Everyone has hidden desires and demons, and being able to control themselves is the biggest difference between humans and demons. ’

I put Lin Miaomiao on the neat single bed, the air conditioner turned on the right temperature, took off her shoes and socks for her, and moved her body up to a comfortable position, when I was about to cover her with the quilt, she suddenly hugged my neck, I unexpectedly pressed on her all of a sudden, followed by her daze and gasp.

As a very normal man, my blood was surging in a moment of breath, and the alcohol prompted me to look at the full plump lips and have a hint of fantasy, and it happened that she also brought her mouth up in a daze.

At this moment, it is bound to become fire and water.

In a daze, Huang Qi's face suddenly appeared in my mind, because I hadn't seen me miss her very much for a long time, and all my savings wandered out at once, we kissed a little breathlessly, she hugged me tighter and tighter, and I felt her hot body at this time my body and mind also had a more fanatical reaction.

With her eyes closed, her mind synced, slowly from the root of her ears to her neck, and her hand was restless to the neckline of her shirt.

'One'

'Two'

'Three'

……

In the haze of her eyes, she took off her floral shirt and threw it on the pillow, and kissed deeply, she had more delicate gasps, and gradually a girl's mellow fragrance gradually thickened, and then she could clearly feel the difference, undulating, very soft and silky feeling slowly attacked.

Suddenly, something hit the jaw.

I was shocked, no.

Hurriedly lifted a trace of energy, tried his best to focus on his pupils, the picture in his mind slowly dissipated, and his eyes gradually became much clearer.

With a "snap", I slapped myself hard.

"I'm such a beast, I've drunk a little wine and I'm so bad, what are I doing?" I muttered to myself, looking at the half-exposed blushing girl in front of me and secretly saying that I was really not human, and quickly put on her shirt.

The quilt was covered for her, and then she was ready to take out her ID card and prepare to open a room downstairs.

'Oh no, where's the ID card?' I hurriedly rummaged through my pocket, but I couldn't find it, and I was a little dizzy and couldn't remember whether I lost my ID card or forgot to take it at home.

I sat on the sofa in the room a little sour and weak, and then a wave of sleepiness and drunkenness came over me, and my consciousness gradually disappeared......

"Li Siyan, wake up."

In the hazy eyes of a woman with unkempt hair calling out to me, my eyes wide open to find myself curled up on the couch, and it was the next morning.

"I'm done, you go to bed and lie down for a while." Lin Miaomiao pointed to the bed that had been neatly packed by her. "It just so happens that I'm full of alcohol, it smells too bad, take a shower first, eat breakfast together, go shopping together in the afternoon, let's go back in the afternoon."

This girl trusts me too much, I wonder if she will be surprised to know how I looked last night. And I listened to her tone in a lot of intimacy, I felt very uncomfortable, this feeling is very bad.

"I'm fine, I'll see if there is a breakfast shop to drink some porridge, if you want to eat something, I'll bring it."

"You can bring whatever you eat." After saying that, she walked into the bathroom, and after a while, the sound of rushing water began to sound.

When I walked downstairs, I saw a breakfast shop not far away selling breakfast, and there were scattered people coming in and out, so I also walked over, and my stomach was very comfortable under a bowl of porridge and a bun.

I also brought the same breakfast for Lin Miaomiao, and went upstairs into the house, where the rain was still rattling, and the sound of water and skin could be heard from time to time.

I didn't want to stay longer, and when she came out, I guess I would have to pester me to play with her, and I didn't want to have another incident, so I left quietly. Getting in the car on the way back, I sent her a message: I'm going back.

In the days that followed, she wanted to send messages as usual or even more often, but I still loved to ignore them, and sometimes I never took the video when I wanted to call.

Huang Qi sent me a message saying that he might be back in three or two days, and I was pleasantly surprised with some panic, and there were some things I didn't know how to say.

