'Who said that romance is only worthy of being in an ideal world, and the heart that runs both ways can also bloom brightly in ordinary and ordinary days. ’

During the three years I was talking about, I felt like I was practicing, as if I couldn't eat meat, and the taste was still a little uncomfortable. Having said that, because of this agreement between me and Su Huan, the emotion between us is more sincere, not a simple fast-food love, nor a casual carnal desire.

In the past three years, we have passed the fresh period, and she has gone from being silent in front of me at the beginning to being gentle and considerate later, which meets my best expectations for my other half: being cold on the outside and considerate on the inside.

Some encounters in the years before the age of twenty-seven and the commonplace love I saw made me feel indifferent to love and fear marriage for a while, but in my relationship with Su Huan, I once again regained my expectations for married life.

I was afraid that the trivialities of marriage would break the mirror of ordinary life, and I was afraid that two people would be unfaithful to each other like the gossip I had heard and seen, and I was not distrustful of anything else, but I was distrustful of marriage. It turns out that there is always someone in this world who will give you peace of mind.

After I got married to Su Huan, I found out that she was more bold and active than me, which made me a little overwhelmed.

On the wedding night, the two of us curled up on the bright red and festive bed after washing, and the futon was printed with the big word "Xi" and mandarin ducks playing in the water. Even if I drank some hangover soup before going to bed, there was still some alcohol on my body, and I suddenly felt the restlessness of youth next to her soft body.

"You're so hot," we were close to each other, and there was a faint trilling in her voice, and I could feel her blooming as a young girl.

At last I could taste the forbidden fruit that I couldn't hope for, and out of embarrassment, I casually pressed the lamp and hugged each other tightly. She tossed and turned, turned on the light again, lifted the quilt, and we were honest with each other at once, she raised her head, and I looked at her with her hair scattered at the moment, beautiful and intellectual.

"From today onwards, we will be each other's, and there will be no betrayal of each other, do you dare to swear no?" She blushed and looked down affectionately.

I was raising my hand, just about to take an oath. The little hand was interlocked with mine, and then she felt a little breathless, and then she raised her head and whispered in my ear, "Fool, who swore on their wedding night." ”

After being 'bullied' by her for a while, I took advantage of the situation and turned against the customer.

"It's time for me to bully you!"

After a few clouds and rains, the lights stayed on, and we were all confused after a while of honesty......

I put my arms around her, and she lay in my arms.

"We want a baby." She said softly. I thought about it and didn't speak.

"You're also thirty-five, and I'm twenty-four or five, I think this age is just right, and I can give him the best."

"Okay, do you like boys or girls?"

"It's okay for boys and girls, or you can have both children and daughters." She looked at me happily like a child.

"No, let's just have one, whether it's a boy or a girl, I don't want you to suffer more." I smoothed her hair and stroked her cheek.

"If only it were a dragon and phoenix fetus." She muttered to herself.

"Why don't we come up with a name now?"

"Sleepy, want to sleep." I yawned.

"Are you just wasting our newlywed's 'first night'? That... Turn off the lights and go to bed! She smiled wickedly, clearly still very energetic. A word woke up the person in the dream, and I suddenly came back in spirit.

She put her palm on my lips and raised her eyebrows, "When we're done...... It's all up to you. ”

We stayed up almost all night.

Finally, the discussion came to a conclusion: if there are two children, the boy will take my surname, the girl will take her surname, and the child will have my surname. The boy is called Li Xiaoyu, and the girl is called Li Xiaoxi or Su Xiaoxi, in fact, there is no special meaning, and the only wish is that they are healthy and happy, and they are born to the sun.

After a night of hard thinking and arguing, I couldn't have any other thoughts, I wanted to fall asleep, and she fell asleep with a smile.

In the following period, at the urging of my daughter-in-law, we had two priorities: one was to have a baby, and the other was to work.

Huangtian lived up to his wishes, and finally with the unremitting efforts of me and her, in the year I was thirty-one years old, I had our little padded jacket - Li Xiaoxi.

During the ten months of pregnancy, I quit my job to concentrate on taking care of her, watching her belly grow little by little, I was both happy and distressed, one was my woman and the other was my child.

For a long time after giving birth to Xiaoxi, I saw her gradually lose balance from a slender figure, and her mood was also very low for a while, I temporarily took my parents to help take care of the children, and I found a job to maintain the family's livelihood and accompany Su Huan to postpartum recovery.

Su Huan's physical foundation is not bad, after a period of physical repair, he has almost recovered, and his mood is also a lot better.

"Good work, ma'am," I put my arms around her waist.

We kissed each other very tacitly.

"Then how do you want to repay?" Su Huan said.

"Then I will serve Mrs. under you today." As I spoke, I took a princess into my arms and carried her into the bedroom......

As the child grows, all kinds of problems come one after another, and so do the things that I feared. Although it is a township, early education is popular, to prepare for children's schooling, children's food and clothing are a lot of expenses, and parents are old, these are very real problems, and these problems are also testing the relationship between me and Su Huan, I know that there are many couples whose emotions are also disillusioned in these scattered trivial lives.

Su Huan saw my concern, took my hand and said.

"I am your wife, you are my husband, we are a family, if there is anything in the family, we will face it together, work together, and everything will slowly get better."

After saying that, she leaned her head on my shoulder, and I felt very grounded at the moment.

It didn't take long for Su Huan to find a class, and her and I used her salary for the family's expenses and a little rich savings. And she and I have always retained the habit of holding hands and walking together every day after work, and the only change is that we have an extra child in our arms.

"As a husband, I feel that I can't live with you and my children, and I don't give you the best life." I said to Su Huan.

"I don't need you to give me the best, when I meet you, it's the best gift from God to me, and a family has to be our common responsibility, isn't it?" Su Huan glanced at me and felt that I shouldn't have said these words.

"However, I want my children to have more choices in the future......

"In my eyes, as long as she grows up happy and healthy, what she wants to do, we will do our best to help her, and the rest needs to rely on herself, I don't think she will blame us."

Talking and laughing, we walked to the senior activity square, some singing, some fitness, some with grandchildren... Most of the people here are elderly. We found a bench and sat down to take in everything we had here. The sunset that was about to set in the distance was reflected, and at this time, a pair of rickety figures walked hand in hand in front of us, we looked at each other and smiled, and our hands subconsciously tightened.