Lu Sangjiu couldn't tell what kind of mood he was.

Cang Ming, like Punishment Shan, used to be her closest family, and she thought that even if there was a disagreement, even if there was a quarrel, the relationship would not change.

She had doubted Cang Ming and also suspected the punishment of goodness, but more often than not, she prayed in her heart countless times that it would not be them.

But now, the naked truth is in front of me.

If Cang Ming was deceived by someone, or finally chose to betray for the sake of profit, maybe she wouldn't be so uncomfortable.

However...... But is he going to destroy it just because his possessive desire has not been satisfied, and if he can't get it, he will destroy it?

What a ridiculous reason!

Cang Ming didn't answer her question this time, and after a long silence, he tugged at the corners of his mouth, "Lu Sangjiu, do you think I'm terrible?" ”

Maybe he shouldn't be stimulated at this time, but Lu Sangjiu couldn't help it, "Don't you think you're terrible?" ”

"Loving someone shouldn't be like this, you're not called love, it's just possessive."

"After killing her, fake nostalgia, find someone similar to her as a stand-in, and continue to satisfy your ridiculous possessiveness."

"Cangming, you are not only terrible, you are also very pitiful!"

She said mercilessly, and every sentence pierced Cang Ming's heart, but Cang Ming was not annoyed and angry, but looked at Lu Sangjiu with a rare calm gaze.

"You think I'm scary, but what if it's you?"

"The guy you like doesn't like you, right?"

"You should have felt the taste of not being able to ask for it...... What will you do if he is going to leave you in the end? ”

Lu Sangjiu was silent for a moment, and Xie Ningyuan's face appeared in his mind.

I don't know what to do...... But when I found out, I already liked it.

She didn't escape her liking for Xie Ningyuan, but she never thought of saying it.

Xie Ningyuan is a person who really has great love, he would have broken his Buddha's heart for the good and evil of demon cultivation, and she believed that he would one day reunite the Buddha's heart for the common people in the world equally.

What is the true meaning of Buddhist cultivation, Lu Sangjiu doesn't know, but she thinks ...... Xie Ningyuan has never been worthy of the name of Buddha.

Therefore, his future should be to ascend to the upper realm and become a true Buddha.

She liked him, but she never wanted to hold him back, but she looked forward to seeing him in the future.

She liked him and never wanted to stop for him...... Everyone belongs to themselves first, and only when they really do their best can they have the strength to love others.

She liked it, and she never thought to say it, let alone get a response.

So in fact, she answered Cangming's question very well, "If he wants to leave me in pursuit of a better self, I will bless him." ”

"But if he wants to leave me, it's not his heart's desire...... Do your best, and I'll keep him. ”

"As long as it is a true choice in his own heart, I will respect it."

"Instead of defining liking by your own narrow possessiveness, as you do."

Lu Sangjiu stared at Cang Ming, word by word, "You don't deserve to talk about liking at all." ”

After saying that, she didn't look at Cang Ming's expression again, and turned around and walked to her room.

A mystery that had been bothering her for a long time was solved, and she should be happy.

But...... I really couldn't be happier.

Do you hate the sky? She should hate.

But it had probably been too long since she was desperate and helpless under the thunder, and her resentment seemed to have faded long ago.

Whether it was killing Ye Zhiyao or killing Cang Ming, she wanted to, but it was far less intense than the desire for herself to break free from the shackles of fate.

To put it bluntly, whether it is love or hate, pinning your hopes on others is not as important as living a good life.

At this moment, Lu Sangjiu suddenly could clearly feel that his mood had sublimated, and the problems that had arisen in his mood because of death had quietly dissipated at this moment.

She walked back to her room step by step, and the moment she stepped into the room, she calmly and smoothly broke through the late stage of Jindan.

After a slight pause, Lu Sangjiu suddenly smiled softly.

At the moment of breakthrough, she seemed to feel that the heavens and the earth were naturally moving because of her...... She suddenly seemed to understand why the ascension had failed in the first place.

Maybe there are external factors, but more maybe it's because she missed this catastrophe.

Her death and rebirth may never be a bad thing.

At least...... This allowed her to see a wider world.

In the courtyard, Cang Ming sat there motionless for a long time.

Finally, he tilted his head slightly, looked at the stars in the sky, and grinned silently.

It was a self-deprecating smile as he muttered, "Someone like me...... Indeed, it deserves to be despised. ”

He also despised himself, so he didn't even dare to say an explanation that he regretted, even in front of an irrelevant Lu Sangjiu.

In fact, he had already regretted it, after quietly putting the thing that could attract the power of heaven and earth into the courtyard of the lonely phoenix, he regretted it.

At that time, the lonely phoenix had reached the late stage of the tribulation and was about to ascend.

He was afraid that she would succeed in ascending and disappear into his world forever.

So when that person gave him that kind of thing, and told him that as long as she let her disperse part of her cultivation in time after attracting the power of heaven and earth, and the realm fell, she would not die, and she would not leave him, he agreed.

But he forgot, it was a lonely phoenix, how could she make the choice of scattering part of her cultivation to save her life?

So when he rushed over desperately, it was still too late, and he only saw her disappearing into the sky, and Hexian was full of worried eyes.

He reassured himself that she was so strong, perhaps...... Maybe she'll be fine.

Unfortunately, they didn't get to see the vision of the gates of heaven opening when they ascended, and the life card she had left in the room was shattered.

She ...... after all Didn't come back.

He regretted it, but he killed her anyway.

When he closed his eyes and opened them again, his gaze had calmed down.

…… It doesn't matter, when I let the people in the world who have bullied you and humiliated you be buried for you, I will also die in despair in the thunder like you, experience the feelings you have experienced, and walk the road you have walked.

Lone Huang, the destruction of this entire immortal cultivation world will be the last gift I will give you.

Wait for me.

When I left the room the next day, there was no shadow of darkness in the courtyard.

Lu Sangjiu's gaze turned around, and then landed on the door of Ye Zhiyao's room next door...... The door was open.

Frowning slightly, she hurriedly walked a few steps inside, only to find that the room was empty and there was no one left.

Ye Zhiyao was taken away by Cang Ming?

Lu Sangjiu guessed that he might still want to use Ye Zhiyao as bait?

But it doesn't matter, her news has already been passed to Yan Lingzhi, the ancestor of the Seven Feelings Sect should not be stupid enough to rush to death.

But...... Why do you still feel uneasy in your heart?