Chapter 517: Desperate Zhang Ruoxu
In the end, we won, and the youkai that almost melted me and Su crazy just now is now dead. I looked at the corpses all over the ground, and the villagers who were still alive, and finally relaxed.
Suddenly, I felt a feeling of dizziness, and it seemed that I had broken through the limits of my body and exhausted all my energy. Now, I couldn't hold it anymore, and as soon as I closed my eyes, I fainted as soon as my eyes went black.
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I don't know how long it took, but I opened my eyes and found myself lying in a farmhouse.
"Yangsheng...... Health ...... He woke up. Li Huhu was very excited.
"I ...... Why did I faint all of a sudden? I asked, confused.
Xu Chengcheng said: "It's not that you're empty, the body is too depleted." When you were wrapped in the cocoon of that black poisonous spider, you used your Dao power to maintain the barrier. It's already a lot of attrition rate to stand up, and you're killing again, in fact, your body has long been overdrawn, don't you know? ”
"Really? I killed a lot of people? "I remembered that I had killed most of the robbers who had robbed the village.
When I went out, I saw that it was the case, and there were many corpses of gangsters lying on the side outside, all of whom were heinous.
"Senior Brother Yangsheng, you haven't rested yet, let's go rest again!" Li Huhu said.
I waved my hand at him to show that I was okay, then looked at the dead men on the ground and asked, "Was I really fierce just now?" Did I kill these people? ”
"You didn't kill it alone, each of us did it, and each of our five brothers had a life in his hands. Don't you remember? Brother, we are here to eliminate harm for the people. Su said madly.
Looking at the corpses in this place, I felt like I had just woken up from a dream, I really didn't expect that I would become a murderous maniac.
Look at my appearance, I have also become a wicked person, my hands are also stained with blood, and now I also have evil thoughts, so I will not become one of the sources of power of the demons?
I froze, sat on the ground, looked around, looked at my own hands for no apparent reason, and kept denying myself.
Geng Biaobiao said: "Senior brother, don't think about it so much, although we killed someone." But we're all bad guys. All of them were bandits who followed the monster to rob the village, and you see they killed a lot of people, and their monster boss was even more cruel. And sucked a woman into a dried corpse......"
Geng Biaobiao pointed to me, pointed to the female corpse that had been sucked into a human body and said, "Senior brother, there is no need to blame yourself. You and we all killed this gang of gangsters to save people. ”
"Really? I and you are here to save people and kill them. "At this time, I was dumbfounded, I really couldn't accept myself like this, and my hands were stained with human blood for the first time.
Although these gangsters are innocent, I am not a law enforcer after all, and they should be punished by law.
Stunned, I sat on the lin, looking helplessly into the distance, when a child appeared in front of me, holding a red apple in his hand. Looking at his innocent eyes, I don't know what he will think of those of us who kill and spare people in order to save people!
The innocent child was walking towards us, but was stopped by a woman in blue and said, "Son, you can't go over, they are terrible." They were crazy just now, and if you had gone before, it would have been dangerous. ”
"Yes, brother, if you go up like this, you will be in danger of being killed." Another older girl walked over and said.
When they were done, they took the boy in their arms and went into the house.
Could it be that this is the person we protect, we went on a killing spree to protect these unarmed villagers, and they misunderstood so many people after killing so many people. As long as you kill someone, will you be simply misunderstood?
Not only them, but also the rest of the surviving people in the village looked at us with fear, as if we were no different from the robbers who robbed them, all murderers who did not blink an eye.
However, there is still someone who clarified for us, "You can't treat them like this, they are good people, not murderers." Have you forgotten? They saved me and my grandfather, and all of you! If they hadn't killed the youkai and killed the robbers who robbed us, would we still be alive? ”
Listening to this boy's words, my heart felt a little relieved, just now I was misunderstood by most people, considered a murderous and brutal person, listening to his words, I felt that what we did was worth it.
Otherwise, I really thought that I had evil thoughts and simply killed a lot of people. Actually, I really didn't plan to kill, even if the other party was a heinous criminal, I didn't have the idea of killing and sparing, but there was really no way for us to kill.
Xu Chengcheng still wanted to explain to them, but I stopped him, and I said, "Second Senior Brother, let's not do it again." Whatever the purpose, we really killed someone, let's go to the police and turn ourselves in. Justice is in the hearts of the people, and the country has laws, and I think the law will give us a fair judgment. Let's go. ”
When I was finished, I took everyone away, but at this time, our senior brother Su Crazy suddenly turned around and knelt on the Lin to face everyone, kowtowed to them three times, and then said: "Fellow villagers, I know that you are afraid, afraid of the five of us brothers. Although, we killed these robbers to save you all. But, after all, we killed someone, so that you are so afraid, as a senior brother, I am here to apologize to everyone, I'm sorry, old folks. ”
Su went crazy and poured out his heart and lungs, and the rescued people wept one after another, it is true that we saved them, but it is also a fact that we killed many people so cruelly. Fortunately, the rescued villagers accepted us.
