.

I didn't expect her to come first.

Almost as soon as she saw Xu Mowan in front of her, Xu Moshu noticed that she was different from before.

Now Xu Moshu is still quiet, but now her temperament has become gentle, gentle and warm, no longer weak and full of spikes.

"Let's talk sometime."

Soon, the two entered a nearby café.

In the café, the piano music is quiet, very leisurely and comfortable.

In such a relaxed environment, Xu Moshu and Xu Mowan both told their respective stories about their past few years.