There are nearly 20 days left before the end of the summer vacation, Huang Qi also came back from the province, I was going to pick her up at the station, she said that her mother was going to pick her up, I didn't go, sent her a message to let her recuperate at home for a day.

She and I met under the shade of the river's river in the town, which always cools people in the shade of the river in summer, or many summer resorts are built between the mountains and rivers, which has its own wonders.

Huang Qi was wearing a white skirt, a pair of canvas shoes under his feet, and a high ponytail, which was also quite simple and refreshing.

Seeing that the sun was too big, she ran over with a folded piece of paper in her hand, and handed it to me.

I found a relatively clean stone to sit on, the stone was cool and very comfortable. We sat next to each other and could smell the scent of the slap spray she was spraying.

I opened it up and saw that it was a sketch.

A few auspicious clouds under the starry sky, a road with no end in sight, grass and wild flowers on both sides of the road, a few dew drops can be seen on the flowers and plants nearby, fireflies shining in the grass on the road, and a pair of boys and girls holding hands in the distance of the road are walking forward......

The objects in the paintings are dynamic and spiritual, giving me a sense of healing. I can't help but feel emotional, and I understand the meaning of the painting, which is our joy and longing at the age of eighteen.

These swallowed the things I wanted to say all at once, and I didn't want to spoil the beauty.

I looked at the painting for a long time, and when I came out of my senses, she looked at me and smiled slightly. I then took her hand and interlocked her fingers with him.

She happily talked about the situation of her three months of study in the province, and I listened to it and listened a little distracted.

"Si Yan, what's wrong?" She shook her little white hand in my dull eyes.

I reacted. "It's okay, I miss you all of a sudden."

"I'm not in front of you, stupid." She put her other hand on the back of our hand together.

"I didn't expect that my dad would use money to get me in, and now I've grown so much." She said meaningfully. "Thank you, Siyan, for making me better."

After saying that, she used her pink lips to stay at the corner of my mouth for half a minute. Then he opened his eyes, got up, and pulled me forward along the shady river.

Lin Miaomiao still has illusions about me, I don't give her a chance, as long as I have free time in school, I am with Huang Qi, I can occasionally see Lin Miaomiao glancing at us from time to time in the crowd, and I see that she is always a little uncomfortable, so I also selectively ignore it.

Lin Miaomiao still sends messages every day, and I gradually ignore them, and then I also turned on Do Not Disturb, which is a lot less annoying.

The third year of high school is coming, the tense review rhythm is coming again, the study of one subject at a time has come to an end, and one by one the test papers are repeating the nightmare, the test papers are so sleepy that I am hopeless, how else can I study?

With the tension of the review, Huang Qi and I saw less, and Lin Miaomiao also looked for me to find less, I heard Hu Yue say that she has some talent in learning and her grades are not bad, but she has been a little absent-minded recently, and often hides in the bed at night and cries, she asked and didn't say what the reason is, asked me to do it to greet her, I think about it or forget it, maybe slowly forget, I suddenly let the ashes resurgence, then it will be more troublesome, or be decisive.

The college entrance examination is getting closer and closer, and when it came time to fill in the volunteers, I looked at my results, and I could only choose a third-rate college.

I asked Huang Qi, and she said that she was okay to go to a second-rate college that was not too good, and there happened to be the corresponding major she wanted to study, which was all due to the extra points of the major.

I told her that I could only get into a good third-rate college, and maybe I could go to school in one place. She comforted and said that it was okay, the important thing was to choose and persevere, and if you choose a good major, you can also find a good job.

I didn't tell her I didn't even have an idea of what to choose, and she couldn't make decisions for me, so I had to choose for myself.

After comprehensive consideration, I chose several schools and corresponding majors, and I can't talk about whether I like it or not, I can only say that I made a choice.

Time is fleeting, seeing that the college entrance examination has arrived, some of us have already ridden the wind and waves, some are still confused like me, and some don't care.

This is the eighteenth full of temptation and confusion, the road ahead is boundless, what to do? I don't know......