I watched everyone crying, and my heart was excited, and I cried out, saying: "Thank you, fathers and fellow villagers, we have also done our Taoist duty to save people." However, we have indeed violated the law of the land and deserve to be punished by the law. However, I have a reluctant request here, and that is that I hope you can testify to the five of us, and to be honest. Tell the police what happened today, don't commit perjury, and hope that we can give a lenient sentence, so that we can be relieved. ”
An older man took it and said, "Dao Chief, don't worry!" We all know that we also remember your kindness, and this gang of thieves has robbed several villages in the vicinity of the house. We all hate them to the core, you have killed someone, but our hearts are open and clear. Don't worry, we will not only tell you the truth and testify to you, but also write a joint letter to you to intercede. ”
The others stepped forward to echo the words, yes, we'll be like that, it's not over.
With the expectations and promises of the people, we drove to the nearest public security organ, and the ups and downs of life are like this. One second I was a Taoist disciple who only knew that slaughtering demons did not hurt people's lives, and the next second I became a murderous executioner. I feel that at that time, I was like the killing star in Mr. Shi Nai'an's "Water Margin", the black whirlwind Li Kui.
Especially today, I don't feel guilty at all about killing people, as if I am a bloodthirsty demon who wants to kill.
I'm really scared and worried that I'm going to really become a heinous person, after all, I'm going to kill today. When I really get to that point, can I still afford the fame of the Extreme Dao Sect? Can I still call myself a Feng Shui Onmyoji who destroys demons? Will I be able to enter the genealogy of the head of the Extreme Daoist Sect openly after I die?
Three sentences of self-questioning made me dare not think further, and I was afraid of myself because of my own murder. The most feared thing is that I will be used by the enemy demons, and I will also give my evil thoughts to the demons to become a part of the powerful power of the enemy demons to harm the world.
So, I ...... I was really scared and helpless.
Before we knew it, we had gone to the county police station in the curtain and told us all about the murder of the gangsters we had just done. Naturally, the local police were not polite, and brought us handcuffs as we deserved, and the detention procedures were completed that night, and we were all locked up in the detention center.
The policemen were also surprised, especially since there was a policeman among the five of us, and killing someone was a crime of knowing the law! However, I don't know what happened to him, these policemen did not make it difficult for us, but gave us good food and drink.
Because the five of us were co-defendants, we could not be held in a centralized manner, but were detained separately.
When I entered the number, the other detainees in the same cell were all away from me because I was a murderer. And I looked at my hands like a walking corpse, walked to the sink in a daze, turned on the faucet, washed my hands vigorously, and said to myself: "Damn, damn it, why can't I wash the blood off my hands?" It's disgusting, it's so sad! ”
The more I washed, the more crazy I became, and the people in the cell with me were all scared when they saw me, thinking that I had a mental problem......
I don't know how long I sucked, I was really tired, and I couldn't wash anymore, so I sat down against the corner of the wall, in a daze.
A young man walked over, handed me a towel tremblingly, and said, "Big ...... Eldest brother...... Here you go, towels ......"
I glanced at him, looked at the towel he was holding, took it, and said, "Thank you!" ”
took the towel, wiped it indiscriminately and threw it on the lin, and continued to sit in a daze.
I'm still thinking about my Deng Wanwan in my heart, I don't know how she's doing, what will she think of me if she knows that I killed someone? Will you accept that I have killed my husband?
At this time, an older man with a meaty face walked over, and it seemed that he had been detained in the detention center for a long time! Even the skin is very good, and it is obvious that he is a person who does not move much outside.
"Hey, newcomer, you don't have to be like this, since you're here, it's family. None of us can get out, don't be so unsociable. ”
I looked at him angrily and said, "What are you?" I'm not social? ”
His words touched my scales, and I jumped to my feet, grabbed him by the neck, pinned him to the ground, and then yelled at him, "You're fucking unsociable." It's because ...... Because Lao Tzu eliminated harm for the people, he killed people, making everyone afraid of me, and seeing me was like encountering a plague god, lest I avoid it. I'm really sorry, I don't care what others think of me at all, but I'm fucking unhappy! ”
When it was done, I let go of him, I had just tried so hard that I almost pinched him in his back. After I finished my frenzy, no one dared to come near me, just looked out the window obliquely.
Now, my heart is more painful than anyone else, I didn't want to kill anyone, but I broke my vows because I saved people, and now I am still being locked up here like a prisoner, I fell too badly.
I really want nothing to happen today, and when I wake up, I forget all my unhappiness, and it would be nice if all this was a dream!
What I'm most afraid of now is facing Deng Wanwan, what should I do when I see her? I don't know, can she accept me now, if, I will really be sentenced to death? I really don't have the face to see my Deng Wanwan anymore, and I don't have the face to see my parents again.
But, will I really live to the death penalty? No, I'm going to kill myself at any point......