At that age, I don't know what to say, was there ever a person who, like you, thought you were her whole world, and you never looked at her. ’

I remember that I was asked to write such an essay in my previous Chinese class - my ideals, at that time, I was imaginative, I could write whatever I wanted, I just wrote for the sake of writing, any scientist, a policeman, anyway, I could write whatever was powerful, where would I really think about the future.

Since the last time I talked about ideals, my heart has been a bit like being blocked by something, high school means a dividing line, either you can get into a good university and maybe you can get a good job, or you may go to school but the result is very simple, it is very likely to be assigned to work in a factory and do mechanical work.

But I really don't know what I'm really passionate about, so I just don't want to, and it's pretty good to do as well as I can at the moment, that's what I think. But the difference is a thousand miles, where can I gnaw such a thick hard bone, I can only do it step by step.

Suddenly, Huang Qi went to the province to study for a while, and we would have two videos every week to have an ambiguous relationship with each other, and then I asked her about her current situation, she said her confusion, and then she said that she didn't even know what bird language she knew, anyway, the videos were connected, and it felt good to listen to each other's voices.

As the days passed, I crawled as slowly as a snail. Huang Qi is also transforming little by little, and more than a month is quietly passing...... There is still more than half a month before the third year of high school.

"Someone is looking for you outside, have you got a new girlfriend?"

'Bai Xiaotong' at the same table walked in from outside the classroom and asked very gossipily.

"Huh?" I looked at 'Bai Xiaotong' with some doubts.

"That girl said looking for you, you should be acquainted. It's pretty white, not to mention that you two look like a good match. Alas? I remember you weren't talking to Huang Qi, it wasn't like stepping on two boats. She said with a look of anticipation, as if she was expecting a new gossip to be generated.

I kind of hate that she talks a lot at the moment, but I can't afford to offend such a person, because she may be able to gossip about something for you, and then it will be troublesome, and I know I have to coax her.

"Good tablemate, do you think I'm that kind of person?" I looked at my table with an innocent expression.

"Hey, you're a wolf in sheep's clothing. Go ahead, don't worry, I'll keep it a secret for you. She said with a snicker.

I really can't help my tablemate, and I don't want to mess with her anymore. Hurry up and get up, I have to go and see the person looking for me, maybe someone is in a hurry.

"Ah, you are Hu Yue, what class are you in?" I looked at the girl who heard my footsteps turn her face.

Hu Yue, junior high school classmate, I didn't have a lot of contact with her in junior high school, I didn't have much impression, if I didn't see her again, I might have forgotten her, although the girl has a small face and a white and clean look, a pair of kind and thorough eyes, which is quite easy to contact, but I really didn't pay attention to her at that time.

"I'm in class nine, Li Siyan, I heard from my original classmate that you are in class five, so I came here." She said as she handed over a note.

'No, no, no, what's going on?' Did she have a crush on me in junior high school? Now want me to express? I took the note and was a little panicked, so I quickly held the note tightly, for fear that it would be seen by others and cause unnecessary misunderstandings.

"I'll tell you something, you give me your contact information."

'Ah, is it so simple and straightforward?' I don't think it's good to say no outright. "Oh, yes, I haven't added you in the whole junior high school, I'll add you" I came up with this trick to turn passive into active way, and I just didn't add it when the time came.

"My WeChat account is a bit complicated, I can't remember clearly, and I can't search by mobile phone number, so you can write your WeChat account directly to me, and I'll add you by the way."

'By the way? What do you mean? Forget it, just write it to her. I used the pen and paper she had prepared to write the WeChat account to her.

"Li Siyan, thank you." She beckoned and walked away.

Some of my second monks walked into the classroom and sat back in their seats.

"Hey, you're very prosperous." I was ridiculed by 'Bai Xiaotong' again.

"What, my junior high school classmate."

"Oh, that's your concubine in junior high school before," she straightened up.

"I'm a good girl, do you know what a concubine means?" I looked at her with disdain.

She looked at the look I looked at her, then turned her head slightly awkwardly as she looked back in the back seat.

"Almost, hahaha, almost."

One night not long after, after the lights went out, I was secretly playing with my mobile phone in the dormitory, and suddenly two messages popped up, and I saw that two girls had added me successively, and both added notes, one was Hu Yue, and the other was Lin Miaomiao.

After a while, Lin Miaomiao sent me another message.

"Hu Yue and I are classmates."

"Did you use to walk around the playground before?"

"Yes, Ang." I replied.

"By the way, did you read the note?"

I quickly rummaged through my pocket, and I remember that I was in my pocket.

I found it and unfolded it, and it was a very direct sentence.

"I like you! - Lin Miaomiao"

"Oh, I see."

"The first time I saw you walking, you were alone, and there was something indescribable about you that attracted me at once, maybe it was love at first sight." Lin Miaomiao said very calmly.

"For a while after dinner, I also developed the habit of coming and walking."

"When?" I wonder how I didn't notice.

"It was at the beginning of the semester."

Then I didn't reply to anything, and she continued to message.

"Later, after a while, after I finished eating with Hu Yue, she also said that she wanted to walk and then go back to the classroom, and that time she looked carefully and said that you were her junior high school classmate, and I only then knew your name. Later, I saw that I was often with Huang Qi in Class 12, so I told you now. ”

It's not a mistake, and I don't understand what's so special about me.

"However, since this is the case, you should know my relationship with Huang Qi."

"I know, even though I know it's not possible with you, I still want to try."

Then she suddenly said something that disgusted me.

"I basically know a lot about you and Huang Qi, I don't think Huang Qi really likes you, and her kind of girl is not something you can grasp."

'She's the kind of!? I felt a nameless fire in my heart, and then I tried to suppress it, and calmly returned to her.

"Thank you, I chose her, no matter what the outcome, at least I'm fine with her now."

"Okay, so can you treat me as a friend?"

"Yes."

I turned off my phone, I was too lazy to look at my phone again, I had known Huang Qi for so long, I liked her for so long and finally achieved a positive result, this girl could say this all at once, which made me very unhappy to talk to her more.

In the dark night, except for one or two people in the dormitory who were still playing with their mobile phones, the others had fallen asleep silently, the moonlight outside the window sprinkled on the head of my bed, I leaned my head against the bed, let the silver moonlight spread over my face, I looked along the moonlight, the moon was very round at the moment.

Closing my eyes, I wondered if Huang Qi's bedside was also sprinkled with this silvery moonlight at this moment?