The door to the ward was slammed shut.

The door, which had been in disrepair for a long time, finally couldn't stand the toss, and the hinge cracked.

Si Lili also cracked.

Lu Lichen smoked in the snow for a while, trying to calm his mood with this method.

But the more you smoke your heart, the more impetuous, and the more you smoke your heart, the more angry you become.

He is Qi Si Li, and when he says that he changes his mind, he will change his mind.

It seems that those more than ten years of liking are just a whim of hers.

After a while, the place used to put cigarette butts on the trash can was stuffed with cigarette holders, and Lu Lichen felt that his mouth was a little numb.

A pair of pink snow boots came into view.

Lu Lichen stared at the pair of pink snow boots.

He didn't look up.

He recognized the snow boots, which he had bought.

The owner of the snow boots raised his leg and kicked him, "Can I ask you a question?" ”

Lu Lichen choked in his throat, "Say." ”

The man still cherishes words like gold, and there is a thin layer of alienation all over his body.

Si Lili often wonders, Lu Lichen is such a dull man, why does she like him?

And once I like it, it's so many years.

Although Lu Lichen is very good, there is no shortage of excellent people around her, why do you miss this person?

In the more than a year that she tried to give up, she often admonished herself.

But as long as Lu Lichen has a trace of sincerity, she will not give up.

For more than ten years, even if you cover a piece of ice, you can cover it, right?

So Lu Yu said that Lu Lichen was jealous, and Si Lili didn't agree with her statement.

But Lu Lichen's more and more strange behaviors, she really couldn't find a reasonable explanation, and the doubts in her heart were getting bigger and bigger, so she had to find an answer.

Just think of it as ......

One last effort.

Even if they parted ways in the future, she wouldn't be too sorry, after all, she had worked hard.

"What are you doing this for?" Si Lili asked about his psychological doubts.

Afraid that he didn't know what she was asking, she listed them one by one, "Why did you save me regardless of the danger?" Why do you get angry because someone confesses to me? Why do you stay at my bedside? Why...... Don't explain to the nurse that I'm not your girlfriend? ”

"Lu Lichen, you don't like me, why do you do this?" Si Lili asked him for an answer very seriously.

The answer is imminent.

But Lu Lichen couldn't say it.

He wasn't a man who was good at expressing his feelings.

I can't say those mountain alliances and sea oaths.

The experience of his youth made him have a knot in his heart.

His psychiatrist told him that he was suffering from severe emotional apathy and lovelessness.

He once abandoned the so-called love, thinking that it was the most useless thing.

Just like his mother, for a man who doesn't love her, she becomes crazy and becomes a demon, and no one is a ghost or a ghost.

When he was young, in order to gain his father's pity, his mother soaked him in cold water in the winter, making him sick and suffering from a high fever, in exchange for his father's attention.

After many times, her father saw through her tricks and ignored them.

Not only did the mother not sober up because of this, but she became even worse.

deliberately threw him into the street, revealed that he was the eldest grandson of the Lu family, witnessed him being taken away by the kidnappers, and then hurriedly ran to find Lu Jin, telling him that the child was missing.

Lu Jin thought she was acting as a demon again, and suspected that she had made up the kidnapping, so she simply didn't even answer the phone, so she missed the call from the kidnapper.

The kidnappers couldn't get through the phone, so they became angry and vented all their anger on the young Lu Lichen.

He was bruised and bruised, lost half his life, and left people in the wilderness.

It was he who died so much that he was picked up by the old man who picked up the herbs and saved his life.

Lu Ganggui was furious when he learned about this, scolded the two irresponsible parents, and then raised Lu Lichen by his side, and his life gradually got better.

But the mother didn't stop, but her hand couldn't reach the old man's side, so she couldn't move Lu Lichen.

She simply gave up on herself, began to abuse herself, and from time to time she had to make a suicide scene.

The shadow of childhood is never a sudden storm, but a lifetime of dampness.

He never believed in love and disdained it.

So Si Lili's question made him fall silent.

In the past, Si Lili would definitely have internal friction, feeling that he was too indifferent, and feeling that it was his wishful thinking.

But just now, Qin Huai sent her Lu Lichen's case information.

This is also one of the important reasons why she went downstairs to find Lu Lichen.

didn't wait for the man's reply, and Si Lili was not in a hurry, but sat down next to him.

Probably because it was too cold, she was recovering from a serious illness, and even though she was dressed warmly, she was still so cold that she stomped her feet.

Lu Lichen's lips moved, and he said sullenly, "If it's cold, go back to the ward." ”

The voice is cold, and the attitude is cold.

There is always a thin layer of alienation all over the body.

Si Lili sighed, looked at the white mist rising in front of him, and raised the corners of his mouth slightly, "Does this care about me?" ”

Lu Lichen's brows furrowed slightly.

But Si Lili held on to him, and he had to get an answer, "When I chased you before, why were you so indifferent?" Is it because you hate me? ”

He held back for a long time and said, "No." ”

Si Lili couldn't help but smile and said, "I don't hate it, that's what I like." ”

Lu Lichen was dumbfounded again.

She had to change the way of communication, "Let's go back to the fact that you saved me regardless of the danger, if someone else was in danger, would you do the same?" ”

This time, Lu Lichen replied very quickly, "Why should I save irrelevant people?" ”

Si Lili thought to himself, this man is really screwed.

"So in your heart, I'm different from others, right?" Si Lili punched and looked at him with a pair of watery eyes.

Lu Lichen couldn't avoid it, but the gloom sank between her eyebrows for a few days, because she dispersed at once.

His face softened slightly, and he took off his coat and wrapped it around her, "The illness is just right, you can't blow the cold wind for too long, go back to the ward." ”

Si Lili grabbed his hand and looked at him with bright eyes, "Lu Lichen, do you like me or not?" ”

Maybe he was forced to be anxious, or maybe he was really worried that she was freezing, but the man still gave the answer, "Well." ”

Well?

Si Lili raised his eyebrows.

It feels like doing a reading comprehension question on a Chinese paper.

However, she was more inclined to the better side, so she asked with crooked eyebrows, "Then why didn't you answer me before?" ”

Lu Lichen was awkward himself, "Because I'm afraid." ”

Seeing that Si Lili was puzzled, he explained, "Because I may not be able to give you what you want." ”

"What do I want?"

"Marriage."

He paused before he explained, "I'm afraid of marriage." ”

He has always known that Si Lili yearns for marriage.

It's just that he is afraid of marriage, so he is afraid of delaying her, but he doesn't want to let go of her, and he has been repeatedly entangled like this, which has taken so many years.

Thankfully, it's not too late.

She didn't go any further.

He's still in place.

Si Lili suddenly stood on tiptoe and kissed him on the face, "Then we won't get married." ”

This answer made Lu Lichen stunned.

But Si Lili said very seriously.

Because she knows his childhood experience, she can understand him and is willing to take a step back.

"Let's just fall in love for a lifetime, and it's good." Si Lili took his hand.