This kind of clarity is like a layer of smoke that has been covered in my mind all the time.

This layer of smoke imprisoned his thinking and growth.

Let him be like a child who will never grow up and can't think long-term.

And now, this layer of smoke has cleared.

At this moment, everything that was originally imprisoned grew like vines.

Many things and truths that I couldn't understand before, now everything is understood.

Xie An slowly lowered his gaze to the woman next to him.

He knew it was his mom.

is in his fifties, but his hair has turned gray by half, and his eyebrows and eyes are full of vicissitudes and wrinkles.

This is the trace that the years have brought to my mother, and it is also the trace of him in the past, which made my mother worry.

Thinking back to my former self, a contradiction whose body is growing up and maturing, but whose mind has been stuck at 7 or 8 years old.

Mom should worry more about him in the face of that, how worried she should be.

Mom is very bitter, and there is too much suffering that fate has put on her.

She is just a weak and knowledgeless woman, but in the face of the fate that gave her suffering, she still gritted her teeth and survived step by step.

A little bit brought him up.

His mother, who is really hard, also really loves him.

Recalling the look in his mother's eyes when she looked at him in the past, he couldn't understand it in the past, but now, he understands, those eyes that have been through vicissitudes of life, hide love and worry about him, and worry about his future.

The eyes seemed to say, "If I'm gone, what will happen to my child?"

Thinking of this, Xie An's heart suddenly ached, his eyes were slightly sour, and he turned red in an instant.

Xie An looked at his mother, he knew that he had a fever since last night, and his mother must have been taking care of him and had not rested well.

It seems that it has always been like this since I was a child.

As long as he was sick, his mother didn't sleep all night.

Xie An tiptoed up, trying to carry his mother to the bed to rest.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he got out of bed, no matter how light his movements were, he still woke up a mother who had been worrying about her sick child even if she fell asleep.

Aunt Juan woke up, and the moment she saw Xie An, she immediately got up and said, "An An, you are awake, your body is fine, is there anything uncomfortable?"

Because she had been sitting before, and now she stood up suddenly, Aunt Juan was dizzy in front of her eyes, and she almost fell down.

"Mom, be careful." Xie An hurriedly helped her up and let her sit on his bed.

Aunt Juan slowed down for a while, and then regained her clarity in front of her.

"Mom is fine, it's just a little hypoglycemic."

"By the way, An An, let Mom touch it, is your head still burning?"

"It's not burning." Although he said so, Xie An still lowered his body as before, so that his mother could touch his forehead.

Aunt Juan first touched Xie An's forehead, and then touched her own forehead, as if thinking about it, and then breathed a sigh of relief: "It's okay, it's not burning."

"Mom, I'm sorry to worry you, I'm fine now." Xie An apologized.

"What's sorry, you're my son, it's okay if you're okay, say I'm sorry......" Aunt Juan waved her hand, indicating that it was nothing.

But as soon as she finished speaking, she felt that something seemed wrong.

She was stunned, her brows furrowed slightly, as if she was trying to figure out what was wrong.

After a while, she seemed to suddenly realize something, and suddenly looked up at Xie An in front of her, her eyes slowly widening.

The son in front of him is tall, with a figure of more than one meter and eight meters, and his face is also the angular of a mature man.

The sons are 28 years old, but Aunt Juan knows that her son's mind is only 7 or 8 years old, and from the moment he is born, his mind is destined to stagnate at the age of 7 or 8.

When she first learned the truth, Aunt Juan broke down and cried, feeling that fate was too cruel to her, she had no parental relationship, and she finally fell in love with her husband

also died early, and his only son was not in a good mind, as others said, he was a "fool".

But even if her son is a fool in the mouth of others, he is still her only spiritual support and support.

With An An here, she has the courage to continue to walk and fight against fate and calamity.

Especially watching the child grow up day by day, becoming white and tender, Yuxue is cute, she will call her mother, she will hug her intimately, and she will say that An An loves her mother.

At that time, her heart was like a flower blooming in an instant, and no matter how lonely she was, she could hear the sound of the flower blooming.

At that time, she was happy and happy.

As her son grows bigger and bigger, the better she gets, Aunt Juan thinks countless times how good it would be if her son could be like a normal person.

He is so clean, pure, so simple and beautiful, he deserves to be as happy as ordinary people, equally.

But she also knows that this is an extravagant hope.

When her son is old, she doesn't plan to let An An marry a daughter-in-law, she knows An An's situation and can't drag other little girls down.

It's just that as she gets older, Aunt Juan will worry from time to time.

Worried that she is old and has left this world, what should her An An do?

Her An An doesn't know what death is, he may think that his mother left him, leaving him alone in this world.

Children will look for their mothers.

So what should she do?

Countless times, because of this reason, Aunt Juan was so worried that she couldn't sleep.

And now......

Aunt Juan suddenly realized that something was wrong, she opened her eyes wide and looked at her son, who was also staring at her tall in front of her, and those words just now, especially the last sentence, were not like An An who usually had a child's mind could say.

The last sentence An An said was very abnormal, very abnormal, very abnormal, just like it was something that a normal person would say.

But her An An is not......

But soon, Aunt Juan remembered the recent changes in her son.

A bold guess suddenly rose in my heart.

This speculation was accompanied by her hands, her heart trembling.

Even the breathing was lighter.

She slowly spoke, "An An, An An, are you not, are you already ......?"

Before she could say the next words, Xie An had already held her mother's hand, and said with red eyes: "Yes, Mom, I'm fine, I'm sober, I'm no longer a child."

Xie An's words also verified Aunt Juan's guess in her heart, and she suddenly burst into tears.

couldn't hold back any longer, and hugged Xie An, but his hands kept trembling.

Xie An's snort was full of familiar smells that belonged to his mother.

He continued: "Mom, I am no longer a child, I have grown up, I am the only man in the family, I can really carry this family in the future, filial piety to you, protect you."

Aunt Juan listened to this sentence and wanted to say something, but she choked up and couldn't say anything, as if she was speechless for a moment.

In the end, she hugged Xie An tightly and said, "Mom doesn't want anything, as long as my An An is well, as long as you get better, it's enough, it's enough......