Chapter 356: It's better than your own mother
Rao is Deng Kui no longer believed it, but after Xiao Xiangyang's body deteriorated, it confirmed that what the doctor said was true.
Deng Kui looked at her sick son very painfully, she didn't have much culture, she was very unfamiliar with everything outside, for the sake of her son, she went to other cities again, changed hospitals, and hoped that the doctor could give a different answer.
The answer that can be obtained is that there is nothing that can be done, there is no way to treat it, only to let the child eat and drink well, and live the rest of the time well, there is no need to waste money on treatment.
It's not just the doctor who gave such an answer, but also because almost all the money Deng Kui had saved was spent.
Because she had to take her son to rush around and insist on treatment, her original job as a sanitation worker was gone.
Deng Kui also suddenly realized at this time, why Xiao Xiangyang's male baby was discarded, could it be that when he was born, he was found to have a great possibility of congenital ALS, so his biological parents abandoned him.
However, his biological parents abandoned him, how could she abandon him at this time.
Being sick is not something Xiao Xiangyang is willing to do, and this is not something he can choose, if he can, who doesn't want to be healthy.
Moreover, after more than two years of getting along, she has long regarded Xiao Xiangyang as her biological child, Xiao Xiangyang is like a part of her life, and now, it is not that Xiao Xiangyang can't do without her, to be precise, she can't do without Xiao Xiangyang.
However, what should she do with Xiao Xiangyang's current situation?
She couldn't watch Xiao Xiangyang die like this.
Medical skills could not solve this disease, and in despair, the desperate Deng Kui could only hope for the gods and Buddhas.
After hearing that the Anbu temple in Lashi was very effective, she rushed to Lashi with Xiao Xiangyang, kneeling three times and bowing nine times to worship.
Just to seek the mercy of the gods and Buddhas, and give Xiao Xiangyang a glimmer of life.
「…… I heard that she not only went to the Anbu Temple in Lashi to worship, but also went to many places to worship, and now ......" The young boy paused, did not say more, but looked at Deng Kui, who was carrying the child on his back in front of him.
And now, Deng Kui has brought his children to visit the shrine again.
Maybe it's because Xiao Xiangyang's body is still deteriorating, or maybe she wants to visit more gods and Buddhas, as long as there is a god and Buddha to give a little mercy, maybe Xiao Xiangyang will be able to get a glimmer of life.
It's just a desperate, desperate mother trying to find a way out for her son.
Such a mother's love, how can it not be moving.
He thought that if the gods and Buddhas of the heavens proposed to exchange one life for another, and let Deng Kui's life be exchanged for Xiao Xiangyang's life, he thought, maybe Deng Kui would agree without hesitation.
He remembered a sentence he had heard: If one life could be exchanged for another, then the rooftop of the hospital must be full of mothers.
And Deng Kui, for Xiao Xiangyang, she is not her own mother, she is better than her own mother.
Everyone present was silent after listening to the story of Deng Kui's mother and son.
No one doubts that Deng Kui is putting on a show, whether it is her devout worship over the years, or the firmness and prayer on her face, it is enough to touch people's hearts and move everyone.
Deng Kui, a great mother!
At this time, everyone also hopes that the Bodhisattva can open his eyes, show compassion, have mercy on Deng Kui, and give Xiao Xiangyang a glimmer of life.
Deng Kui didn't know what other people were thinking, she seemed to have assumed that the people around her didn't exist, and she only took her son to worship.
Yes, she is Deng Kui, she is the incompetent mother who can only pray to God and worship Buddha in despair, and she has no choice but a pious heart.
Deng Kui doesn't think he's great, he just feels incompetent, otherwise why is there only this method left.
A while ago, Xiao Xiangyang's health was even worse, and when he went to check, the doctor said that Xiao Xiangyang's body deteriorated again, and there was not much time left, and the doctor said to prepare well.
Deng Kui knew what it meant to prepare well, and he also knew what it meant to have little time left.
However, Deng Kui still cried bitterly.
For more than a year, I have been visiting the shrine without interruption and begging
Countless gods and Buddhas of the heavens, in the end, it is still useless.
Yes, the medical skills of reality are useless, and how can the gods and Buddhas who don't know whether they exist or not be useful, that's just her extravagant hope.
It's like a dream, and when she wakes up, it's time for her to recognize reality.
Yes, she is not a lucky person, otherwise she would not have been discarded in the trash can just after birth, and Xiao Xiangyang is not a lucky person, otherwise she would not have been discarded in the trash can and would not have suffered from ALS.
Both of them, mother and son, are unlucky, and they are both outcasts from God.
Now, how can God open their eyes and help them?
Forget it, forget it, stop worshipping, stop dreaming.
Accompany Xiangyang well, accompany Xiangyang to spend the last days in this world, and then ......
Deng Kui made a decision in her heart, if Xiangyang went later, then she would go with her. Anyway, in this world, there is nothing left to make her nostalgic.
Deng Kui has given up, she has calmed down, and she no longer tosses, she just wants to be by Xiangyang's side for the rest of the days.
But that night, she had a dream, and a voice in the dream told her that God was moved by her kindness and motherly love, and that she was destined for someone, so she decided to give her a chance.
Go to the first line of the nameless mountain to worship the Bodhisattva, from the foot of the mountain to the top of the mountain, kneel three times and knock nine times, sincerely pray, as long as you can persevere, and finally worship the Bodhisattva, the Bodhisattva will give Xiao Xiangyang a ray of life.
After waking up from the dream, Deng Kui sat on the bed and was stunned for a long time.
She wondered if she had worshiped too many gods and Buddhas before, and that she was too eager for the help of the gods and Buddhas, so she would think about it day and night.
She thought so, but she still had a glimmer of hope in her heart.
What if, what if not, if it is really the gods and Buddhas who are moved by her, what if she is really destined, what if the Bodhisattva really wants to give Xiao Xiangyang a ray of life? If she didn't believe it, then if it was true, wouldn't she miss it, and then she would hate herself to death.
So even though he knew that the hope was very small, Deng Kui still went to search for the Bodhisattva of the Nameless Mountain.
When he saw that this Bodhisattva really existed, Deng Kui couldn't help but hide his face and cry.
It's true, her dreams are real.
Shang Tian was really moved by her, and originally gave her and Xiao Xiangyang a little favor.
So, Deng Kui didn't hesitate much, and immediately took Xiao Xiangyang to Huai'an Province.
She told herself that she would believe in this last time, if it didn't work out this time, then she would give up completely and go with Xiao Xiangyang then, but if it did, then her little Xiangyang would have a glimmer of life and would be able to continue to live.
So, she came, and with the last glimmer of hope, she began to worship.
Bodhisattva, the believer Deng Kui is here, begging the Bodhisattva to give my son a ray of life, as long as my son can live, even if I want the believer to do anything, I am willing.